dear everyone that i have ever wroten off in my life,

dear boy that made me shake and sweat and stutter,
thank you for making me realize that there are people in the world who think that they're better than everyone else. thanks for letting me know how a broken heart feels and for making me feel like i didn't deserve a low life like you.

dear old friend that i used to drink smirnoff with at work,
thank you for making me realize that true friends are hard to find. and the only permanent people in anybody's world half of the time is usually just family...and some people don't even have that. thanks for making me feel like one of the most beautiful things that could ever have happened to me such as having a baby was one of the worst thing's that could have ever of occured. thank you for making me appreciate what is real in my life.

dear one night stand,
i'm sorry, i didn't mean to be bitch. i didn't mean to be a whore. i didn't mean to make you my sin. i am no sinner. i hope to God you know that she is not yours.

dear valentine,
you disgust me. i hate your guts.

dear dirt from the night of the skirt,
you are just a boy that i kissed, nothing more.

dear me,
i miss you.