Life moves in cycles. At least, I hope it does. Most of us have good days and bad days, and plenty of days that are neither. Days when we simply go through our routines, probably the majority of them. And then there are those days when life suddenly surprises us, lifts our spirits and reminds us why we keep going.
This week has given me a bit of both.
I have spent most of my days editing and processing photographs I have taken over the past six months or so. There is something satisfying about finally seeing images come alive on the screen. At the same time, it is tedious work. Adding captions and keywords, sorting through files and processing photographs all take time. Even when the processing itself is enjoyable, facing thousands of images can become rather exhausting.
And then, suddenly, something happens that changes the mood entirely. Sometimes, all it takes is an email. But when the message is the kind I received this week, it can feel as if someone has switched on a light.
For the past couple of years, I have been exploring opportunities to exhibit my photography in galleries and other venues. The response has mostly been one rejection after another. At times, I have almost lost the courage to keep trying. I have shared a few of those disappointments here on the blog.
Then this email arrived.
One of the major galleries in my hometown has decided to exhibit a project I have been working on over the past couple of years. Needless to say, I am delighted. After so many rejections, it is a wonderful feeling to have someone believe in the work enough to give it a place on the wall.
The exhibition won’t take place until September next year, which suits me perfectly. I have plenty of time to prepare the photographs and can finally start printing some of the images I have long wanted to see in a larger format, knowing they will eventually be shown.
Suddenly, there is something new to look forward to. The work ahead feels different when you know where it might lead.
And the coming weeks promise to be exciting for another reason. By the time you read this, I will have arrived in Tanzania. Tomorrow, I am due to begin the ascent of Mount Kilimanjaro. As I write this, the forecast warns of a snowstorm near the summit. The climb might turn out to be more challenging than I expected, and reaching the top is by no means guaranteed. Time will tell.
For now, I am still at home, working my way through the photographs from my paddling trip down the Yukon River. A handful of those images accompany this post.
There is always more work to do, more photographs waiting to be edited, more plans that may or may not come to fruition. But every now and then, something falls into place. A small shift in direction is enough to renew your energy and remind you that it is worth continuing, even when the way forward seems uncertain. This week, that reminder arrived in my inbox.
This Week’s Book Read
No One Left to Blame by Charlie Hay explores a haunting question.
After a friend died by suicide in 2011, Hay was left with one question he could not let go of. Why? Why would a 21-year-old take his own life? It is a question the artist has grappled with for more than a decade, and it lies at the heart of this project.
Hay photographs landscapes, sites and environments around the world where people have died by suicide. These are often seemingly ordinary places, yet they become charged with a profound sense of absence. Rather than presenting them simply as sites of tragedy, Hay turns them into spaces for reflection, inviting us to consider the lives and stories that remain beyond our reach.
The work explores mental health, society’s attitudes towards suicide and the cries for help that can go unnoticed. It also challenges the stigma that so often surrounds the subject, reminding us of the importance of speaking openly about something that is still difficult for many to discuss.
No One Left to Blame is a book about suicide, but it acknowledges that no two lives, and no two deaths, are the same. Hay does not offer definitive answers to the question that has haunted him for so long. Instead, he invites us to stay with the uncertainty, to look more closely and to acknowledge the darker, often hidden corners of our shared human experience.
In 2025, No One Left to Blame was selected as one of the winners of The Most Beautiful Books, awarded by Grafill, the Norwegian organisation for design, illustration and visual communication.
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