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Bwah ha ha! I got all my training dates changed to the night ones. I think it's funny, I had training on Friday night but I got a call saying not to come because people were afraid it'd snow. It finally snowed last night, what the shit is that? They've been predicting like at least 2 inches of snow, we barely had enough to cover the ground. So instead of 3 training sessions I now have two, they're just going to combine the first and second ones. Yay. So now I have just have training Tuesday night and Thursday night. :3 I'm getting paid for the trainings too, I had OJT (On the Job Training) yesterday so I'm getting paid for a couple of hours there. ^-^ And my boss said first year CSC's are getting like $8 and since I'm a second year I'll probably get more. That would be sooo kickass!
Today I have to do two study guides, one was due on Thursday but my teacher pushed it to Monday instead and the other one is due Tuesday. Yuck. We're starting with the Civil War x.X; The blue side won, do I honestly need to know more then that? I don't think so. But Liz does, so rawr on it all! >. |
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Shit's gonna get crazy und fast! Tomorrow I have to wake up around 6:30 a.m. so I can catch the bus at 7:30, spend an hour and a half on a bus out to the district office for CSC training until 1 then spend an hour on the bus to the Lakewood Transit and possibly hang around the Towne Center until bloody 4 p.m. then catch the bus to school. Hopefully Dad can pick me up or else I spend another 45 minutes on the bus home and I'll strut in here at 7 p.m., assuming I don't get distracted then it'll probably be 8 p.m. X.x! So, that's Thursday.
Monday I have to do the same bloody thing!! Only difference is I get out of training at Noon. Yay... x.x Now, both days I -could- go home at 2 but then I'd be able to sit at home for an hour before I'm back on the bus to school. On Thursday the 13th I have training from 8 a.m. to Noon so this means I'm awake at 5:30 a.m. and on the bus at 6:30... ¬.¬ H&R Block better love me for this, honestly... I'm getting my work schedule some day before the 15th. I better be getting paid for these training sessions too... I should ask someone.
And so I did! And I am ^-^ This makes me a happier kitten. Hopefully I get a raise too, if so before taxes that's $105 just in training, which is not a bad chunk of change. :3 If I still get the same amount as last year before taxes it'll be $101.50. Meh, the next three months or so is going to be crazy... Can't wait x.x;;; |
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Fall | | 85% | Summer | | 70% | Winter | | 50% | Spring | | 45% | </td>
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I'm still alive, in one piece and surprisingly breathing. Yay-ness. I've just been angsty lately, why? I wish I knew. Everyone's on edge 'cause of family and what-not coming to visit --; Boo, hiss! Stay in Oregon ya schmucks! Finals are almost over, not cool, still have mucho studying to do. Not a happy person... I should probably go to sleep so I can lock myself in my room for the next 24 hours and pretend no one exists... I don't really see this happening though. Alone time? In this house? You have a better chance at catching a cloud with your bare hands.
Blah, I'm done typing now. The angst is even killing me. On a semi-brighter note though, I got a new msn account since I had a major blonde attack and can't remember the password. I am soo not a happy person, still, I have had that account since... 2001? Ish... oh yea, not happy. I'm going to just go read, reading helps... und music... that helps too. Und, dad is sleeping... so no yelling... oh yes, we can live with this... very much. *Nod.* |
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Brave, strong willed, loyal and passionate
You are a sprite of Fire. Full of passion, bravery
and spice you are the living embodiment of
fire. You are quite arrogant and think yourself
above most but that is made up for by; your
passionate ability to pursue your dreams, your
strong will and your powerful well skilled
ability for fighting. You are a natural leader,
people are somewhat drawn to you and see you as
someone to look up to but you only pay
attention to them if they are useful, your
equal or your superior. You are a very exciting
person to be near for you have a vast love of
adventure and battle. Fire is a symbol of
Passion if and when you choose to love you are
capable of beautiful, long lasting, devoted
love. You are quite wondrous!
.::=What type of mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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| The Guys' Rules - Just for you bro ^.~ |
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| 02:22pm 11/10/2004 |
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At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys'
side of the story.(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from
the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.
1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.
1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials
1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine.. Really.
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or monster trucks.
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round is a shape.
1. Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight; but did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.
Pass this to as many men as you can - to give them a
laugh.
Pass this to as many women as you can - to give them
a bigger laugh!!
Old age and treachery will overcome youth and skill every time.
James C. Speelman
CEO and on
The Board of Directors
In Charge of
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| Ma famille mais surtout mon petit frère.. Bien, surtout mon frère. --; |
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My younger brother, Steven, is being a royal pain in the ass. I don't know what to do about him, other then just ignore him, I don't know if it's just because he's the baby of the family or what but he is so self-centered and has no self-confidence! Does that make any sense to me? Hell no! For as long as I can remember he has to have some kind of gift on mine and our older brother Bill's birthday! This year, for my birthday, he kept the year book from our highschool... My senior year of highschool and he keeps the year book. Plus he's even been known to demand for my 8th grade year book. ((We have a middle school system so 8th grade is the grade before going to highschool.)) Why does he want it? Because it was his 6th grade year and doesn't think it's fair.
