Questions of Culpability – The Dubious Issue of Mental Health in Literature

Last month, much of the internet (and wider world) was taken over by discussions of the Lindsay Clancy case. Now for the sake of true crime fans, I should state for the record I’m not actually here today to discuss the merits of the case. Rather, I did watch a fascinating video from Readers of the Lost Art titled: Lindsay Clancy, Lady Macbeth, & Sophie Cunningham’s point, largely discussing the role of guilt in tragedy. For me, this raised the interesting conundrum on how fiction presents madness in Macbeth– and beyond! Because, if you read / watch the play, you’ll understand that there’s never a doubt that her madness is a secondary consequence of her guilt. Unless you’re in the throes of insanity yourself, it’s pretty clear that Lady Macbeth and her husband acted immorally in the context of the play. However, the murky role of madness in the literary canon isn’t always so seemingly straightforward.

The subject of culpability has had me in a choke hold for decades. From my independent A Level essay through to my undergrad dissertation, I’ve been intrigued by the nature of evil and the role of madness as a mitigating factor. Dorian Gray’s descent into wickedness is fascinating to me; Doctor Faustus’ anti-hero arc is strangely compelling. And, given the popularity of their stories, I’m not the only one.

Maybe we’re not murderers- yet even with the worst villains there’s something in them that is us. Villains exist in part as cautionary tales, in part as reflections of our own darkest impulses. They hold up a mirror to us and we can’t look away. We want to understand why they fall- because it could so easily be us next. Which is why we are also driven to find the way back to their humanity. We need to know why they acted the way they did. And for a well-constructed narrative, it can’t just be a simple cause and effect. Because we don’t like to view people in simple black and white binaries- we constantly search out the greys.

Considering this, it’s interesting that madness is so often portrayed as happening after the fact. Often, it’s presented as a symbol of guilt. In the case of Raskolnikov from Crime and Punishment, his illness could be regarded as a physical manifestation of his guilt. Where he arguably appears rational before the murders, he is increasingly erratic and irrational after the fact (I mean, he’s not exactly the paragon of good mental health, however the raving is definitely a later development). The punishment for his crimes comes before he is ever found guilty- much like the aforementioned Lady Macbeth.

Nonetheless, there are other representations of madness that complicate the matter. When you read gothic novels like Confessions of a Justified Sinner, it’s unclear what comes first: Robert Wringhim’s madness (/fanaticism) or his crimes. Interestingly, his (potential) hallucinations, though intermittent, are sustained throughout the whole text, not just for 18 minutes to commit crimes (yeah, call me crazy, but as someone who has seen insanity up close and personal at work, I’m not buying it). I mean, with the particular example of Gilmartin, it’s unclear throughout the book whether this is a manifestation of the protagonist’s psyche or the devil himself. And then it’s still more unclear if the main character has freewill or an ironic representation of determinism (as in, he has no freewill, and rather than being destined for heaven as he presumes, his family’s rigid beliefs mean he is destined for hell). Regardless, even in fictional cases, it is hard to prove what constitutes madness and what represents choice. The protagonist in this Scottish novel represents the strongest case for diminished responsibility- mostly because he’s a raving lunatic for most of the novel- and yet I’m still far from certain of whether he’d be deemed criminally insane in a real trial.

To use another gothic example, in Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, we have another case of what comes first, the insanity or the insanely bad choices? Much as you could argue he had split personality (interestingly a concept Stevenson was potentially familiar with considering his knowledge of the William Brodie case) it’s also directly caused by his meddling in scientific experimentation. Nevertheless, this depiction simplifies the role of insanity, making it a more logical product of his decisions. The gothic is frequently equated with the monstrous and the uncanny- but it does not mean we don’t want a ready explanation. Much as insanity is hard to define, we want to believe evil can be easily explained away as insanity. Particularly a mystical kind that comes and goes on a whim. It’s comforting- even if stories too often points to the fact there is no insanity defence. Freewill still exists.

Indeed, this concept of freewill is overpowering in literature. There is a stronger argument for people bearing responsibility for their actions than not. To make matters more complicated, we also see culpability where there is none (like maybe blaming the husband when the wife confessed). Even victims are seen as having agency. For instance, in Never Let Me Go, we spend much of the novel exploring the concept of guilt… despite the fact the main characters are fundamentally the victims of fate. And as readers we lap that up and justify why we blame them- because sometimes it’s harder to be forgiving of the familiar than it is for us to forgive a true monster. If we recognise their faults as our own, we find it easier to hold these characters accountable. And if, like in the show Broadchurch, a character is oblivious to a crime being committed under their nose, they can receive a larger portion of the public ire than the perpetrator themselves. No matter how much we like to excuse, we equally like to accuse- particularly if the mistake is understandable. It’s the incomprehensible we like to chalk up to insanity.

