&KISSME,MISTER;

Wearing your rockstar sunglasses

she could make alone look pretty

VICTORIA ELIZABETH PAXSON
scream it; tory... tor... london... tootsie...
of the; femme fatale variety
reaching for the clouds; 5’4
celebrate annually; nov. 1
shampoos as; brunette
feel alive with; JAMES LUIS MACDONALD
rawk in; boothbay scene
dream; if i could write a word or two to move you...
insult of the time period; reject &/or wanker
moshes to; anything with a beat. [period.]

CONTACT

[email]
[AIM]
[myspace]

THE GIRL

hello. i'm a girl who's in love with a boy. [& i like it that way]. i don't like uppercase but i'm a nut about proper grammar. i'd rather use the ampersand [&] over the word "and" anyday. i like umbrellas, writing things in dust, & things that are oddly shaped. sometimes i am small & sometimes i expand across the universe. i'm silly, tempermental & i know how to get underneath your skin. i'm a contrast & i like black & white pictures with dabs of color. i like to party, but i'm not an animal. i'm pretty straight edge, & i have respect for people that are completely straight edge, but if you aren't that's cool too. i like dancing like a drunk & writing random lines of poetry. no one really gets me. i'm a changer. i don't like being ignored & i don't mind being alone. i can flip my tongue over & i whistle by breathing in instead of out. i'm rad, i'm cool, & i'm probably better than you. & someday, i'll make sense. only today is not that day. i like believing in people, especially when they don't believe in themselves. i bet i'm more immature than you, & i bet you're jealous. sometimes i like to dance on my roof at midnight in my skivies. if you put any type object in front of me i will bite, touch, chew on, play, fidget, putter, tinker, toy, trifle, twiddle, meddle, mess, tamper, break or fiddle with it. you may call me fiddle, for i am the fiddle queen.

LOVE

JAMES MACDONALD. i don't like him, i love him. okay? okay. that's just the way it is. & you know what? i wouldn't have it any other way.

THIS IS LOVE. SIMPLE, YET SO COMPLICATED A FEELING.

4 a.m. we ran the miracle mile
we're flat broke,
but hey we do it in style

let's destroy each other. 'cause we're too cool for love lines, soft kisses over cheap wine. smoke me baby like your last cigarette, whisper to me, say you'll never forget. could you break my heart a little more? shove my body up against yours & kiss me like you mean it? anything worth a taste burns as it goes down.

she called last night still waiting for a reply. this static contact is pulling us apart. please hang on tight, i'll see you through the night. you have me still be because i'm breathing, although it has slowed down. please don't cry because i'm leaving. i hope i see you soon. exchange the sunshine for brown eyes and dark skies, replace this dull life with you. i know it's tomorrow, she's waiting for something to feel alive.

this whole damn world can fall apart
you'll be ok follow your heart
you're in harms way, i'm right behind
now say you're mine
you've got the music in you

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for the sole use of livejournal only

don't let go i feel the music in you, one dance left this world is going to pull through.

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[12 Jun 2005|10:24am]

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matched this layout to the one i put up on r0ckkk___starrr.
i like it better.

so harrrrrrrumph to you if you don't like it.
*sticks out tongue*

oh, i know, that was insanely mature of me.

-- ♥ tor

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[11 Jun 2005|10:12am]

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random journal.
it's for just, well, random things. it probably won't be exciting. maybe amusing, at best. add it up anyway, though, alright?

r0ckkk___starrr

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	[10 Jun 2005\|11:46am]
Was that sarcasm in my last entry?!?! I think it was sarcasm!! Oh my god, the verbal irony is killing me. SOMEONE, PLEASE, SHEILD MY EYES FROM THE SARCASM, IT'S BLINDING ME!
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angst anyone?	[10 Jun 2005\|11:44am]
In any case, go buy a life. It'll make you feel better. --I hear Wal Mart is having a great sale this week. this is my 'i-really-cannot-stand-you-go-die-kthnxbye'.
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	[10 Jun 2005\|11:41am]
you just smiled like a bankteller. but instead of 'have a nice day'... it was 'have a nice life.'
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	[10 Jun 2005\|11:34am]
and sometimes i get dressed up like tonight's my final night alive, and i know i'm not beautiful but pretending is how i survive on bread alone when i'm at home and listening to you smile. grinning at the stars will keep me busy for awhile. summer is coming. i can feel it. shuts eyes and tries to 'feel it' ... okay, maybe not.
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yo quiro taco bell!	[10 Jun 2005\|11:33am]
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!
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sticks and stones	[07 Jun 2005\|04:42pm]
absolutle last update: sticks and stones may break her bones... but rude, snide comments about her weight could make her starve herself. just think about it...
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ghostlight

[07 Jun 2005|04:18pm]

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alrightalrightalright.. last entry for today. [maybe]

found @ http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=ghostlight&mode=full :
"If you hate him, you probably took him seriously when he was just joking.
If you like him, you probably thought he was joking when he was being serious.