I love my brother, I honestly do, but he wants all of the same things as me. He doesn't think I should have a social life or any life because he doesn't have one. He's told me, more then once, it's a school night and I should go to bed when he does. He leaves for school at 6:30 a.m. I leave at 2 p.m. I don't see why I should go to bed at 10 p.m.!
Plus he doesn't think I should have been allowed to go to Arizona because of how long I would be gone, I was going to miss his birthday. I should have at least come home earlier so I wouldn't miss it. And when I was giving out what I brought home he got mad that I only brought him a silver ring with his name carved in it from Mexico. I mean sheesh, take it and be happy! Some days I would talk to him on the phone for a few hours at a time.
That's his self-centered acts, his lack of self-confidence side appears when something happens. "It's all my fault! I know it is!!" If anything goes wrong then it "has" to be his fault, just ask him. Plus he "can't do anything right!" --;;; Our grandma has told me, more then once when I was visiting, that I have the patience of God and our grandpa agreed.
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| 10:36am 04/10/2004 |
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Grr. I blame my friend Sian, she made me dig up one of my poems for her homework and it inspired me to write another one :o
A Crime to One Soul
I feel my pulse weaken,
As the blood drips from my wrist...
It wasn't really my fault,
That I never seemed to fit...
I tried to but the people,
All of the people sneered and jeered...
But it wasn't even their words,
That seemed to cause my fear...
They called me a whore,
Because I dared to have a bit of fun...
They called me a vampire,
Because I don't like the sun...
They wished my death,
Because I didn't fit in...
Because being different,
Seems to be a major sin...
Well I've granted their wish,
I've finally fell...
I hope to see them all,
Roasting in hell...
I hope they all enjoy this,
Hope they all love their bloody crime...
For soon my pain will be forgotten,
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A is for age: 19
B is for boyfriend(s): Currently, none. u.u;
C is for career: Student
D is for dad's name: John
E is for essential item to bring to a party: Yourself :3
F is for favorite song at the moment: This is the New Shit - Marylin Manson
G is for girlfriend: Hrm... Jenny *shrug*
H is for hometown: Born in Tacoma, WA. Grew up in Lakewood, WA.
I is for instruments you play: None, I'm not the musician in the family, my older brother is.
J is for jam or jelly you like: Strawberry jam :3
K is for kids: None, thank god.
L is for living arrangements: At home with my 'rents
M is for mom's name: Clara
N is for name of your best friend: Umm... I'd have to say Ian, I talk to him the most. <3
O is for overnight hospital stays: Never! Not even when I was born :3
P is for phobia[s]: Being alone u.u; 'specially at night. u.u;;
Q is for quote you like: "It's good to be the king." - Mel Brooks.
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: o.O Umm... heh ..; 6 months?
S is for sexual position: Anything is good.. ^.~ as long as I'm there. XD (I agree with Michi X3)
T is for time you wake up: Whenever
U is for unique trait: My drawing skills?
V is for vegetable you love: Carrots
W is for worst habit: I have none! >.> Although my family would say my weird noises u.u;;
X is for x-rays you've had: None. ^-^
Y is for yummy food you make: Spaghetti!
Z is for zodiac sign: Two-toned twisted Gemini!!! n_______n <3 |
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| 12:21pm 30/09/2004 |
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You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (If you cannot see the picture, go
to my userpage and look near the bottom. There
should be the picture and description for all
the results)
What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's day.
You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element? (for gurls) (PICS)
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You're a "Blue Angel". You're a smarter
one than most and are the more logical than
anyone you know. You also have very strong
morals that you stick to through it all and
you'd stand up for whatever you believe in even
if no one else agrees. You're a little bit shy
around people but you love to be with lots of
people anyway. You have appreciation for things
like music or poetry or art. You yourself can
sing fairly well but you don't like to sing in
front of people. You're very thoughtful and
people love how creative you are.
What Color Angel are You? (PICTURES)
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You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that
is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda
like the energizer bunny. lol. But your
probably really athletic and even if you're
not, you'd be good in sports because of all
your energy. You're enthusiastic about
everything you do and find it hard not to be
happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can
be realistic when needed. You always hope for
the best to turn out and many times they do.
Sometimes though, you let your temper get the
best of you but you apologize as soon as you
can because you hate people being angry with
you. You're friends love how active you are and
you make them feel like they can do anything
crazy if they want to.
