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Friday, May 23rd, 2003
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23:13PM - quote
"Good thoughts are no better than good dreams if you don't follow through."
--Emerson--
current mood:  tired (1 satisfied customer | fuck the hell out of me)
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20:11PM - I just can't find the words to describe...anything
You know, not too many people understand why I still want to be with Donnelle. But the thing is, I've liked her from the day I met her. The way I felt the first time I saw her is something I can't find the words to describe. It was weird and nice and surprising and made my stomach twist in knots all at the same time. That's something I'd never felt before. And I might never feel that again. I mean, I had never felt that in almost 26 years of my life until that point. I want her back and I would do anything to get her back. Having her back in my life means more to me than a better job, more money or a bigger apartment. I'm not saying having her back would make everything perfect, but it would make everything 100% better. I just wish I could find a way to convince her she'd be happier and better off with me. I can give and offer her so much and she chooses a LOSER over me. This is the one thing I want life to give me. Just this one thing.
current mood:  contemplative (fuck the hell out of me)
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17:49PM - check me out!
I'm ready to face the jury!
http://www.facethejury.com/profile.asp?user_name=johnnynova
current mood:  amused (fuck the hell out of me)
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17:20PM - boredboredbored
Work sucked a lot less than usual today... that's good... these 5:15 wake up times are really killing me... I can do without them foe sure... I bought a jug of Bacardi Hurricane today... that'll be fun to drink! Maybe I can get Stacy to drink with me... otherwise, nothing new... later...
"I'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit."
--Marilyn Manson--
current mood:  bouncy (fuck the hell out of me)
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