September reading list

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A Quiet Flame, Philip Kerr

This is part of Kerr’s Berlin Noir series featuring Bernie Gunther, a detective during the Nazi era. This installment takes us to Argentina, where Gunther has fled because in the previous novel in the series his identity was confused with that of a Nazi. I was vaguely aware that a number of Nazis fled Argentina after the war, but I had no idea of how explicitly the red carpet was rolled out for them. Also, my sense of the Perons was (laughably I know) influenced by the Evita musical (or possibly the film starring Madonna, both of which I haven’t even watched). Anyway, this novel was a good history lesson in that sense. As a detective story it was interesting and fast-paced until Gunther solves the first mystery, even though that too he solved because someone told him to look for someone and that someone turned out to be the person wanted. Then it got ever more complicated, and of course Gunther had to get involved inappropriately with some woman.

Orbital, Samantha Harvey

I didn’t expect to take months to finish this Booker prize-winning novella, but yeah I read it in slivers, savoured it. The novel is told over a 24 hour period during which a international space station-like craft orbits the Earth 16 times. There are six astronauts on board and we are privy to their thoughts – both trivial and profound. There is no plot as such, just meandering thoughts. At one point, one of the astronaut’s mother dies, but she cannot be there for the burial. Another astronaut is preoccupied with a typhoon crashing into Southeast Asia: his thoughts are with a Filipino family he met there. In between there’s something profound about a Velazquez painting.

Raw space is a panther, feral and primal; they dream it stalking through their quarters.

They feel space trying to rid them of the notion of days. It says: what’s a day?

From the space station’s distance mankind is a creature that comes out only at night. Mankind is the light of cities and the illuminated filament of roads. By day, it’s gone. It hides in plain sight.

Do you know what I’ll look forward to getting back to when the time comes? he says. Things I don’t need, that’s what. Pointlessness. Some pointless ornament on a shelf. A rug. Roman laughs. Not alcohol or sex or – just a rug.

There in his chest is a heart that tilts an pitches. He can keep its beats slow and smooth, quell its habits of fear or panic or impulse, stop it yearning too much for home, curb its unhelpful states of abandon. Calm and steady, clam and steady. Metronome pacing out the breath. Yet still at times it tilts and pitches. It wants what it wants and hopes what it hopes and needs what it needs and loves what it loves.

How are we writing the future of humanity? We’re not writing anything. It’s writing us. We’re windblown leaves. We think we’re the wind, but we’re jut the leaf.

Cahokia Jazz, Francis Spufford

A noir detective story set in a fictional 1920s American city where the indigenous people are a dominant majority with significant political power. Very satisfying.

London Falling, Patrick Radden Keefe

There was a lot of buzz about this book, and I suggested it for our book club, despite the seemingly depressing subject – the death of a young man, and his parents search for answers. The young man in question – boy really, all of 19 years old – was from a well to do, but not fabulously wealthy family. His parents, after his death, discover he’s hobnobbing with the wealthy by posing as the son of a Russian oligarch.

The first part of the book was fairly triggering for me because it was about the difficulties, and in some ways, unknowableness of teenage boys. Years ago, someone at a dinner party warned me that when boys become teenagers, they become like a black box, and it’s really hard to communicate with them. And as a young mother, whose son is still like a physical extension of her own body, you can’t imagine it, and then your son becomes a teenager. Later in the book, Keefe mentions Anne Frank’s father Otto’s feelings on reading her diary: how he had never known his daughter at all, and so maybe this is just a function of raising children. I was extremely close to my mother growing up and yet, she did not know a lot about my inner world.

Another thing that struck me in the book was the dissonance Russians feel about living in a world where you can’t believe anything. The police will arrest someone and you think, yeah maybe they did, but maybe they didn’t. And you live in this space of never knowing because of the opaqueness and corruption of all the institutions.

In the case of Zac’s death, his parents experienced this to some extent. For one, the London police’s handling of the case was far from ideal. But they also discovered the shadow world of criminals and gangsters that they’ve probably been unwittingly brushing up against but never really registered. By the grace of god, most of us will not actually come face to face with this violent underbelly.

Also, the inadequacies of the criminal justice system. Yes, failing the innocent, but also the release of really violent people, people who seem incapable of reform (at least in the system as it is), people who yes are a product of our society, but are now an extreme danger to it. What does society do with them, when even prison cannot contain them?

In terms of the craft of writing, Zac at the time he died was not very likeable. But because the writer tells us the tale through the eyes of his parents, we see him sympathetically, as a lost boy. Structurally, there’s a lot of background – Idi Amin, Putin whatnot – but it all actually connects back, and although it’s apparently a chonky book, it doesn’t feel like it in the reading. If I have one complaint, it’s that most of the baddies are foreigners – Indians, Russians – and although the book tries to avoid it, the sense is that this is what has contaminated the metropolis in the end.

Brothers in Arms, Lois McMaster Bujold

This is part of Bujold’s Vorkosigan sci-fi saga, starring unlikely hero Miles Vorkosigan. Started out ok and then took a very different turn that upped the plot several notches.

