If i were to die
id die alone
with no one
not even a soul to see
the pain id put myself through
id cut myself open
finally expose the truth
let the light
that had been hidden inside
finally shine through
tears would run down my face
as i remember all the things i didnt do
but a smile would appear
when i remembered id be leaving
all the cruel things you did do
do to me
but the pain you put me through
would be nothing
compared to the things
id put myself through
pain no one else understands
pain only felt by me
pain that would never leave
pain that would grip me
choke me until i would not longer bleed