None of this explains the psychology of evil (highly recommend books like Evil for that study). I don’t think I could do that in a thousand years, let alone in one blog post. But it does make some sense of that human need to justify evil actions. We are always searching for excuses. We *need* to make sense of things we don’t understand. We just also need to remember, even if someone tells a good story, we should still know right from wrong. And we should never, ever be swayed by a villain’s speech- no matter how convincing we find it.

Okay- complicated question- but I’d love to hear what you all think! Does agency generally play a stronger role in literary crimes than madness? To what extent is insanity a manifestation of guilt? Let me know your thoughts in the comments! And Happy Halloween!

Books About Issues with the Education System

The education system is being exposed. Even as its proponents continue to issue denials, the problems that have been hiding in plain sight for years can no longer be swept under the rug. From Jason Arday to Claudine Gay, from campus riots to… well whatever is going on in France right now- the disfunction in education can no longer be ignored. Let me be clear: there are a lot of intelligent people at academic institutions… and also a lot of frauds. Some of these frauds are so obvious that a child would be able to spot they are wearing no clothes in an instant! Realistically, the only reason these grifters and grievance merchants are able to keep selling their crappy wares is because not enough people are willing to call it out. So, the purpose of this post is to gather all the people who have been saying the truth for years and announce at last: “the king is in the altogether!”

Bad Education– this book was basically therapeutic for me. Unsurprisingly if you’ve read this blog, I didn’t fit into the orthodoxy on campus when I was at uni… even when I was doing my undergrad and things weren’t as extreme as they are now. I found myself foul of the mob because I was constantly critiquing their sacred cows. In fairness to me, I was raised to debate ideas and seek the truth. It never occurred to me that I shouldn’t question things when I was at university- of all places!! Imagine my horror when lectures devolved into arguments that amounted to “because I said so” and “I don’t see how there could be another point of view” (this notably from the same institution that allowed Arday and his fake credentials to run amok, because they are so thoroughly invested in the idea that no harm is done from affirmative discrimination). Honestly, I can’t decide which was worse: the moral relativism or the inherent nihilism (I had a professor saying something to the effect of: “it’s all about the partying”) (honestly who can blame students for going a bit crazy in those circumstances?!) Fortunately, though ostracism is now rife, I may have some crazy stories from both my times at uni, but I still have friends with all sorts of different viewpoints and backgrounds, who I am eternally grateful for keeping me sane (even as I thought I was losing my mind when I came across some of the more crackpot theories).

Uneducated– I feel like anyone who has worked in the education system, or is close to someone who has worked in the education system, knows it’s traumatic. Personally, I’ve very briefly worked in a school and disliked the politics of it SO MUCH. But that’s nothing- as the child of teachers, I got to hear first hand about schools that had stabbings (of students and teachers). Luckily, this book isn’t quite filled with that level of insanity and manages to balance the chaos with humour. Suffice to say though, the education system is in crisis. Unfortunately, society has lost respect for teachers (I’m not even sure teachers respect their fellow teachers- or even themselves!) And the coddling of children- particularly when they’ve done something wrong- isn’t helping!!

Coddling of the American Mind– a great introduction to call out culture and controversial ideas (now known as woke). Though it is brief, I appreciated the psychological theorising around concepts like trigger warnings. Fair warning to anyone that is going to assume this is biased, this actually presents a balanced view and does not go easy on right wing provocateurs 😉 All in all, I think this has aged remarkably well considering how fast moving these concepts have been.

Parasitic Mind– examining a lot of similar ideas to the Coddling of the American Minds, this gives a semi humorous take on the way that bad ideas infect institutions. Indeed, while I don’t think humans are rational creatures, the abandonment of enlightenment ideals for emotion-driven nonsense has been a fascinating contagion to behold. And there has certainly been an epidemic of stupidity at universities in recent years.  

Mania– we’re basically already experiencing the kind of mania described in this book 😅 Intelligence has become a taboo- so much so that the civil service insists on you completely anonymising your applications and CVs. That means that even if you worked really hard to get into a top university, your application will carry the same weight as someone who doesn’t have the same qualifications- fair, right?! (of course, if you come from a good background, you can probably get access to the kind of career advice and connections that help you get your foot in the door regardless). There is a weird subsection of society that has decided everything is equal and it would be unfair to discriminate based on intelligence… which is why (even if I view this dystopia as a little propagandistic) I don’t think we’re far off deciding that you don’t need qualifications to be a doctor.