The Examiner, Janice Hallett

Very clever but leaves one cold at the end. The characters are plot devices like everything else. There’s an interesting “moral” at the end that elevates it somewhat.

Good People, Patmeena Shabit

This been on my radar for a while. I was more interested in it because of its portrayal of the Afghan diaspora, but it’s a banger mystery as well. A young woman, the daughter of a wealthy Afghan businessman in Virginia, dies, and the story is essentially trying to piece together what happens. It does so entirely through the viewpoints of other people – members of the Aghan community, neighbours, investigators, lawyers, people who had peripheral contact with the family. We never hear from the girl, Zohra, or her immediate family. Like London Falling, this book touched a nerve because this is about teenagers and how they can suddenly become unknowable to their parents. But it also raises questions about social responsibility, raising children in the diaspora, true crime, and Islamophobia

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About September

This was a strange month in which not much seemed to happen and yet it appeared to go by very fast.

The initial part of the month was spent feeling unwell. My boss was on leave/away a lot and I ended up having to work through it, and somehow managed to get by without being properly sick.

MinCat came over one weekend when I wasn’t feeling up to going out and we had a really great conversation tied to my anxiety about spending money on a new cabinet and the roots of my generally over-cautious attitude to life. This is stuff I should be processing with my therapist, who has been very helpful in a number of ways, but she seems strangely averse to going deep into anything. This is a weird trait in a therapist, but also, when I reached out to another one, I found that I’m not so inclined to change therapists after all.

Took Mimi and her friend for another friend’s concert, and the singing was so beautiful. Thoroughly enjoyed.

I then had a weird depressed week, culminating in the MIL snapping at me (the crux of it is that she feels people aren’t spending enough time with her) which is something that hasn’t happened in a long time, but it rattled me.Neither V nor his sister who also got a grrr seemed bothered though.

V has hurt his tailbone or some muscle that makes it hard for him to sit. It’s helpful that he doesn’t work, so he can lie down a lot, but it’s also not a great position (literally) to be in. I didn’t take this injury too seriously but it’s dragging on and not easy.

The kids had their unit tests and have been managing a lot more studying on their own. Also they have one test a day unlike in middle school where they inexplicably had two. (We were told this was to prepare them for the IGCSE exams which can end up with two a day, except them why don’t the high school kids have two exams a day? I sometimes feel schools think parents are idiots) I think back to the days when I had to help two kids with two subjects and shudder. This time, I had the novel experience of strolling around the house tidying things up while the kids studied. If this is what the future holds, I’m all for it.

The cabinet I ordered arrived and looks lovely.

The kids and I have been bonding over The Office – Nene has watched it from start to finish, Mimi and I would watch when we could until the final season when we got properly into it. On the last day of September, which also happened to be the day their unit tests finished, we all sat down to watch the finale and thoroughly enjoyed. Mimi and I also watched Modern Family through together, and while I would rather be bonding over books, I’ll take this.

About August

August was bookended by the love of cousins long lost, found again unexpectedly in Bangalore.

P made her annual visit. I requested her to come stay on a weekend. We had our usual long chats. The kids were awkward and then on the last day, they weren’t. They went for the Spiderman movie, they had lunch together, they played video games, they went to a mystery room. P and I did our traditional pedicure, we wandered around the mall, we sat in coffee shops, we ate dosa.

MinCat and I changed it up and went to Knowhere. I drank a screwdriver of indeterminate orange juice. We ate Gobi Manchurian and yacked as the sky grew progressively darker. We met at 4.30pm to evade Saturday traffic. We forgot about the way back. A half hour journey home took over an hour. I had my philosophy podcast on and so used the time to improve my mind.

Had lunch in Indiranagar with Cousin B, from my father’s side, who has improbably moved from New York to Bangalore. P joined us. It was fun. Then went back with P to her Airbnb and hung out with her, her husband (who I know very well from our Hyderabad days) and the kids.

School started quicker than you’d think. I had wanted to improve the kids’ French and English writing skills over the hols. None of that happened. They did start tuitions in one subject each, though, so there’s that.

Mimi took part in the Harvard Model United Nations. The school was so disorganised about it. I thought we’d have a month during the summer to prepare. Instead, Mimi was assigned her committee and asked to write a position paper in 3 days. She tried, and wasn’t able to do it on her own, so there I was speedreading 50 pages of research. Niece read through our stuff and helped. I would have been super nervous with this modicum of preparation, but Mimi wasn’t. She managed fine. Though she said she doesn’t want to do this again.

On Independence Day, we dropped Mimi to the Hilton where the conference was happening, and had breakfast at the hotel. A flag hoisting was going on outside, and I stayed back for it. I realised that this ritual has the power to move me. I don’t believe in the hyped up nationalism that passes for patriotism these, I don’t even think there should be nations at all, and yet. If there are to be nations, the founding ideals of ours weren’t half bad. There’s something to honour there, to remember a thing worth fighting for.