If you heard a rumour about ghostlight, it's true - tell it to a friend."

not sure how i found this guy, but he made my day.
somebody else go to his userprofile and find as much joy in it as i did.

:P

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[07 Jun 2005|03:59pm]

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i need to get internet in my room.
-- that way people can IM me at 2am & say, ' hey, what're you doing? wanna come over for s'mores & maybe a little of the old monopoly?'

gosh - where did all the crazy night owls go?

ps - oh yeah: sorry about the overload of updates. *blushes* life gets a wee bit silly @ times. :D

pps [or pss, i'm not sure. though that one sounds remotely like 'PSSST!!!! PASS THE GREENBEANS!']
i didn't know there was a Michigan International Gay Rodeo Association.
...
*this is where you insert the punchline*

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heed this...	[07 Jun 2005\|03:55pm]
just a warning: i'm not 100% sure, but there's a chance i may kill someone before the week is out. send me flowers & it probably wont be you! [yeah, i pretty much just want flowers.]
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	[07 Jun 2005\|03:49pm]
clickyclicky probably not for you die-hard republicans out there. but hey - if you know how to laugh at yourself [and silly presidents], then please, by all means, clickyclicky. :D
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ice, anyone?	[07 Jun 2005\|03:43pm]
i just noticed something: -- everything about this year has been kind of like slamming my hand in a drawer over and over again. ahh, the repitition.
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just you wait	[07 Jun 2005\|03:37pm]
i haven't murdered anyone yet today. --but it's early yet.
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never let go jack	[04 Jun 2005\|08:54pm]
& in the dream you held a gun; you killed off all who hurt you & left me there, the only one who would not dare desert you
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it's not how it looks.	[04 Jun 2005\|11:36am]
somebody said she was beautiful. somebody told her she wasn't enough. someone please tell her it's not how it looks. oh, it's not how it looks. -- ♥ tor
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positions open	[02 Jun 2005\|03:38pm]
okay - i am now taking applications for a 'new boy bestfriend'. must be gay [so the boyfriend doesn't worry. blows kiss], literate [ a very good starting place]. must like live rock shows, being goofy, & giving hugs. raunchy / inappropriate humor is a plus. NICE BOYS NEED NOT APPLY. LOCAL TO BOOTHBAY AREA ONLY. help, anyone?
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This photograph, I'll carry to my grave

[01 Jun 2005|08:46pm]

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( I never lost so much as I did that day Collapse )

-- ♥ tor
I think I thought, but I can't remember to forget.

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	[29 May 2005\|11:58pm]
Hey you: Let's go lay in the grass and have tickle fights, even though I hate to be tickled. And let's play with squirt guns and spray eachother with the hose, even though we're far too old for the sort of thing. Let's sleep until noon and stay up until three, every day. Let's drive around all night with the windows down. We'll pretend gas isn't $3.00 a gallon and that the air blowing in the windows isn't cold. Let's take all the blankets off your bed and take naps in the afternoons. We'll wrap ourselves up in sheets. It'll be good. Let's eat ice cream, but not regular ice cream because neither of us is a big fan of it, let's get soy ice cream. Who says you need solid foods anymore? And let's dance on the asfault streets and listen to music way too loud. Not because we have anyone to impress, but because we're free. And let's talk about secrets and make pinky promises. LET'S CLIMB TREES! And I wont have school, so when you are at work I'll go to your house and do your laundry and dishes, and I'll even make you bed, so you wont have to worry about it tomorrow. I'll even make you lunches or breakfasts or dinners, even though we all know I cant cook. And if you wont mind, I'll come over in the mornings and crawl in bed with you to wake you up. I hope you'll want to spend time with me. Because I want to spend time with you.
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ready to go	[29 May 2005\|11:48pm]
they say california is a recipe for a black hole and i say i've got my best dress on i'm ready to go -- ♥ tor
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