dear you, how can someone see you and not find you lovely? i hope you know the world deserves to see more of you. they will like you for you, i promise. the you i've come to see, in between all the layers, is nothing short of wonderful. the remarks you make, oh, i will … Continue reading to you #11 →

udara dingin yang membekukan pipimu saat kau bergegas menuju tempat semuanya bermula, kelap-kelip cahaya yang menemanimu di sepanjang jalan yang gelap, ujung dedaunan di lorong pepohonan yang kau lalui, matahari yang meninggi dan membuka pandanganmu pada semua yang indah, percikan tanah yang menempel di ujung sepatumu tiap kali kau menjejak, pada mereka kusematkan doa. Tuhan, … Continue reading to you #10 →

when you look back, please remember the times you were filled with love and your gentle way of showing it. Because i felt it and am grateful for it.

"Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me'Cause i'm just about to set fire to everything i seei want you so bad, i'll go back on the things i believethere i just said it, i'm scared you'll forget about me" just this playing on the background.i am lying still.

"aku harus kontak jika masih berharap" and just like that i am hanging on. silly me, but i think you would understand. i am the kind of person who would carry it forever. and i don't find it very often. oh, would you believe me if i tell you, it has been only you and … Continue reading to you #7 →

on the 120th day, i asked myself if indeed such a long time has passed so generously i wondered whether, wherever you are at that moment, something had succesfully made you laugh. as i too, have allowed things around me to console me. 120 days passed by with a thought that kept reappearing, and prayers … Continue reading to you #6 →

it's you, my dear. you and only you.

i know, my dear,i know.even if i may not be able to fully comprehend it,i just know. and by some cosmic reason i'd never understand,i feel like i can feel you. and i just know, that i'll never lose my faith in you. so know it, my dear, just know it. that when it's time, … Continue reading to you #4 →

on a random friday afternoon,12.12 on the clock,i remember the time i told youi could never see myself growing old.and you told me i should live a long, long life.oh, for the first time in my life,i wish i do. and maybe when we grow old,i'll have your hand when i lose my footing.maybe day in and … Continue reading to you #3 →

do you remember to put on sunscreen for your weekly mileage? i hope you do.