Independence Day was when our cat Cosmo died. That day feels like such a long time ago, which is a good thing in terms of the intensity of pain. His death really fucked me up. When we brought him home, he was so little, I was terrified something would happen and he would die. In the first couple of days, he managed to climb into the back of the commode in Mimi’s toilet to hide. Don’t ask. He hid at the back of a drawer and couldn’t be found. But slowly I began to trust that he would be ok. Especially when he turned a year. And then one night, he fell off our balcony. Yeah, that’s how he died. He got locked out into the balcony, and was probably cold and hungry and wanted to get in. We have pigeon nets but there was a tiny hole made by a squirrel. We only realised in the morning when we couldn’t find him and the cat cam (yes, we had one though fat lot of good it did us) showed him out on the balcony at night. We found his body downstairs. The horror and the guilt of it is unimaginable. We lost a beloved member of our family, and I lost the ability to believe that the worst will not come to pass, the dreaded thing will not happen, that any small misstep could result in disaster.

At the kids’ school, children and teachers were falling sick like dominoes. Half Mimi’s class was sick the first week. When she didn’t fall sick, I thought she was in the clear. But a couple of days after the MUN, she woke with a fever at night. She had the dreaded flu. Then V got it, and he was out for a week. Then I started feeling a sore throat. I was feverish for a day and had a slight cold and cramps in my legs that still haven’t quite gone, but I’m hoping I’ve escaped the worst of it.

Book club was smaller than expected this month. Still, we had a lovely discussion as usual. Nene had a football match in town and it’s been so long since I watched him, that I decided to go there after book club. Except it turned out the match was being played on army grounds and the army guys at the gate wouldn’t left me in. “Civil not allowed,” the rather abrasive man at the desk kept saying. “Did you trying being uncivil?” MinCat hooted when I told her. No, I tried to play the mother card, I said, but they weren’t having it. That I was wearing a purple dress probably didn’t help with projecting Bharat Mata vibes. I ended up taking an overpriced auto to Garuda mall and wandering about there aimlessly.

On the last weekend of the month, the kids and I went over the Cousin B’s for dinner. My aunt and uncle, and my cousin J, had flown in from Bombay. B’s in laws were also there and a couple of cousins from her husband’s side.

And that was August, a month that seemed quite action packed even if half of it was lost to someone or the other being ill.

August reading list

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Persepolis, Marjane Satrapi

Why is it that only the death of the author (irl, not in Barthes’ terms) can push me to read their signature work? Oh well, better late than never and all that. And right now, with the Iran war still hovering on the periphery of our consciousness, if not being front and centre, is as a good time as any. One of the reasons I hadn’t read Persepolis before is because I now dislike reading physical books. And this is a graphic novel. I didn’t think reading it on the Kindle would be quite the thing (though I only just realised there’s a Kindle version). So in recent months when I visited Bookworm, I asked for it, but they didn’t have it (which is an oversight on their part – the author died quite tragically, everyone’s talking about her, wouldn’t you think to stock the book?). Then I went to Blossoms with the niece and got a copy there.

And of course, I loved it. Yes, it showed me what having your entire existence turned upside down is like due to political change and war, how people adapt, live and find ways to cope and even be happy under these conditions, how rebels rise regardless. Marjane had the misfortune of living in “interesting” times, as the Chinese saying goes, but one suspects she would make the times interesting wherever or whenever she lived.

The only problem was, I realised, I really cannot read physical books. Why is the font of these books so small? Even with glasses I struggle. But I also want to read Embroideries, now. Maybe I will attempt the Kindle version.

Pineapple Street, Jenny Jackson

When Meenakshi Reddy Madhavan recommended this book in her newsletter, she said something like, “if you like reading about rich people”, and I realised “yes I do” (Crazy Rich Asians anyone?), but also this book is much more than that – it’s about relationships – spousal, siblings, and the wider bonds that come with marriage. The Stocktons are rich, old money rich, not new money filthy rich. And they have the genteel (and not so genteel) snobbery that comes with that. But they are also a family with a family’s dramas. I’m up for both of those things.

Ethan of Athos, Lois McMaster Bujold

I had low expectations of being into this because I was only reading it as it is chronologically part of the Vorkosigan saga. I expected it to be something like Falling Free, an interesting sci-fi book but not one I was really into. I want to continue with the adventures of Miles Vorkosigan and Ethan of Athos is about a secondary character (without Miles making a physical appearance).

However, I was pleasantly surprised. Ethan comes from a planet of only men where embryos are genetically created and incubated in uterine receptors. The deterioration of their egg cultures results in him sent to the planet of Jackson’s Whole to acquire more samples and there he meets Elli Quinn, who we met in previous novels, and it appears more was afoot than misplaces samples. It’s a short novel and I enjoyed it, and I enjoyed the fleshing out of Quinn’s character.

The Infinite Sadness of Small Appliances, Glenn Dixon

This is a very timely book, because it’s about a world where AI, called The Grid, is essentially in charge. An old couple lives in a house where the appliances are “smart” in the true sense of the word. It’s all good, until it’s not.

There’s a bit about AI grabbing old books, because right now, AI is eating old books. This sparked a segue into why we care that AI companies are buying up and scrapping old books. These are not necessarily rare books, just old mass-produced books. The idea is creepy, but is it because we fetishise books as objects? Because they are a symbol of something?