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| What is your favorite.. | </td>| gum: | Winter Fresh | | restaurant: | Mory's | | drink: | Sprite | | season: | Spring or Fall | | type of weather: | Rainy! | | emotion: | Happy/hyper | | thing to do on a half day: | Hang out with my friends | | late-night activity: | Party ^.~ | | sport: | Does air hockey count? | | city: | Seattle! | | store: | HotTopic | | When was the last time you.. | </td>| cried: | I dun' remember | | played a sport: | Ditto. | | laughed: | Earlier | | hugged someone: | Tuesday | | kissed someone: | Tuesday | | felt depressed: | Last night | | felt elated: | When I finished my drawing yesterday. | | felt overworked: | Yesterday morning | | faked sick: | Back in July | | lied: | I dun' remember | | What was the last.. | </td>| word you said: | Net | | thing you ate: | Mac'n cheese | | song you listened to: | Comfortably numb | | thing you drank: | Punch soda | | place you went to: | School | | movie you saw: | Matrix Revolutions | | movie you rented: | I dun' remember | | concert you attended: | O_____o | | Who was the last person you.. | </td>| hugged: | Steven | | cried over: | Christine | | kissed: | Jeff | | danced with: | Bobert *was just informed by my brother that lap dances count* X3~ | | shared a secret with: | Michelle | | had a sleepover with: | Johnny, Cody, Andrew and Dayle XD | | called: | My mum ;P | | went to a movie with: | Johnny and Cody | | saw: | Norton | | were angry with: | Andrew (different one) | | couldn't take your eyes off of: | Jeff X3 | | obsessed over: | I plead the 5th >.> | | Have you ever.. | </td>| danced in the rain: | Yup!! | | kissed someone: | Yea. | | done drugs: | No. | | drank alcohol: | You bet your sweet ass. | | slept around: | No. | | partied 'til the sun came up: | Heck yea. | | had a movie marathon: | Yup! | | gone too far on a dare: | Don't remind me. | | spun until you were immensely dizzy: | All the time. | | taken a survey quite like this before: | Nope. |
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| 12:59pm 12/08/2004 |
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Meh life has been less then thrilling. Wake up, have something to eat, get dressed for school, check out Gaia a bit, leave for school, ride a bus to the transit, sit in the sun and wait for the 210, ride that to school, go to Liz's class, buy a soda between 1-5 then at 5 I have Norton's until 7:30, take the bus home and waltz in around 8:45 p.m., change clothes, die on couch for a bit, dinner, homework, sleep. When school gets out on the 25th I plan on passing out from the heat and not waking up until I damn well feel like it, then hopping a bus and not coming home until I can't function properly, maybe even get so drunk I forget my name. Or something along those lines... I want to forget everything before the fall term starts that way I won't remember what kind of a bitch Liz is. Although I will miss Norton, she's cool, I might go visit her at A.I. or something ^-^ That or get her email address from her and talk to her that way. :3
But yea, not much happening in my life... whoo... --;
Oh yea...
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Well, recently my friend Sabbatha has been bugging me to go visit her but I'm kind of skeptical about going. 'Bout a month ago I was talking to her online only to find out afterwards it was her dad. He was acting like Sabby and saying things like "He'll rock your world" and "You're 18, it's legal." Which needless to say I freaked about, she called me the next day to say sorry and that he was drunk. --;
Recently his girlfriend and him broke up because when she gets drunk she becomes homicidal. ((He knows how to pick 'em, first the satanist with a bug up her ass who tried to kill me, the a drunk, and now this wench)) So I'm much more skeptical about going over there because I don't really know Paul and seriously don't trust him.
I'm sure he's a wonderful person, when sober, but he likes to get drunk and smoke weed ((I hate drugs, thank you.)) So I'm not sure about going. But I do miss Sabbatha a lot, I've known her for damn near 8 years now. It's confusing... to say the least... So much has changed since I met her...
Her, me and a girl named Christine who used to be my friend were basically known as the Three Musketeers at our middle school. We could read each other like a book and acted almost exactly alike, except, I was more flirtatious. Sabbatha was more friendly and Christine was shy but she learned to be outspoken.
Christine moved away and found sex, has a baby girl now. Sabbatha found the gangs and I found a different road, one that still has yet to find an end. I'm more or less just hovering in limbo while I find myself. |
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You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is
the most free-spirited and adventurous. You
like camping, hiking, or interaction with other
people. Your a social butterfly, but not
because of your style, but because of your
willingness to communicate with everyone. You
probably have close friends who can rely on you
because you always seem to know whats going on
in the world. You love music and are
free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A
born leader and great explorer-dont ever
change-the world needs more people like you.
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You're Exotic Dancer Barbie. You have some moves,
and will do anything for a few bucks. Take it
off girl, but keep it PG-13 please.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven
albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
Your Personality type is the only type that would
like this cool online gothic Game:
www.life-blood.vze.com
What kind of girl are you?
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Tomboy
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You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like Diamonds in the Rough.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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| How to make a selene_locke |
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
5 parts silliness
3 parts ego |
Method:
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