I gave up asking for webcam... giving up for calls... i'm letting it go... i'm starting to be independent... heavenly Lord you have to guide me to the right path. Thank you and amen.
Yesterday i had fun doing scrap book with my friends :). It really help me to lessen my stress and i should start doing stuff that i adore. I have decided to start painting :p with the new brush i discovered yesterday and i should start practicing playing songs that i never had (even thou it is a bit difficult because my cousin stuff is all over my piano) and release my stress on my blog :)
My friends bring me back a lot of memories. I did wonder did i change from high school ? I think i'm still the same i haven't change much as i'm still emo at times but my look and size did change a lot for sure.:/.
Tomorrow is Monday is a day i start getting busy.
FYI i'm actually working full time, study part time and still getting some side income from weekend job. Funny that i'm in a relationship but i'm the one that have all the time for dating. It's not a problem for me because few years back when i was still blogging (when everyone is studying i was working in a law firm) and study part time too, i was in a relationship and we had spend lots of time together like near to 24 hours..even lunch together.
Now the difference is my age is catching up. I feel tired after the end of the day and i can't stay up late like i was years ago. When i stay up till 1-3 am and i still can go to work the next day. Age really make a big different.
I feel old :( this very moment.
Ps. I'm starting to plan to travel myself :P if michi reading this "we should save up in a piggy bank with (usd) and in 2 years time we can pack our bag and off we go" i don't want to go alone unless i have not much choice :)
Something trigger me into writing
again. A lot of thing has happen in my life during my absence. So much that I could
not pen it down in a day time. However I would like to write my own thoughts
about a few thing happen to me. What I learn today is that trust your instinct you hardly will be
wrong even thou you can’t see it within your eyes…
Secondly i learn that no money no power no justice. Accuse, assume can
lead to someone nightmare for the rest of their life. To be continue
I need to write my detail everyday before i take my sister bag out and need to get teacher signature. Guard stop me so many fucking time to ask why. I argue with the whatsoever fucking headmaster assistant and she say its for SAFETY it seems. Guard says ill steal other student bags. Pardon me what safety are u talking about? I can tell u that i have the ability to randomly get a student out of the school..ill just randomly pic..=.=...
Ill never send my children to that school. Not only will that be that school, chinese schools !!!
:: Me ::
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My name is Rene'e.
Regardless of age,sex,creed,denomination n religion.
I think every1 of us hav our own compelling story worth 2 tell.
My story is v colourfull.
thts 4 me 2 know 4 u 2 find out.
I view diff ppl wif diff light.
I feel more compassion 4 d ppl around me.
I think we might hav lil in common n even less 2 agree on..y not we put our diff aside n find friendship tht lasts a lifetime.
:: Likes/Often ::
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Travel
Eating
Cooking
Musics
Art