Bonus Article: Academic Grievance Studies and the Corruption of Scholarship– if you’re interested in the crazy leftist grift at universities, then Professors Pluckrose, Lindsay and Boghossian exposed it years ago, with their fantastically funny fake grievance studies articles, which were submitted to social science journals… and published!!! (including a feminist rewrite of Mein Kampf and an article on rape culture in dog parks!) Definitely recommend checking out the article to learn more about this:

Bonus Bonus Youtube Channel: Nate Friedman– considering a lot of the batshit crazy ideas prevalent on college campuses, I would also recommend looking into the role of foreign interference at universities, investigated by the journalist Nate Friedman. He frequently exposes the role of paid activists (read: foreign mercenaries) infiltrating academic institutions.

And that’s all for now! Have you read any of these books? Or are you familiar with these scandals? Do you have any other bookish suggestions that expose the current state of the education system? Let me know in the comments!

Hair-Raising Horror for All Ages

Because apparently I read things I profess not to read. Yet since I am not a connoisseur, this is a list that may suit people who are only starting to dip their toes into the genre. Still, *reader beware*, even if this is a list for all ages and levels of interest, these books may suck you down into the depths of depravity and sink you into the darkness of an (un)natural world…

Watertower– because horror picturebooks can be the most unsettling discovery of all. interactive and illustrated from unusual perspectives, this made me feel like I was inside the book. Frankly, it may be for younger readers, but it scared the bejeezus out of me!

A Dark, Dark Tale– looking at another horrifying picturebook, I love the way the artist presents this from the perspective of the cat. Seeing it from this angle, it makes it all the more freaky when you (the reader) seem to corner the mouse at the end (who lets out a scream worthy of Munch 😉)

Calling All Creeps– whenever I think of children’s horror, R L Stine comes to mind! And since this one was super subversive (and kinda has you rooting for the villains by the end) I had to include it on this list!

Coraline– here’s a book that certainly recalls that feeling of being out of place and that childhood terror of being reliant on people… who may not have your best interests at heart. Honestly, this one creeps me out as an adult.

House of Hollow– A moody, strangely sensual book, I was enraptured by this story of three unnatural sisters. The more I think about it, the more it makes perfect sense as a coming-of-age novel. Because far from being a time of innocence, teenage years are often marked by being an incredibly challenging and difficult time in our lives. This book reflects that anxiety perfectly.

Wilder Girls– a dystopic Lord of the Flies retelling, with a sapphic romance thrown in, this one is straight up weird. When I describe it, I realise how cobbled together it sounds- and yet it comes together as an uncomfortably tremendous reading experience. Which, when it comes to horror, is all that matters.

Bunny- this is the definition of an odd book- which seems to be the kind of horror I gravitate towards. Set in grad school, this uniquely encapsulates the peculiarities of spending your days doing nothing but thinking. As it turns out, worrying about nothing but thoughts and feelings can lead you to a crazy place.

Butterfly Garden– I read this recently and it made the hair on the back of my neck stand on end and honestly made me feel quite queasy. Focusing on kidnapped girls, this is the kind of darkness I usually avoid, and yet I couldn’t look away.

What Moves the Dead– while I am more of a fan of T Kingfisher’s fantasy, I particularly liked this one as a retelling of Poe. Psychologically interesting, the author is masterful at bringing her characters (and indeed part of the natural landscape) to life… in this case to creepy effect.

Horrorstor– I definitely have a preference for horror that makes me crack up… in more than one way. Because this parody of an Ikea catalogue will make you laugh… and also feel a bit sick. Genius in design and cleverly plotted, this is easily my favourite horror to date.

And that’s all for now! What do you think of my favourite horror novels (for a newbie to the genre)? Do you have any favourite horror novels to share? I’m scared and intrigued- so let me know in the comments!

An AI Ad For… I’m not sure what exactly

***Disclaimer: This post is intended for satirical purposes only. I do not endorse the use of AI in ads (or anywhere else)… and you’ll see why when you have a gander at this nauseating video 😉 ***

Anyone else sick of seeing this kind of ad in their feed?! Me too! Such a shame this guy’s not real because I literally want to punch him in the face 😭 Frankly, I never want to see these buzz words again as long as I live:

Monthly Monkey Mini Reviews – I Saw One of the Oldest “Books” in the World in time for October 2026!