The advent of AI makes us think (sometimes desperately) about what makes us human. This novel provides clear answers: the ability to feel emotions, but also, the ability to reconigse and treasure beauty – a sense of aesthetics – rather than just efficiency.

The novel is essentially a fairy story to assuage our AI anxieties: the good guys win. The solutions are always the same: resist the system by opting out. But can we think beyond this? Also, why do the appliances have to side with the humans. Why is everything always about us in the end.

But other than that it was a decent read.

Beauvalet, Georgette Heyer

I like the concept of this novel set in the Elizabethan era. The swashbuckling Beauvalet takes a Spanish grandee and his daughter prison on his ship and falls in love. It starts out a bit no-means-yes, but Beauvalet’s attractions are hard to resist. The language is a bit more old-world that Heyer’s usual. But is it going to be my favourite Heyer? No.

Whistler, Ann Patchett

There are some novels you can just plunge into. Patchett’s are always those for me. I had no idea of the premise when I started this. A 50-year old-old woman meets her stepfather after years and bursts into tears. It turns out they were in an accident and then she was banished from his life. It’s basically about people, memory, family, marriage.

The borders of infinity, Lois McMaster Bujold

3 short stories in a frame. The first I had read as a standalone, the second was pretty good, the third I didn’t see the point of but I will sometime, I’m sure.

The Loneliness of Sonia and Sunny, Kiran Desai

Initially it was giving Pricey Thakkur Girls combined with A Suitable Boy vibes. Two families, in Allahabad (okay I’m aware Pricey Thakkur Girls is set in Delhi, not Allahabad, but something about the families sitting on the porch drinking tea and card games and whatnot), neighbours, decide to set up their kids. The kids, however, are both not in India and the proposal goes nowhere. But years later they meet. And I mean like years later. In between, they feel the said loneliness of being in America. And lots of things happen to their respective families. Some of these threads are abruptly left off or closed. The women in these books are very interesting – both the mothers are single in a sense. The men, except Sunny, are varying degrees of crappy now that I come to think of it. Did I love this book? No, but I was pretty into it for a longish time – well, it takes a longish time to finish this book – and so I will remember these characters which for me is the sign of a good book. Did I hate it? No, but I did hate the title. Also, it reminded me of Ministry of Utmost Happiness by Arundhati Roy, which I felt had some memorable things but ultimate read as all over the place (aka badly edited/editor was too intimidated to tell author to tighten it up).

Just a thought

Watching open-mouthed the literal tsunami of black water engulfing villages, as people run screaming on the China-Nepal border, one is both stunned and numb. On the one hand, this is awful. On the other hand, this is another awful thing one can just be a powerless witness to.

But it struck me today, working on another think piece about the tragedy, the connection between this and Sandy Hook. We snort at the US’ inability to regulate (or ffs ban) gun ownership even after 20 kids were killed in a school shooting.

But we will gasp at this disaster that probably killed over a 1,000 people and essentially in 10 days nothing will have changed. Governments will do nothing, individuals will also do nothing.

We will continue to use AI for frivolous reasons, even though the data centres needed to keep it running are water-sucking behemoths. We will continue to order packages from Amazon that have so much over-packaging it is disgusting while sniffing at the garbage that lines our streets. We will continue to fly regardless of carbon emissions, continue to drive SUVs (one car per adult per household).

Sure, not using a plastic straw is not going to save the planet, what we really need is pressure on governments to act. But are we pressuring to governments to act? Really? Are we on the streets shouting for the 1,000 people that were literally swept away through no fault of their own (because Nepal contributes almost nothing to climate change).

Nope, all we have is thoughts and prayers. So are we any better than the gun-totting US?

About July

We returned from our Bali sojourn, but I fell ill, which annoyed me because I had planned the trip to be well rested.

One Sunday, I came back from eating dosa to the aroma of biryani in the entryway. “Did you cook biryani?” I asked V who is known to do such things at odd hours. He snorted. An hour or so later, people in the building WhatsApp group began reporting their newspapers smelling of biryani and then we realised that this was a promotion by either a basmati rice distributer or a local biryani restaurant. Apparently, the first Sunday of July is World Biryani Day. V indulged me by getting biryani for lunch, but alas it really didn’t hit the spot and now I’m determined to avoid all biryani that has hitherto been proven wanting, and cautiously seek out biryani that I truly like.

My cousin from New York has moved to Bangalore and facing the same bureaucratic hurdles getting things done. She described as “very Handsmaid Tail” how she had to depend on her husband for banking stuff, because he’s the only one with an Aadhaar. Also, her furniture is taking ages to arrive.

We planned to take the kids bowling at the Amoeba in Church Street only to realise that morning that it would take her 1.5 hours to get there from Whitefield, even longer than the 1 hour it would take us. Finally we ended up in Phoenix Marketcity in Whitefield, where there’s a Timezone. Unfortunately, the bowling alley there doesn’t have guardrails which ruined the experience for my 11-year-old nephew, but he cheered up in the arcade. Cousin and I had a nice catch up over uber-loud music.

It’s tax season and my god, filing taxes really makes me wonder if life is worth living. Like it’s not enough to toil hours making money, then one has to spend extra hours entering everything on one spreadsheet, digging up random info that’s asked for at the last minute, so fucking annoying.

