nothing waits.

nothing waits.

starfckr

			the perfect words
			never crossed my mind
			cause there's nothing in there but you.

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hello again, dearest friends :) been missing you.	[Oct. 4th, 2007\|08:13 pm] starfckr
AHH.. so glad to see comments on this long-forgotten journal. YES I AM STILL ALIVE, and thank you for the comments, still missing Singapore soo soo much, although my life has been full of UI and Psiko and blablabla. have been loving Psiko for all the freakin psycho friends i made and the never-ending conflicts! hahaha but hating all the stupid classes (MPKT DODOL). but still i love all the small little details of the stupidly fucked up uni life (masih 4 tahun lagiii). PRAY FOR ME TO GET OUT OF UI ALIVE AND PERFECTLY SANE OK. beginih katanya mau cumlauudee, bukannya bikin tugas malah browsingg ): haiss, hidup gua merana.
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hmm.	[Sep. 9th, 2007\|10:03 pm] starfckr
BIG QUESTIONS. like how it had officially fucked my mind so many times before; it has came back with all its glory, just to repeat the same pattern. you miss too many people at the same time. you feel like you've missed out too many things at the same time. AGAIN. THE CRISIS. on a lighter note i did a little bit of shopping and it felt GOODDD. welcome back to civilisation, thank you. UI wood is not a great place to get a suntan, glad i found that out in my early days, not later. anyways, thanks to that i successfully gotten myself black arms and white legs. GO FIGURE. boys are such a pain in the ass. i dont mind playing the field as long as i know we had plans and strategies going on, and an insurance that i will NOT be left stranded and clueless in the middle of the game. AH I WISH HE WAS MORE MATURE. (or am i the one being childish here? just like how my brother had put it down way too frankly.) i found out about lots of things i rather not, because they're disturbing and really make you want to choke yourself and go around screaming: ENOUGH. i'm sorry, friends, but i just want to cry everyday.
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PSY-CO-LO-GY-PSYCHOLOGY!	[Sep. 6th, 2007\|09:20 pm] starfckr
You wont freaking know how had it is to find stuff about freaking philosophy in the net until you got practically 11 more hours to go to class and present your bloody summary. if not for the stupid ENAM SKS i wont do it. like hell i will. my days have been all about UI-HOME-UI-HOME-UI and psychology all the way, up to my weekends. agak kepikiran salah jurusan kali yaaa.. they said when you agreed to be in FPSI, you signed a lifetime contract that you will be ready to be a good listener, WHICH I AM NOT. so much to tell but UI is driving me crazy. i am an extrovert according to the test SO I NEED PEOPLE AND CONSTANT REASSURANCE. help me GOD! being tired really makes me incoherent. maybe next time people, maybe.
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:)	[Mar. 28th, 2007\|12:54 pm] starfckr
i am finally done with uni application. THANK GOD. but still pretty much no life. HAHAHAHA.
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[Mar. 23rd, 2007|09:36 pm]

starfckr

i wrote a whole page of crap on my journal, and i tore it apart.

you cant hate your family, no matter what, can you?
NO. you just cant.

maybe another day i'll tell you the story.

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