My Current Happiness.

Well, good news is, I think I can use the computer now and not instantly get a headache/nauseated! ^^

Bad new is, I'm extremely lonely and it's causing me to have the strangest dreams. So strange, that my dream self KNOWS I am asleep and goes off in search of the person from my previous dream so I can feel loved and cared for again before I wake up. :/


Anyway, plans to move are once again on a roll. This time, though, I am positive that the people are reliable enough to follow through with said plans. If things go smoothly, I shall be living in grand ol' New York by September/October. ^^
Let's just hope I can save enough money to cover my share by then. I don't know what I'll do if I don't have enough! I'll continue looking for a job, too, because even if I only work for a month, I will earn far more than what I would receive on unemployment payments alone.


I finally have been able to buy some products from The Face Shop. Let me tell you, the Koreans are miracle workers. They know how to make things that work! I don't know if I'll have any extra money anytime soon to try out more things, but I definitely hope so. I currently am in love with their White Tree line, it really helps clear up my post acne red marks and even keeps current breakouts under serious control. Also, their Quick & Clean Blemish Balm Cream is to die for. I'm able to wear FAR less makeup than I normally do with this stuff. Also, since I spent over a certain amount of money at the shop, I was able to choose a free gift, which I chose a body firming cream that smells and feels amazing. The biggest surprise of all was when I was expecting sample sizes of the free gift, the clerk walked to the shelf, picked up a full size product, and plopped it into my bag. I was O_O but it was very awesome. I also received a handful of random samples. I've tried American brands, hand made organics, and Japanese products but so far, I'm loving Korean products the best of all. I've found a new favorite skin care line. <3


For some reason, I feel extremely motivated by this following commercial, mostly at about 5:25 when the song starts. It's a great "story" and the song is inspirational. By the way, off topic, but Junsu-sshi (main male vocalist - far left in above picture) is wonderful in this video. Him and BoA sound great together. ^^
I feel so happy with this commercial and want to pick up my singing again. I can't sing here, though, and it makes me somewhat depressed. Singing makes me happy but I cannot do it. Not here. I can't even laugh here! But that's beside the point. I just want to sing again!!




I also want to get in shape. I'm by no means overweight or anything, not at all. I'm just...jiggly. XD It's so hard for me to exercise, though, because of my asthma. Sometimes it even kicks in just by walking! x_x
What I would really like to do to get into shape is dance. I want to take dance classes because dancing is so much fun! I remember being on the dance team when I was in school and I'd always dance around the house back when I was with my parents (and they weren't fighting x_x) Maybe if/when I have extra money after I move out, I'll enroll in a class somewhere.


Well, it's almost midnight, so I should go wash my face and get into bed before I get carried away and stay up til who knows when. Good night. <3