MinCat’s birthday rolled around and I was able to give it my full attention because it fell on a weekend that I was off both days. That day turned out to be pretty packed: I met a friend from HK in the morning, then had lunch with MinCat and a group of friends, then met the kids, nieces and SIL2 after they finished watching Moana. Bookish niece and I spent a pleasant half hour in Blossoms where I bought Persepolis and a couple of books of poetry for the nieces (they are both into poetry, how great is that), while SIL2 watched over the high schoolers running around the Amoeba arcade. Then they had ice cream and we had tea and went home.

Poor V fell sick the next day so I took the kids to MILs house where they played the Ludo boardgame they won at the arcade, and then I proceeded to MinCat’s fab birthday party where we discovered we both had lace-up backs to our blouses and I met many interesting people. I met a couple of people who cannot/don’t drive and made me feel like I need to frame my inability to feel confident at the wheel as less a character flaw and more a quirk.

Ironically, having decided to embrace that driving is just not for me, the next morning, I decided to drive Nene to football class at 5.30am because V couldn’t. And it was fine, despite the shit road, even the way back at 7.30 when there was more traffic.

Like driving, I have been making excuses not to adopt the kittens MinCat has been fostering (which I met at the party again, though they were not interested in me but someone’s dupatta), and I began to feel that maybe I should just do it. Thankfully someone else adopted them, and that was that. I kind of have to admit that all the practical reasons aside, I’m not emotionally ready to take on a cat.

Then we went to Bombay and it was great until it wasn’t.

The month ended with the senior management calling a meeting to tell our team that they weren’t replacing the team member who quit and what’s more, they don’t understand why we take so long to do our job and they want us to cut one more team member. A more unprofessional meeting I have never attended. Cutting costs is the watchword, dressed up as a focus on quality.

Oh well, onwards.

July reading list

March Violets, Philip Kerr

Loved this. A detective in Nazi Germany is put on a murder-arson-robbery case. It ends up taking him deep into the corruption and machinations at the heart of Reich. It is not utterly depressing – even though the end section takes one into one of the most depressing aspects of Nazi rule – because of Bernie Gunther’s rebellious attitude. These are the days before the full horrors of what Hitler had in store become clear – in fact, realisation of what is to come for his country is part of Bernie’s story – and it is interesting to have the perspective of a cynical German of this time fleshed out. How the average German responded to the changes taking place is a question that has been much asked – and not fully answered at a granular human level (Hannah Arendt’s Banality of Evil provides the most well-known reply). I have also always wondered what the difference between the Stasi and the Gestapo was and how they functioned separately, and it turns out they didn’t, but rather competed and fought, and there was the Criminal Police (Kripo) added to the mix. The whole thing plays out against important events, such as the Olympic Games (our private eye even gets to see Jesse Owens race). This book is not without problems (more on than when it comes to the next book in the series) but I enjoyed it.

The Pale Criminal, Philip Kerr

I inhaled this one too – the second book in Kerr’s Berlin Noir series. This time Gunther is roped into assisting Kripo in investigating a series of gruesome murders of young girls, and it becomes even more evident how far the rot has spread. I enjoyed this one, but I also became a bit grossed out by Bernie leching at every attractive woman that crosses his path – maybe this is a gumshoe trope but it doesn’t work well today, even if I didn’t find the sex scenes as offensive as some readers did. Also while on the one hand Gunther gamely helps save a gay man from exposure, at a time when it would be extremely dangerous to be exposed, he also expresses abject disgust at gay sex. Which I guess was quite of its times, but still, one expects better of the detective one is rooting for. Also, while Gunther is definitely not on same page as the Nazis with respect with the Jews, at one point he says something like “they brought it on themselves” with no explanation and I was like huh? But other than that, the novel was a good read, and exposed more layers of German society of the time (there was a movement against Catholics, for example, and the supernatural leanings of some leaders), again to the backdrop of significant events such as the negotiations with Chamberlain, the takeover of Chzechoslovakia and Kristalnacht. The term “pale criminal” is from Nietzsche, a complex idea that there is still some debate about but seems to personify a person who is torn between social conditioned ideas and his own primary (homicidal?) instincts.

German Requiem, Philip Kerr

We all know the horror of Nazi Germany but not much imaginative space is usually accorded to what happened after – to the Russian presence, for example, the awfulness of which this book gives texture. The backdrop is a reminder that the conquering West (and also Russia in this case) did not just crassly and cruelly divide postcolonial nations but also did this to themselves: Berlin was divied up among the powers victorious in WWII as was Vienna. Into this madness, Gunther plunges in order to save his kinda sorta friend Becker (and also escape his marital troubles). Again, he leches at every woman he meets, ouff. Moreover, the plot proved so complicated that I struggled to follow it. In fact, our intrepid detective also struggled to follow it. By the end of this, I descended from my Berlin noir fog and turned happily to Georgette Heyer.

Lady of Quality, Georgette Heyer

Annis is another of Heyer’s plucky (and this time beautiful) heroines. She has to cross swords with the uncle of a young woman she rescues from an accident on the highway. This is a decent read, but not great. One knows what will happen in the end, and the journey towards it isn’t entirely captivating.