Well, you can’t technically call the Dead Sea Scrolls a book, but still, they are a piece of the Good Book 😉 Coming into October, I wouldn’t have had many exciting updates EXCEPT for the fact I went to the most exciting exhibition of all time!! Voices from the Desert was a chance to see the full unrolled Dead Sea Scrolls for the first time since 1968!!!! This was literally a once in a lifetime experience!! The exhibition allowed small slots of ten minutes to see (and read!!!) the Isaiah scrolls up close. Admittedly, that is not a very long time, yet I feel like that made those ten minutes even more special. Seeing this so up close that I could see the stitching was exceptionally cool! Knowing how hard it was to get this ancient piece of Jewish history into Jewish possession, I have to say this was one of the best exhibitions EVER!

I don’t think there’s any way to top that, so I’m just going to leave you with a picture of patisserie from a casual food tour I did with my sister on my birthday 😊

Seeking Persephone– here’s a softer and more appealing historical romance than we’re used to seeing (aka it’s not Bridgerton!) Focusing on a slowburn romance, this self-funded adaptation is totally worth watching (and it’s available on youtube now!) While it’s a little exposition heavy and certain scenes are explained rather than shown, most likely due to budget, it was well-acted and full of the appropriate level of yearning. Also, as someone who has grown tired of everything being hypersexualised, this was a lovely alternative. The romantic scenes are so tender and focus on the connection between the characters. And though I’d recommend not going in expecting a brilliantly developed plot (note: the villain is pretty poorly executed), I also enjoyed this as a quiet retelling of the myth, focusing on being thematically in tune with the original- particularly as it transformed Persephone into a maternal figure in her own right.

Other Bennet Sister– thinking again about adaptations, I did actually go away and read this after watching the tv mini series… annnd I had very similar complaints with this fanfic. Largely, the author has thoroughly misunderstood the character of Mary Bennet. In fact, she is very much presented as a misunderstood bookworm- rather than the priggish, pious girl obsessed with propriety (to the detriment of other attributes like kindness and consideration). Rather than focusing on reforming this actually interesting personality, she instead abandons her unique design. We are instead treated to a very standard story about being stuck in an older sister’s shadow and *you just need confidence because you were perfect all along*. Never mind that the Mary of the original was not lacking confidence (if anything she had too much of it!!!). As an interpretation it entirely misses the mark. It would have been so much more logical to just leave Mary in Meryton and have her grow as a person there. Austen was the expert at character development (when it should apply, when it shouldn’t and when people wilfully refuse to grow). But then, this is the writer who decided to make Mr Collins a knowledgeable geek, not the oblivious ridiculous man he actually is #NotAustensMrCollins 😉 Ultimately, this isn’t a badly written book, it’s just a book that tries to stand on the greatness of others and fails.

Rating: 2½5 bananas

Never Lie– truthfully, this is slop. It’s full of contradictions, with the author forgetting details such as who had the idea to go to this creepy house in the first place (Was it the estate agent? Was it the husband? Was it the wife? Who cares! The author doesn’t!) We’re also expected not to care about the house full of evidence that the police never investigated when the owner disappeared in a high profile case (I mean, actually WTF is this plotting??!?) Also, the title has very little to do with the actual plot- because why would it? Zero effort was put into writing this book, so I’d recommend putting zero effort into reading it.

Rating: banana peel

Sea of Charms– Everyone knows I find the Spellshop series utterly charming. Still, I’m a bit out to sea with this third instalment. While I loved the characters, I found it was treading old ground and was much slower to get going. I’m also not a huge fan of fantasy tourism- surprisingly, I don’t read fantastical books *just* for the fantastical descriptions. I prefer digging into one place OR having a bit more focus for the travels. Even so, this is definitely the cosy fantasy I enjoy, so I can still recommend it.

Rating: 3½/5 bananas  

Annnd that’s all for now! Have you read any of these? What did you think of them? Let me know in the comments! And I hope you all had a good month! ❤

Instant Gratification and Great Literature Do Not Mix- Ways in Which Modern Writing Styles Ruin the Art of Storytelling

Modern writing rules can be very annoying- and it all comes down to one issue: the need for instant gratification. As is explained in this video, books are written like we’re stupid. Writers seem to think we need *all the information* *right away*- or else we won’t “get it”. Everything is oversimplified to the point of banality. Whether it is thanks to the emergence of autofiction (as Kornbluch claims in Immediacy, or, The Style of Too Late Capitalism) or caused by the instant gratification of having a world of knowledge compressed into our pockets, immediacy culture has taken over. There is very little patience for the slow-build romance of falling in love with a peculiar novel for the first time. There is even less time given to develop as an individual writer over the course of a lifetime, when your future prospects have to be secured RIGHT NOW in the hallowed halls of the MFA writing programmes.

