This will be my last email home?
I feel so confused.
It feels just like every other big change/move in my
life....I've accepted it as a fact of what is happening and now it's just doing
everything that needs to be done. AKA pack my bags! I'm a terrible suitcase
packer.
It's been a weird feeling though.
For example, on friday we had a "zone meeting"
which was basically a big zone district meeting. Anyway, Elder Hatch was
announcing the next zone conference, a general authority that is coming,
etc....all kinds of cool things....all after I am gone. It was the weirdest
thing that has ever happened to me.
And my personal not favorite was actually like last week. As
you may or may not know, our ward mission leader served his mission in st.
george. One of his old mission comps that is recently returned from the mission
came to visit him for a while here. He is from North Carolina. So, we were
going with them to drop some of our investigators off at a ward activity.
Anyway, we ended up in the back of Dani's car with this kid. He started asking
me what i was going to do when I go home and asked me what school I go to. When
i said BYU-I he got all excited and was like, "no way! me too! that's
awesome!" giving me high fives and asking me about it....meanwhile in my
head I am thinking, "GET ME OUT OF HERE!" haha i was still two weeks
and two baptisms away from going home. And that was making everything wayyyy
too real.
In other news, we had GREAT things happen this week :)
First of all, I have been having a blast with Hna Roderick.
Also, we have an investigator right now named Lenin (yes,
that's his name. but, hna roderick and I just call him Lenni because we like it
more) he is from Ecuador and the elders found him (bless their hearts) on Dia
de Diamante.
I love lenni! He is a doctor, but without a job and he is so
fun to teach. He is like ULTRA smart. Usually we have to explain scriptures to
people and really teach what it is saying. Not with Lenni, we give him a
chapter to read and he comes back with a full summary and deep, meditated
thoughts. haha he is the best.
Actually, it makes me laugh because he reminds me of Monk. I
wish mom could meet him. haha He is seriously so so so smart and a little bit
OCD. He gets stressed about things that don't need stress. For an example of
one of his Monk-isms, when we taught him the Plan of Salvation I used the
little dibujos to teach it. (I don't know how you would say that in
english...you know the little earth and the spirit world and you have a sun and
a moon and star for the reinos) Anyway, as we teach that lesson I usually just
lay out all of the pieces on the table so it will make sense. But when we
taught it to lenni, I would put the piece down and then he would move the
pieces so they were all in one perfectly straight line just barely overlapping
each other. It didn't make any sense set up that way...but for some reason he
wanted it that way. haha little things like that. Lenni=monk
So we have been teaching him for about a month...but his
baptism is set for this saturday. So, I basically had just come to terms with
the fact that I would miss his baptism and that it was fine. This past
saturday, the elders had a baptism and Lenni came....and even brought a
friend! :) The baptism was sooo beautiful. I loved it. I will miss that.
Anyway, after the ordinance I was talking to lenni's "friend" and she
told me that she was baptized in this church when she was 16! She is a member!
But she was only active for like 4 years after. I guess Lenni told her that he
was getting baptized so she took the opportunity to come back. And she felt the
Spirit in the baptism. She also told me yesterday that her kids want to go to
church. Hna Roderick is going to baptize the whole family.
But here is the best part, after the baptism, our bishop
heard (he has been out of town) that Lenni is getting baptized on the 25th and
was like, Hermana, we are going to the beach that day! Apparently there is a
huge ward beach party this saturday. So I said, that's FINE bishop, we'll just
baptize him tuesday! :) and whabam. that is what we are going to do. I can't
think of a better way to spend my last night as a missionary :) We pulled Lenni
and his friend, Estefania, aside, asked/told lenni that we are changing the
day. Both of them cried, he went around the room and told each of us why he is
grateful for us and then Estefania agreed to come to church and keep coming.
Miracles my friends, miracles.
It all just worked out well. The Lord is amazing.
Being a missionary is my favorite thing.
I had no idea how much I would love it and how much I would
learn.
But I feel SO grateful for the experiences that the Lord has
given me. I hope that I have done all that He expected of me.
And I hope that I can carry all of these things over into
real life. I understand more now what my place will be in the church and in the
mission work as a member....more of what the Lord expects and more of the
blessings that come from obedience.
It is good to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of
Latter-day Saints.
It's just so stinkin true!
Um, I'll show you a picture of Lenni when I get home...but
this picture is from the baptism on Saturday. The woman who got baptized has
two little girls. So, Elder Shaver organized a musical number with the two of
us the lady's daughter and 3 other little 7/8 year old girls in the ward we sang
Grande Eres Tu and he played the piano. It was cute :) so that is our little
choir and the photo is of me and the other little girl. Her name is Viki and
she is soooooo cute. She was following me around everywhere in the baptism and
at church yesterday. I asked her if she wanted to go home with me and she said
yes :)
probably the rule that I am the worst at keeping.....is
loving on all the niños.
ok, this email is REALLY long. haha sorry.
Listen, I can't believe this is real but I am excited to see
you guys! I love you!!!
ole.
con muchísimo amor y besicos,
Hermana Ross










