If you're havin' girl problems I feel bad for you son

why do i go back and forth between hating men than women? it makes me crazy. maybe i just hate everyone on a subconscious level...

It may be childish but I have a list of people who have wronged me and I will make sure that karma catches up. I can't help it, probably should let it go and be happy but some people are just that evil.

If it was legal they would already be dead.

that is all.

I am addicted again, revisiting the whole pam and jim story line in season 2 and 3. I love this show.

Its been a while since I've posted any pictures and as a woman I change my look quite often. Also my life has changed for the better. I am in a relationship with a wonderful man who seems to be the same person as me. I live at home again while I go to school for my Massage Licence and I am living with 4 cats. Yes, its a zoo.




Mike (new years)





Mike and I



My newest hair color



The original soul mate, Oliver.

On my way to class, I hate getting up so early. seriously hate it, but tuesdays and thursdays are pretty awesome because we trade massages. Its hard to hate school when you're going to massage school....

It is officially our while lives now, one giant ongoing conversation. I lived my whole life there. Thoughts were transferred from what am I thinking, let me process this to oh I should post that to facebook. I feel as if my thoughts have been on display for my peers for far too long that I have forgotten how I really feel.

its like well better censor my thoughts so that this person won't get pissed off. Since when did that become our main goal of life? We don't pay attention to our friends, our significant others, our jobs anymore, what we are doing in the world...

Facebook is our life now and we will do what lord zuckerburg tells us.

(I stole that from the oatmeal)

I have disabled my facebook and been free from stalking, check-ins and status updates for over a week and let me tell you its been hard. It gets into your head and you start to think like the facebook. I've been tempted many a time to go back.. I mean it even calls to you like a dying soldier when you try to leave "but so and so will miss you!" displaying any random picture you two might have together.

It is like crack, daring you to one more taste. And you know what? i'm done chasing the dragon.

wearing red high heels and black panties.

I have been loosing my shit all afternoon after hearing of Dr. Tiller's death. I am so frustrated and saddened by this loss. I really don't know what to do with myself right now. The hypocrisy is over-whelming, need I say why; a doctor who performs abortions was killed...

This hits so close to home, I'm crying inside for all the women who will need his help and won't be able to receive it.

This is a horrifying part of the world we live in today, people can kill each other if they disagree with what the other is doing.

What I want to know is how a person can call themselves "pro-life" and be ok with this act, not only that but the death penalty and war. People call these just causes because their religion (usually Christianity) gives them just cause to make it OK. but Christianity is just belief, not law, and Church and state should stay separate, so how do the two get intertwined? even the founding fathers had stated that it should NOT be part of the government, and they wrote the original laws!

I'm sick of christanity running the country where 16% of the population do not believe in god. Isn't the government supposed to represent the country??

That in high school everyone use to call me "crazy bitch nicole"

i hate high school, i really do. I hope all those christian mother fuckers burn in hell for the hypocritical non-Christian ways.

I fucking hate christians. fuck you all.