But it’s time all of this changes. Today I’ve decided to analyse some of the most well-worn techniques and examine the most fashionable items of advice to see how these stylistic choices effect storytelling. It will come as no surprise that all of these lend themselves to the immediacy culture- thus reinforcing the problems we’re currently seeing in literature.

Now, of course, I will try to be as unbiased as possible, because these concepts aren’t necessarily bad in isolation. You may even want to follow some of this writing advice yourself. However, the one change I would like to see across the board is that these choices are made *consciously* and *purposefully*- instead of melding into the mass of overmarketed, MFA approved, soon-to-be-pulped paperbacks we’re seeing far too often. Without further ado, here’s my list of (damaging) techniques that are used in the immediacy style:

No prologues– starting off with a complaint from readers (which unfortunately is filtering its way into publishers) I hear this complaint all the time. The message is quite simple: get to the point. Narratives are rarely given room to grow. Admittedly, I can see the reason this view was popularised. I’ve certainly come across older books (even just from the 80s) where there is a tendency to waffle. Reading the opening to Here Be Dragons recently, I rather liked the slow start… at first. Because it turns out that you can have a false beginning only so many times before it gets old. There are only so many times you want to open up the Russian doll opening before it gets exhausting. NONETHELESS, switching into a style where you *have to* dive head first into the story every time can be exhausting. Too often, we’re thrown into the action, with very little context and no care for the characters. There’s no time to build a subtle connection with the story’s themes or ideas, because framing devices are out and straightforward chronological storytelling is in. So forget all the very best deviations you get in prologues- we don’t have the luxury to languidly enjoy a narrative anymore.  

No headhopping– I’d say some editors bear the blame for pushing this one. Like many modern changes, it relies on dullards who complain of being “confused” far too easily. Clearly, these people have never read a novel older than 20 years old, because giving interesting and varied perspectives used to be the norm. As with the prologues, it can be done badly- but that does not mean it is all that hard to do well. Contrary to this advice, you don’t actually need constant signposting to tell you who is thinking. Unless you’re muddled by the word “and” so much so that you require the helping hand of an Oxford comma- in which case complex literature might not be for you.

It should be #relatable– in a similar vein, not every book needs to EITHER be in first person OR adhere to third person limited, with a handy-dandy hint of whose chapter it is a la George R R Martin. There are more options of POVs thank-you-very-much! I do not need to be inside the head of the protagonist every step of the way. And I do not require every book to be present tense just because the Hunger Games did it. Contrary to popular belief, she chose that writing style for a very specific reason. Intentionality need not go out the window for the sake of following trends.

No purple prose– one of the most common pieces of advice and something I have complained about being dismissed numerous times- so I won’t go into it too much. That being said, this is the clearest example of MFAs doing damage to literary aspirations and churning out samey, boring, useless trash. It leans into the idea that everything has to be relevant for a book to have commercial success- and that is the only reason to write a book for these people. Forcing this rule on every writer goes beyond the commodification of books- it is the commodification of writing as an art form. Adhering to this rule blindly takes away the chance for readers to luxuriate in prose, to centre themselves in your world and to simply enjoy the act of reading- all for the sake of (repeat it with me) getting to “the point”.

Show don’t tell– the issue here isn’t the rule, as much as how it is used in excess, all for the sake of a so-called cinematic experience. While flowery writing is banned, you can write waffly prose just to “root the story in the body” (as Kornbluch explains is a large part of autofiction). It’s all about feeling connected to that first person protagonist after all. That means there’s a lot of introspective nonsense and irritating cliches like “I released the breath I didn’t know I’d been holding”. You’ve got to feel like you’re in the story no matter what- even if it would be more fun sometimes to have the author break the fourth wall and play games with our collective imagination.

Bonus: moralise away. Usually with something basic that doesn’t need explaining. My go-to example is when characters casually chat about how war is bad like Becky Chambers, but you can go wild and give us mini lectures from an introduction to linguistics like R F Kuang. The world is your oyster. Just make sure to be as heavy handed as possible, because you don’t want your dumb readers mistaking what you’re saying or finding any nuance in your work. Every explanation and thought has to be spoonfed in the simplest way. You really don’t want those pesky peasant consumers thinking for themselves now, do you?

