suzushisa

Sometimes you are asked to describe your personality, or what kind of person you are. Usually it takes a while for me to answer it. Odd, isn’t it? So I’m going to use this occasion to write anything I could remember bout my self, as practicing the best way to describe my self exactly. Lol

I think I’m just an ordinary girl

I’m totally a dreamer

I hardly make a topic or conversation with someone, especially the stranger one

I’m moody, talk loudly about unimportant things in the morning, looks gloomy and desperate in two hours later

I’m afraid of and hate being ignored

I like laughing, and making silly jokes that no one will laugh at it except the same type as me

I usually would be so lazy doing something when the others take it seriously, and keen on something while the others wouldn’t   

I can be moron and foolish at any time

I like solving riddles, not a problem

I cry easily while watching film or reading a book

I don’t like to let my emotions out, because I’ll lose control of myself

I’m naive, and think that I should make a better change for our nation

I like helping everyone and make them feel better (I meant, I won’t help them if it can’t make a different. lol)

I prefer to write what I think instead of speak it, as it’s difficult for me to say something exactly like the one on my mind

I’m having trouble with my eating habit

I’m a dateliner (don’t blame me)

I sometimes think I’m nobody, and no one will concern for my existence

I can’t keep my eyes or my body on something just for one hour, I’ll get drowsy and boring easily

I have interests in japanese stuff (not the fashion nor the hair styles though) esp in mangas, doramas, and artists

I like reading, but can’t read quickly (it takes me 5 minutes to finish a page)

I’m lack of concentration
I can't stand talking about something sentimental without watering my eyes

I need to know someone with stunning achievement to motivate and encourage myself to face my life

Well…. Let me think about the rest….

suzushisa

Finally, my second post….lol

First thing is that I want to sorry to everyone in my friend list that I seldom update my LJ page……. n that I couldn’t reply immediately every messages sent to me

(actually I’m not sure is there anybody on earth will pay attention to these)

The reason I felt so lazy even just to look around the web is that I’m too stressed waiting n wondering whether I’ll go to college or university this year, therefore I joined some entrance tests…..... hoping I’ll be approved by one of them………

n for quite a long time I tried to ignore my PC so that I could concentrate on studying……..yet I didn’t open my book either…….lol

but last week the result was out n, yeah, I found my name on the list……

Yatta….there’s nothing could be better than this! ^0^ V

btw, yesterday I celebrated my birthday….. I mean it was my 18^th anniversary…… though I can’t say ‘celebrate’ bcoz I never consider it special

some of my friend asked me to treat them……I was like “okay, where should I take u?”

instead of saying “well……I don’t receive wage” lol

and oh, the last thing is…..sorry for my poor english

suzushisa

Hajimemashite!
suzushisa to moshimasu!^^

well this is my first entry........... still dont have something to say huhu