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Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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19:28PM - It doesn't matter what you say, cause your disease is killing me...
Well, beginning Wedensday, my work schedule becomes a living hell. I have five straight days of getting up at five in the morning. I am not a morning person. And I hate my job. My mind is such a tornado of confusion anymore. Thoughts of Donnelle still linger in my head. It's like I have this Knight in Shining Armor dream going on all the time. She needs someone better than that ghetto-fuckhead asshole with whom she's hooked up. And it seems the few girls I've shown interest in have no interest in me. So that's kind of sucks too. The mood swings were gone for a couple weeks but they're back now. I'm back to doing nothing but watch movies, eat, sleep and go to work. My life is boring and unexciting and I want a new one. I need a new girlfriend. Having friends like Jim and Anton is good and all, but it's not the same as companionship from a woman. What I miss most is holding someone in my arms all night. That's one of the things I liked the most. I miss that. I want something like that back in my life. Having sex with Donnelle was nice and all, but it wasn't the most important thing. Do yinz understand any of this? I hope so. Why can't one little thing, anything, go my way right now? That's not asking too much.
current mood:  confused (fuck the hell out of me)
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0:01AM - Patriotism
"We'll put a boot in your ass it's the American way."
--Toby Keith--
current mood:  tired (fuck the hell out of me)
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