Bonus bonus: You need a social media presence. But it has to be the right type of presence as well. Woe betide you if you say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing or come from the wrong background. Forget Death of the Author- this is your time to shine- not your words. Follow that advice to “write what you know” all the way down. So go ahead and write that semi-autobiographical autofiction from your MFA therapy session- it’s all what everyone wants to hear… supposedly 😉

And that’s all for now! How do you feel about the influence of immediacy culture in literature?  And do you have any other pieces of advice or techniques that you find troublesome? Let me know your thoughts in the comments!

Why I still read modern books

I’ve spent a lot of time in the last year complaining about modern books; now, I’m going to be complaining about the complaining about modern books 😉 Well, sort of. I’m not exactly about to take it all back and say my faith in recent publishing has been restored. I still have serious doubts about the state of modern writing. In fact, I’ve massively reduced the amount of crap I’m reading by ignoring a lot of recent releases and looking beyond splashy titles. That said, I do have an issue with the amount of author bashing on some sections of social media.

Obviously, there are lot of times when I agree. Especially when it comes to recognising that Sally Rooney is trash. And I’m also glad to see people finally critiquing MFA programmes that regularly produce the same regurgitated banal “books”. I reckon any successful and well-written stories that come out of those courses are in spite of the teaching. Much of the advice is about tamping down originality- and the rest is about destroying any adherence to tradition.

And yet- despite all my criticisms of modern literature- I still believe in reading (some) modern books. The main reason why is because I still enjoy the process of discovery. Fundamentally, I want to cheer writers on. Though it may not always seem that way, I believe in sharing balanced opinions (unless I’m in a rage 😉). Which is why I can confidently say, after years of reading and review, #NOTALL modern writers are garbage. I don’t want to punish all authors for the work of the few… or perhaps in this case many. Though I may be looking for a unicorn when it comes to quality books, I reckon that’s the same in every generation. You are always wading through slop to get to the good stuff. It’s just taking more time to find the diamonds in the rough due to the sheer quantity of shit 😅.

With that in mind, I think there’s something to be said for reading modern literature to understand the zeitgeist of the era. Much as I understand the criticism of modern books being too nihilistic (I have ceased reading most grimdark books for this reason) it’s unavoidable that the prevalence of this philosophy reflects the age we’re living in. For me, this is an important part of studying the human condition. You cannot just erase or ignore 100 years of thought, just because it’s uncomfortable or inconvenient. Heck, when I studied literature, I didn’t even get to skip sentimentalism!! So, though I’d quite like to scrub books like Yesteryear from my mind (and even from existence) I do like to read books like that- particularly if it helps me learn about another perspective (and what I learned from that book was that she isn’t really in tune with people’s perspectives she disagrees with 😅).

Further to this, I recently saw a video claiming there will be no future classics– which as you may have gathered from my posts about future classics that I firmly disagree with. Even if it may not be to your (or my) liking, there are significant books (particularly in the female rage category) which are moving the cultural needle (and may be useful for reflecting on this weird time later in history). Heck, I read Ava Reid’s new book Innamorata recently and found it fascinatingly intertextual and gothic (and also so super weird that I don’t know what to make of it!)

Regardless, there is always more to learn. And there are going to be great writers now and in the future- just waiting to be discovered. Let’s not give up on them before their time even comes.

So, how do you feel about modern literature? Are you still willing to read it or have you given up? Let me know your thoughts in the comments!

Inserting Myself into the Woman Down Self Insert Debate

I have no one to blame for suffering through this subpar Colleen Hoover book but myself. Dubbed the “Worst Book of the Year” by Alyssa Matesic on Youtube, she accidentally piqued my interest when she described the main character as potentially a self-insert of the author (all while the author denies this in her preface). Not only did I feel like seeing how bad this was for myself, I also have an unabiding fascination with authors (particularly veteran authors) using their writing as a kind of public therapy for bad reviews.

The book itself was nothing special. My biggest gripes did not come from the writing, the poor characterisation or even the wildly unrealistic plot points- rather, my issue was that the book was annoyingly bland, boring and the twists were lacklustre. Supposedly dramatic things happened- yet we were primed for every. single. one that nothing came across as a surprise by the end. So really, the only reason this book is getting any attention is that a) Colleen Hoover is already successful and b) she has a bone to pick with critics… and she decided to write a self-insert writer character to express those views.

Don’t get me wrong: I get why a lot of writers and artists don’t like critics. While I may see it as a natural for thinking-creatives to get down into the muddy business of criticism, I understand that many creatives see themselves as above the fray of such squalid discussions (read: they believe negativity ruins the creative process). Which is why it never comes as a shock to find an author bashing the very concept of reviews.