Murder on Vacation, Laura Lipmann

This book stressed me out. How can a woman be so naive, especially a woman who worked for a detective? Mrs Blossom is a side character in Lipmann’s Tess Monaghan series that I loved. She’s an elderly, frumpy woman who Monoghan hires for surveillance because people never really notice older women. Here, she’s on a solo trip to Paris and a cruise and gets embroiled in some strange events en route. But for someone who used to do surveillance and was warmed to be careful, she is strangely naive over and over again. Also the setting is odd: so much of it in Paris … why even bother with the cruise element? Oh well, I shouldn’t have doubted Lippman even if the plot is more complicated than I’d have liked. There’s a lot there about being single, old and fat, friendship, finding love. Lippman apparently wrote this book after being accused of being fatphobic in a previous novel and I think she did a pretty good job.

So Young, So Old, Grant Ginder

A group of 20 somethings, some close friehds, some peripheral hang out at a New Year’s party. Then time moves forward a decade and they keep meeting in new combinations. Their relationships change, sour, ripen regroup. It’s quite absorbing overall.

A Quiet Place, Philip Kerr

The Bernie Gunther series continued. This one was much better than the previous, well paced, and sheds light on another facet of the immediate postwar reality in Berlin, this time the CIA’s nefarious activities.

An Infamous Army, Georgette Heyer

This has been praised as historical fiction and assuming it would be long, dreary descriptions of war. I was putting it off but I’m running out of Heyers and also it’s apparently related to some books I’ve read so I picked it up. And I enjoyed it. Barbara is like the male version of Vidal and the chemistry between her and Audley is beautiful. She is badly behaved but he remains calm. Isn’t this the fantasy? Of unconditional acceptance? Meanwhile the historical bits were interesting until they were not and I started skipping them #sorrynotsurry. How come there hasn’t been a biopic on Wellington? He seems fascinating.

Bombay times

Although I had only 2 days off, apart from the weekends, I decided to bite the bullet and spend a whole week in Bombay in July. When I asked the kids to join me, I thought they’d prefer to be there just the days I was off, but they insisted they wanted to go for the entire period, even when I warned them they’d have to sleep on the floor and eat whatever was provided. Since the kids were keen on spending the whole week in Bombay, V decided to come too.

The first afternoon, we got a bit hot and sweaty in the apartment and I did wonder how the rest of the trip was going to go. However, we discovered the wonders of the building cats, and began making trips down to pet them when we could. We also visited a local shop where I’ve found the best dresses, and experienced Mumbai’s monsoon at its finest on the way back, getting completely drenched.

My mum has a condition that leaves her in chronic pain, and she has begun to say no to going out a lot. I decided to lure her out of our neck of the woods with our common love – dosa – but even that proved to be a stretch. I wanted to go into town, and try out the new coastal road, so I suggested Rameshwaram Cafe in Churchgate, and with some convincing she agrees. Unlike the OG Bangalore branch, the Bombay one has seating upstairs. I would have liked to wander around town, but my mum was not up to it, so I compromised on sampling the wonders of the new, coastal broad via the Bandra-Worli sea link. And a wonder it was – it took us 20 minutes door to door from Bandra to Churchgate.

Moment of silence for the ocean environment that was lost in this construction, and for the mangroves that will be lost as the suburban sea link is constructed. But if you’re going to decimate the environment to construct infrastructure, the least we can ask for is that it serves the original purpose, which in this country is never guaranteed. My only grouse is that public buses don’t seem to be allowed on the coastal road. Why shouldn’t the poor also benefit from the reduced commute?

Anyway, we disembarked from our Uber only to find Rameshwaram Cafe packed and to be told that we had a 30-minute wait for a table upstairs. V went off to get everyone coffee, and before he could get back a table opened up. We feasted like pigs. My mother, however, kept dabbing her dosa with the serviette; I should have remembered that extree ghee and butter are not her thing – bene is wasted on her. Standout dishes were the spicy rice baat, garlic masala dosa and filter coffee softee.

We had an early dinner of Chinese food from a local favourite at my uncle and aunt’s, where I consumed two stiff gin and tonics and my uncle got very excited at the prospect that Nene might consider a career in shipping.

Monday morning, Mimi and I went back to a couple of shops, and then I dragged my parents out to lunch. The idea was to go to Soul Fry for fish thali, but luckily I called them to ask about valet parking and was told they were closed. So we went to Copper Chimney and had an excellent Mughlai lunch instead. Early in the evening, Mimi, Nene and I checked out the street shops, and then we headed to my other uncle and aunt’s for a short visit.

On Tuesday, I took my mum to the dressmaker for her golden wedding dress. The dressmaker is a very sweet young woman in Vakola who was super patient with my mum. In the evening, caught up with Curly and her daughter at a bowling alley. There’s quite an age difference between the kids but we made it work.

I was back to work on Wednesday; V took the kids out to a mall in Lower Parel. No one seemed interested in my suggestions of heritage walks and museums.

However, we did get stuck into the photo drawer – both the kids now love looking at old photos – and I got Mimi started on a family tree project. She is aghast at the number of children people in my mum’s family choose to have, and how that is screwing up her layout.

