u stole my boot2: *does the hokie pokie* Did you know that global warming is killing the penguins? Stridermatt33: that is a shame. i wanted to be a penguin when i grew up
It's been a long day living with this It's been a long time since I felt so sick I took a long walk straight back home I could've walked back to San Francisco I used to long for time alone I used to long for a place of my own now I'm losing faith in everything I'm lost, so lost, i'm lost at sea, you'll see
I used to long for broken bones I used to long for a casket to call my own I never had a problem facing fear but I'm done, over and out my dear and
Oh mercy me God bless catastrophe There's no way in hell We'll ever live to see through this so Drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)
It's been a long day living with this It's been a long time since I felt so sick I took a long walk straight back home I could've walked back to Chicago I used to long for time alone I used to long for a place of my own and I've lost faith in everything I'm lost, so lost, I'm lost without you
Oh mercy me God bless catastrophe There's no way in hell We'll ever live to see through this so Drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)
So drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)
^^I can't get this song out of my head. I love it. I think the music video is lovely and one of a kind.
No one is on tonight. But, then again it is a Friday night and as usual I'm sitting home alone. Well, sort of sitting outside with nothing but a zipper hoodie. Can you say freezing? Why yes you can.
I was going to write about something, but I forgot what it was.
So I guess there are two ways to look at it. I get criticized...and I can use it for the good, or I can let is get on my nerves. Though, I tend to take the course of plan B. My aunt if up from Florida and that means that my mother and her pick out what's wrong with me (and believe me, I do enough of that on my own.) It's either I smell, I'm lazy, or I'm just plain..not pretty? Rawr. I don't care what they think. My self esteem is low, yes. But fuuuuck them. I shalln't live up to anyone's standards other than my own. (but that is pretty sad because my standards are...shit let's say?) My fingers are cold. I really wish I had internet. I am shivering and my fingers are numb. But I just finished taking an online quiz for science and I guess it's my own fault I'm still out here.
I like live journal for this soul reason: 1- I type faster than I write 2- It helps me think beyond things and makes me have revelations.
You know what I hate? Health projects conceringing mental disorders. It causes me to think I have the mental disorder itself. Maybe I do have an anxiety problem? Aside from one or two synmptoms...I have them all. You know ever since I was 11 I have been living with humans with this disorder? Maybe it has rubbed off on me? I hope not. I think of this thing as a plague, never getting rid of it, and never haveing a somewhat normal mindset anymore. RAWR. I hate my brain. Or the way it is functioning. I draw a lot of blanks when I am talking, I can't remember too much. Well, I can't tell if I black out, or I just can't remember. It's really fucked up. I'll let the dog into the house, but I won't rember it, but somehow I must have. UYHNJISFMifudjgmklsfdguyhjgfsdigunjmsdafidsnhkgjmasdgf
I feel like I have cotton balls stuck in my brain and I can feel it not working.
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