Make no mistake- the self-insert in this book did not act as a medium for self-reflection. Instead, we are presented with a successful author, who only gets a bad bout of writer’s block because of unfair criticism (after her book is made into a film… sound familiar?) Personally, this reminded me of the way R F Kuang likes to address critics (both in the Author’s Note to Babel and in her various critiques of Yellowface). As a reviewer, authors like these make you feel like they’re standing over your shoulder, hanging onto every word, even if you’re sometimes praiseworthy of their work and no matter how many times you insist reviews are for readers.

The truth is, I completely understand being frustrated and aggravated by a critic’s words. No one wants to hear that their baby is ordinary or untalented or is God-forbid ugly as sin. I also don’t judge people as harshly for writing the occasional insert- I mean, isn’t that why writer’s writing about writing is so compelling? And don’t we all hear the adage “write what you know” *all the fricking time*?? Really, how can we blame an author for taking what should have been a ten-minute Whatsapp voice note rant to their family and turning it into a book? Spite is, after all, a great motivator. If it motivates you to write a bestseller, then surely we should all nod our heads in understanding?

Well, not exactly. Even if it’s true that venting is valid and writing about your experiences could be compelling (especially if you are in the privileged sphere of having your books made into movies, which few people will ever get to experience), there’s really no excuse for bad writing. Gone are the days where Oscar Wilde writes a preface so stunning it would make even the biggest critic roar with laughter. Heck, we don’t even get to read witty comebacks from the likes of Thomas Hardy, saying of Jude the Obscure: “After these hostile verdicts from the press, its next misfortune was to be burnt by a bishop – probably in his despair at not being able to burn me”.If I’m going to be attacked by the book I’ve paid to read, then I’d want to at least be impressed/entertained/wowed in the process.

Ultimately, my biggest complaint is these authors aren’t exactly making intelligent comebacks- they’re just whinging- and in their whingey retorts are showing themselves up for being the very same bad writers they’re accused of being. Authors in no way need to keep their thoughts to themselves when they come across a bad review or dislike some area of criticism- but they absolutely do need to get better at expressing those thoughts. Otherwise, stop trying to be a Wilde-wannabe- it’s embarrassing.

The artist is the creator of beautiful things. To reveal art and conceal the artist is art’s aim.

What do you think? Are these authors within their rights to complain about critics? And what do you think of self-inserts in general? Let me know in the comments!

A Book for Every Jewish Festival

As we’re entering the holiday season here in Israel, I thought it might be interesting to match up books with their respective festivals! That way you have a book to read ALL YEAR ROUND! (And for people not familiar with the Jewish calendar year, this can also be a helpful guide… sort of 😉)

Rosh Hashana (Jewish New Year): Crime and Punishment– rereading this book is pretty much what inspired this post. It often comes as a surprise to people that the Jewish New Year isn’t a massive party (that comes later in the year 😉). Instead, you get a lot of guilt and self-snitching as you try to get your name inscribed in the book of life (yup it’s serious stuff). On the flipside, we do get to put honey on absolutely everything to symbolise the wish for a sweet new year 😊

Yom Kippur (Day of Atonement): The Power of Ideas– the holiest day in the Jewish calendar is marked by fasting and praying. As a bad faster, I usually spend most of the day holed up in bed, with only a Jonathan Sacks book for company! (it’s becoming a tradition at this point) For me, his books are a powerful testament to faith and spirituality and a reminder of the core tenets of faith.

Sukkot (Tabernacles): Anne of Green Gables– a festival for the autumn harvest, much of this holiday is all about communing with nature and going out to essentially live in a booth in your garden (/balcony). As the background to this is showing gratitude for God-given shelter in the wilderness, I find it wildly appropriate for Anne Shirley’s story, who as an orphan is lost, until she is taken in and sheltered by the Cuthberts. Much of her character arc later becomes about finding gratitude in nature and pleasure in her environment, so it definitely makes sense for this festival of fecundity and joy.

Chanukah: The Lord of the Rings– to summarise this festival (and many others): “they tried to kill us, we won, let’s eat”. Naturally, the story behind this festival of a ragtag group of rebels taking on a corrupt empire, fits with Tolkien’s message of defiance and winning against the odds. Also, now I’m thinking about it, the lowkey obsession with food also reminds me of hobbits (I don’t think they would say no to latkes and donuts).

Tu Bishvat: Mr Rabbit’s Lovely Present– for the festival of fruit trees, I had to choose this delightful picturebook. Because life is like a box of… fruit!

