Powler
Follafoss, Nord-Trondelag, Norway
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Jul 30 @ 2:39am 
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May 21 @ 10:35am 
i met this guy on cs acouple of years ago and we got along pretty good so we became friends... last year i went to his home and met the guy and it was chill af first.... watched some one piece and played some cs2.... then suddently his gay friend came over and i got forced to watch him and his gay friend have nasty homosexual fisting action on sofa...... i wanted to die...... i cant get the pictures out of my head...... gonna blow my head of with shotgun now ....:PEAKthink:
May 14 @ 11:59am 
I've had a real mixed bag. My wife, the first person I ever told was a real rock. A victim of CSA herself she told me what helped her heal and what felt.good.but didn't help in the long term. It was amazing.

My family and a former friend.... A lot less so. One prize response was "well aren't you bi, so didn't you enjoy it?" No, weirdly enough I didn't because I was an eight year old.child and he was a grown man. The rest of it was the normal minimising CSA victims get " but it was so long ago" & "why didn't you say anything" and so on. I didn't notice anyone going down the "less of a man" route but I've had to deal with people treating me like that for my whole life so it's just the same old boring background radiation at this point, toxic but it sure as hell isn't gonna kill me.
May 14 @ 11:57am 
I opened up about it during a conversation about harassment with two woman friends of mine, and one of them replied, "She probably just liked you, I harass guys I like all the time." Then mocking the men shed harassed: "aah, get awaaay from me!" And then continuing to talk with another woman about times they'd been harassed (which also sucks but... wtf)

I've never been so close to crying in public. And I never told them anything again. Actually, come to think of it, that was the last time I opened up to a woman who wasn't my mother about anything.