hey trevor
as you are  driving
to your self destruction
you must be wondering
what am i doing
at 3am in your apartment
so inconveniently away from the city
were we once floundered our dreams
titillatingly without regards to reality
i just wonder
how come you are still here
and i am not with you

hey trevor
wherever you are i must be leaving
i hope i'lll catch you one morning
or tomorrow, or so
i know there are things left unsaid
and probably will remain that way
but for now
hey trevor
i am here
i was here

in this lifetime
i am found
my love resounds
the universal grounds
of happiness
out of loneliness
the filling force
of bottomless wonders
i see through
i feel with you
let it stand
forever in my mind

there are memories that dont die
as easily as when they were made
like the sound of his laughter
the shaking of his eyes
the sun burned summer
and the april that lasted forever

nights together
drinks shared
foreign beers gone wrong
local brandys so strong
falcettos echoing the night
missing you like a morning out of sight

shes pretty congratulations ...

interlocked and entwined
limbs lost in arms
in translation
in progression
of desperate recession
of control over ...
everything

ornate symmetry
with bodies colliding
side by side
stride open wide
fulfilling
quenching
outbursts of impulse descending
over powerless struggle
of mind and mindless indulgence
falter
falter
lets indulge together

you requested
i played
you nodded
i gazed

so isn't it any wonder
that suddenly
everything's as clear as black and white
no multitude of colors
parading and bantering
like you lingering and i shivering
from your blue-eyed gaze
yes, now i am officially amazed