hey umm i kinda have an important question
i need some help since i lack experience
self mutilation is easy and fun so i decided that instead i should keep it in and i'll have a nice peircing
i wanted a Frenum ladder (probly about 5-6 in there)
so i decided to do one or 4 on my own
i had a T-shaped needle, i think i might skimmed it with my lighter a few times, and i jammed it thru. later that night i put on iodide, but that was the last time i did
the next day my penis was just cruising i washed it with water like 40 times and soaked it 2 (with table salt instead of like... the right salt) and i soaped it.
the next day it feel out, and 40 mins later i put it back in and all felt fine.. when i grabbed my skin to reinsert some coffee colored puss came out... like there was a red outline of where i shoved the needle thru and that area was harder then the rest and the skin was dry as hell.
later the peircing re fell out..
the next day(12 hours later) i stuck a new needle in alc and washed it made sure it was clean and all and took precautions and put it thru, but it kinda felt really irritated so i decided that i might make this a serious prob so i took it out
right now it feels totally fine unless i touch it to wash it...
so now i'm wondering if i should put a 14g barbell thru it and get some cleaning material and let it heal. or maybe just let this one close up and all. or what should i do???