And then all hell broke loose. I had arranged to meet my cousin for dinner at the local gymnkhanna. Just before we left, I thought to check whether there was a dress code. It turned out men were expected to wear full-length trousers and shoes. I then got into the most ridiculous fight with V who refused to wear shoes. The upshot was that V refused to come and I had to explain this to my cousin. We ended up having a laugh about it and had a very nice dinner.

Only, that evening, Mimi got diarrhea. She could barely sleep the night (and so neither could I) and had a fever, but then she settled down. Nene and I went for a nice walk in the evening.

The next morning, though, Nene was sick. He began vomiting and couldn’t stop. He also had a fever. With our flight out scheduled for Sunday, we didn’t want to take any chances so when he hadn’t improved by afternoon V and my dad took him to the ER where they hooked him up to an IV and shot him full of drugs. He came home much better.

At night, Mimi who had been much better, started diarrhea again. I gave her a tablet to stop it, and then Nene started to have diarrhea. Luckily, he fell asleep and the next morning both of them were better, but my mum had the runs (not too bad though). I had to take her to get her dress fitted and we all just stayed home and ate home food which was a pity because I hadn’t finished my what-I-want-to-eat-in-Bombay list.

Thankfully, we got on our flight and got home without event. I even went straight out to get dosa.

V busted his back on my parents’ hard mattress (and is still recovering). He said never again, Mumbai in the monsoon, and that we should go for a shorter time as it’s hard on my parents too. I dunno. I think the kids are no longer young and wanting to go outdoors to play (though actually Nene did). The monsoon is when the kids have “summer” break and also the weather is humid but not terribly hot. So let’s see.

The Odyssey – scattered thoughts

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I went to see Christopher Nolan’s The Odyssey on the same day that I got back from a trip to Bombay because I have no leave until the following weekend when I have houseguests. I went alone because it’s rated PG18 (and the cinemas near us are actually enforcing this) and V, who also wanted to see the film, had a bad back. Also, there were no seats together except in the front three rows.

What is happening? It seems the cinema is making a comeback. Good-o, as my boss would say.

There was a lot of hype around this film, and also I’m a fan of Greek mythology in general, hence my personal enthu.

It’s beautifully shot and has a stellar cast. Matt Damon as Odysseus, Tom Holland as Telemachus, Zendaya as Athena, Anne Hathaway as Penelope, Charlize Theron as Calpyso, and how could I forget the controversial choice of Lupita Nyongo as Helen.

I never really thought about Telemachus much in the epic retellings I’ve read (I haven’t yet, for shame, read the original but that will be soon rectified) but Holland changed that (apart from the fact that at some point he started walking in an overly masculine way with his shoulders ouff). Anne Hathaway seemed well cast as Penelope but oh god the over-acting. Is it me? I can’t remember enjoying her performance in anything except perhaps the OG Devil Wears Prada. Charlize Theron on the other hand brought something to Calypso beyond looking beautiful although that was a large part of it.

The picturisation of stuff like the Cyclops was cool. Also the transformation of the men into pigs. And the staging of Agamemnon in his armour at all times.

The cinematography was stunning.

However, I felt that the whole thing lacked emotional heft. The messy human emotions behind the actions were not given full play, except perhaps in the tensions between Odysseus and his men. Ok and in Hathaway’s nautanki. And also, I get natural accents and modernised dialogue, but did Telemachus have to refer to her as “mom”?

I compare this film with Wolfgang Petersen’s Troy, which Nolan was apparently offered but then the studio backtracked and gave him Batman Begins, and the rest is histroy (I’m a fan of Nolan’s Batman films). Troy in 2004 similarly had a stellar cast: Brad Pitt as Achilles, Orlando Bloom as Paris, and much was made of the casting of Diane Kruger as Helen. The performance I remember, however, is Eric Bana as Hector, the pure, noble hero unto death. I feel like that film made more of an emotional impact on me, but it is possible that that was in rewatching after I really understood the epic and the backstories.

In The Odyssey, Matt Damon was good as Odysseus… hot while being suitably old. But Odysseus as a warrior is known for his cunning, and I think this portrayal focussed too much on his physical prowess. Oooh and the bit with the bow reminded me of the Ramayana.

I wonder whether people who don’t know Homer’s epic would really get it. I was filling in a lot of context based on my prior reading. Speaking of which, shoutout to the various feminist retellings – Madeline Miller’s especially but also Natalie Haynes’ – which flesh out the women of the epic, but also generally infuse it with more human emotion than just men agonising about war.

A real problem with this film is that it pretty much fails the Bechdel test. Zendaya’s Athena walking beside Damon’s Odysseus looking pained at his troubles would hardly convey to the uninitiated that Athena is a the goddess of wisdom, sprung directly from her father Zeus’ head, the epitome of rational masculine energy. Samantha Morton was pretty effective as Circe but I’m steeped in Madeline Miller’s more sympathetic version of this character.

It’s true that the Odyssey is an epic and Nolan had three hours to fit everything in, and also that this is a male-driven story and a product of its times, but still.

