do you ever go about the day and wander, how much am i missing out on. whats REALLY going on with all these people..or say"surly my problmes arn't that big"..and then, you hear about people and things, and things of the past and then you realize.

"damn, i was right'
and it just makes your night. like a good bath with some salts and stuff, or like a road trip, you feel good and refreshed, and you know whats going on.

i get those feelings alot, and then i get worried that it's all gonna crash back down. and someone new is gonna add me to their hit list, only i really did stop caring awhile back. so...it isn't gonna matter.

i wander along with some other girls, as to why you suddenly seem so eager to smile at the passing in the hall. it's not you, but once was.

i dunno. someimes youjsut hear about things and think. wow, my life is so smooth and dramaless. and that just makes your day. well, it has made my day. and i am ready to go.

buthe best thing is...when yer dad says "hey, i would rellylike to take you shopping, are you free for seattle this weekend?' yea, that's nice too.