Purim: Twelfth Night– since Purim is basically the Jewish mardi gras, it meant I had to pick Shakespeare’s homage to the saturnalia. Plus, the topsy turvy tone, the hidden truths and everyone pretending to be someone else also matches the story (which happens to be my favourite). Best of all, everything works out in the end!  

Pesach (Passover): The Man in the White Sharkskin Suit– I had to go with this memoir about the modern-day exodus of Jews from Egypt. The parallels in this unusual biography are uncanny. I highly recommend it both for the intimate family history and the broadscale representation of the modern middle east’s evolution. What I also like is that this is a story of new beginnings and fresh starts- which definitely lines up with the narrative of Passover (I do also have to add that Count of Monte Cristo really works for this festival as well!)

Lag B’Omer: Lucky Star– I decided to go with a curveball and picked this kinda dark YA, because it represents turning something negative into positive. Also, it has fire as a central theme and that makes sense for a festival where the only custom is to make a great big bonfire (and hopefully roast some marshmallows… annnnd we’re back to the topic of food).

Shavuot (Pentecost): The Giving Tree– though this is fundamentally a harvest festival, it’s also about becoming a nation. So, even though this book makes me sad, the story of the boy growing up was the best choice. And while the tree (of life) is often neglected, it is always there for you and meets you where you’re at, through every cycle of life. (Sidebar: I really also thought I should mention a book like Stinky Cheese Man, just because this is the holiday of CHEESE GROMITTTT!)

Tisha B’Av- Man’s Search for Meaning– while this is the saddest day of the year, commemorating the destruction of the temple (and many other Jewish tragedies), it’s in the darkest times, we discover the light. Naturally, this makes this meaningful Holocaust memoir a must-read around this time of year.  

BONUS: Tu B’Av: Isla and the Happily Ever After– I’ve chosen something very unserious and cutesy for the Hebrew Valentine’s Day (mostly because I don’t pay attention to this one).

And that’s all for now! Did you enjoy that list? Do you agree or disagree with any of my picks? Let me know in the comments!

Monthly Monkey Mini Reviews – Soaking up the Sun in September 2026!

Hello all! I know I say this a lot, but I CAN’T BELIEVE we’re already in September!! Time is flying by- especially because this has been a really busy summer. Guys, Jerusalem and Israel in August is *AWESOME*! From concerts to comets, from beaches to guided tours, and from food festivals to family time- there is just so much to do!! Here’s just a few highlights:

Charlie had a rough month, with far too many vet appointments for my liking, but he is doing much better and is super happy 😊 So let’s give the best cocker spaniel in the world all the ❤️ LOVE ❤️ he deserves!!

With a lot more life events and fun things, it’s not left a lot of time for reading- so this is going to be a shorter post than usual.

Red City– while I am dubious about authors transitioning from YA to adult, I should’ve trusted this author to graduate to writing adult fantasy. Going off her previous books, there’s plenty of substance to her work that makes the shift a natural fit. So, even though this took some time to get going, it was well worth the build-up. And even if the setup seems simple, don’t be misled. This isn’t just following the usual trends and tropes- here we have slightly more compelling ideas like friends to rivals to lovers… It makes for some really gripping character work. Ultimately, however, I have to say it’s the intricacies of the plot that really make this seedy crime fantasy so compelling.

Rating: 4½/5 bananas

Animorphs: The Invasion– I miss when books were like this. It was all about the adventure and characters responding to wild circumstances (we have an alien invasion and children transforming into animals… all in the first few chapters). Frankly, I think books like this should be more widely available now, because they’re so much more enjoyable than a lot of the more idealistic and preachy books pushed on children these days. I particularly loved the way the author presented the children having animal-like thoughts after they morphed! And if you’re looking for a good old-fashioned series for children, I highly recommend this! 

Rating: 4/5 bananas

That’s Not My Name– this is well written nonsense. The plot makes very little sense, there are far too many conveniences and some parts of the mystery were a little obvious (especially because of the dual perspectives). I wasn’t really sure why this was so popular, except for the fact that the author is clearly flavour of the month in the YA teen genre. THAT SAID, I ate this shit up. I mean, yeah it’s not great, but there was something about this barmy book that kept me hooked to the very end. And, since we’re giving away points, there was a final surprise that made this (almost) worth reading.

Rating: 3/5 bananas

Annnd that’s all for now! Honestly the rest of the books I read this month were too meh for me to comment on… Have you read any of these? What did you think of them? Let me know in the comments! And I hope you all had a good month! ❤