That said, I did have one goosebump moment, and that was not in the epic. It came when Calypso let Odysseus go:

You’re a man who likes to control his fate but you can’t control this… Give up the fight, give up control and live.

OMG, an arrow to my own jaded, controlling heart.

Fifa World Cup or the Hunger Games?

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  1. I had no favourite. Italy didn’t even qualify
  2. But many others did. The number of teams had expanded from 32 to 48, which some feared would dilute the quality, but instead we were treated to a more diverse show of talent which is what makes this tournament special.
  3. Relatedly, given that I’m not a fan of nationalism, I feel I should be into club football more than these 4-year national constests, but I don’t have the wherewithall to keep up with the various leagues. This World Cup has qualified one of the reasons I watch: it is shining a spotlight on talent that one wouldn’t otherwise notice.
  4. Case in point: Cabo Verde. I doubt many of us had heard of the African nation but what a show they put up, right up to almost defeating Argentina in the round of 32. Vozinha, Cape Verde’s goalie, is indisputably the goalie of the tournament.
  5. That said, a lot of this diversity was badly treated in the US from an immigration standpoint.
  6. Particularly Iran. The way the team was treated – being made to leave the US after every match – and ultimately being failed by VAR was heartbreaking.
  7. Speaking of which, given the US’ recent international transgressions – most obviously, bombing Iran – why were they even allowed to host? But of course this is the world we live in.
  8. Look there are many problems with the World Cup in general – Fifa being corrupt, football-related violence – and this year in particular with the US hosting, but like with the Olympics, I am going to watch.
  9. An issue that was particularly highlighted this year was some of the players being accused of rape: Ghana’s Thomas Partey, Morocco’s  Achraf Hakimi (Canada refused to let him play on their soil), Christiano Ronaldo (dating back to 2021 in a case that was settled out of court), and most recently Cabo Verde’s captain Ryan Mendes. This piece suggests how Fifa could handle this better.
  10. I should also be watching women’s football, and but my interest in men’s football goes back to childhood and is a hard habit to break. That said, I’ve pretty much lost interest in men’s cricket and am much more into women’s so there’s hope for me yet. (Though I didn’t watch the Indian women’s team in favour of the Fifa world cup – there’s just too much cricket being played… I got hyped for the T20 world cup, now there’s another one ouff. Also I prefer football as a sport)
  11. My hierarchy of support is Asia, Africa, Latin America (but not Brazil – they’re too cocky)/Eastern Europe, then mainstream Eureopan teams.
  12. I really wanted Japan to reach the quarter finals but alas they had to play Brazil in the round of 32 and were knocked out. But they put up a good fight, as did so many underdog teams.
  13. I have not been a fan of how rough the sport has become – the last World Cup several players were wearing these Hanibal Lecter-style masks. This year seems to be better in terms of fewer of these catastrophic (head) injuries – I mean falling down and rolling around has become so much a part of the game, that the commentators are even complimenting players for ‘trying for a foul’ – but there seems to be a lot more pushing and shoving (i.e. actual fights that the referee has to break up) among players.
  14. This may be because very game feels high stakes. As one commentator said, every team – but especially the smaller sides – are coming to every match like it’s a World Cup final. So almost every match I’ve watched has been exciting. There have been very few without goals (not that I’m one of those who will crib about a goal-less match as long as there are tries and action).
  15. In more egregious US behaviour, their striker Folarin Balogun was given a red card, which meant he should have missed the round of 16 match against Belgium, but then Fifa decided to suspend the punishment of him having to miss the match, apparently after Fifa head Infantino spoke to Trump. The orange menace took credit for what was decried by everyone except American supporters, and Infantino denied that he had interfered at all. Fortunately, Belgium trounced the US which felt a lot like Karma.
  16. The precedent for this is Ronaldo who was allowed to play the first two World Cup matches despite a 3 match suspension for a red card (two of those match suspensions were deferred). Though arguably Ronaldo ended up holding his team back so karma again.
  17. VAR was supposed to be fairer but it seems to have resulted in splitting hairs and leaving a bad taste in the mouth. The Iran offside call where even with VAR they got it wrong. The Croatia goal that was not allowed in the matcha against Portugal. And then in the match against Egypt, a foul which was rather debatable was called after a goal but more controversially it was called after a goal was scored. Meanwhile, a foul on Mo Salah was not called.
  18. As we head into the quarterfinals, it feels like there’s a desire to get the big names into the final. Or a tendency to let fouls by the big guys go. A bit hunger games honestly.
  19. Continuing with that analogy, why do we watch? Given that I always root for the underdogs, am I like the a resident of the districts, hoping that our tribute triumphs against the odds? Yes, but also, just for the football. For the sheer satisfaction of watching a ball doing a parabolic arc and hitting the net. For the sportsmanship that still shines through. For human bodies doing incredible things. In this world in which the odds are never in our favour, it is these glimpses of beauty that keep one putting one foot in front of the other.
  20. Oh and MinCat alerted me to a meme shipping Erling Haaland and Jude Bellingham as Ilya and Shane and I can’t unsee it. (Also, Mimi certified that I’m using “shipping” correctly in a historic first).
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