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Posted on April 25, 2010 @ 10:41 am
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have no written this in a longggggglonglong time. so basically i have a boyfriend :) one i ACTUALLY LIKE and i am so very happy! work is sucking even more since the store moved across the parking lot. i hate all the new people there except maybe one or two. i HATEHATEHATE fortune because she looks like a praying mantis and i just want to smack her. kerri got fired for being retarded and tried to save her ass by throwing me vinny and rich under the bus, so we are no longer friends. school is school. this semester was a little better and i absolutely hate the nursing program at farmingdale. i dont want to be a nurse anymore becasue of that stupid place but im giving it until next semester when all the real stuff happens, not this INTRO TO NURSING 110 AND 111 shit where you have to read stories about your life to 20 people and they have comment on it. other than that school this semester is basically a joke minus a&p2 which im basically screwed for but oh well. haha. i cant cant cant wait until summer its probably the only thing keeping me sane at this point and knowing it will be warm eventually and tara is coming home in 2 weeks :)
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Posted on November 01, 2009 @ 9:15 pm
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halloween fucking sucked. probably because my friends suck but i dont have any friends so i dont have anything to blame it on i guess.
everything is so different, seriously. i cant even rely on people who i used to think i can rely on. and i just want to go away forever and never talk to anyone again.
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Posted on October 15, 2009 @ 12:34 pm
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so college isnt amazing, but it isnt horrible either. its kind of boring.  No one does anything anymore and  that kind of sucks. ive been working a lot lately and i think its affecting my grades in school. i have my bone practical and anatomy test next week. im so screwed. seriously. tomorrow im going to a show at the  crazy donkey to see THE RED LIGHTS play again lmao. i think im going alone though because no one wants to go with me whatever i dont care though.
i have realized boys arent worth my time. i hate them i hate them i hate them :). i should just become a lesbian or something, seriously. im sick of these dissapointments.
on a better note im going to six flags with melissa on the 24th and im realllllllllllllllllllllllly excited! and halloween is soon!
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Posted on September 19, 2009 @ 11:17 am
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i just realized that the most exciting  thing that i have done since school started was going to a bar in queens last weekend with people from work to see dave and john play. it was fun because they are crazy and by 5am everyone was delrious talking about random stuff? haha and me and ker didnt go home until 730ish. i need more nights like that
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Posted on September 19, 2009 @ 11:10 am
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oh college college college. its not that bad but noit that great either. i absolutely hate my nursing class but whats new. i wish i went away to school because it really sucks here, like i dont even want to go out anymore at all
but i lovelovelove this weather<3
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Posted on September 05, 2009 @ 11:59 pm
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well i have officially survived my first week of college and i have so much to do and no time because of a little thingcalled work. awesome. im so sick of this fake town and  these fake people and i just want to meet new awesome people but it doesnt seem like that will be happening because although college is by far better than high school.. it still sucks balls.
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Posted on August 10, 2009 @ 12:39 pm
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i really can't do this anymore
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Posted on August 04, 2009 @ 1:30 am
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im sick of this fucking shit. i cant fucking wait til college where i wont have to deal with anyone ever fucking again.
IM DONE.
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Posted on July 25, 2009 @ 12:53 pm
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so things are going from bad to worse with this situation. i dont really know how to handle this and i should probably talk to you but i dont think itsfair that i have to initiate the conversations as usual when you know you did something wrong.

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Posted on July 19, 2009 @ 10:11 am
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im so mad at myself for letting this happen
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Posted on July 17, 2009 @ 10:32 am
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it's finally getting hotter out. this summer is acutally going really good and i don't want it to end :(. i don't want to go to farmingdale because basically im going to hate it there.
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Posted on July 01, 2009 @ 4:54 pm
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i fucking hate boys so much. im so fucking stupid. im done. i really cant take this. i hate feeling like this.
fucking asshole
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Posted on June 28, 2009 @ 6:30 pm
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what am i doing?
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Posted on June 23, 2009 @ 11:07 am
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i graduated! finally! and  the best part is i didnt fall in my 12 inch heels. lmao. my feet were killing me so bad by the end of the day though but whatever, physics regents tomorrow and then i am officially done with high school. im def failing this i have no will power to study i really just cant.
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Posted on June 22, 2009 @ 1:39 am
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i havent wanted to cry this bad in so long.
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Posted on June 19, 2009 @ 8:58 am
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i think this summer will be amazing. :)


<3
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Posted on June 12, 2009 @ 4:11 pm
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today was the last day of high school and being a senior. i was actually really sad about it. but im also really happy this is the start of the rest of my life.
seniors 09,<3
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Posted on June 10, 2009 @ 3:12 pm
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wildwood was AMAZING it was so insane i cant even deal. now back to reality and this is the last week of high school. forever. ah.
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Posted on June 03, 2009 @ 8:27 pm
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wildwood in three days!
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Posted on May 19, 2009 @ 6:04 pm
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there is almost no more high school left and that excites and scares me a lot. i am almost done with this senior paper and it was so easy to do. i love ms santos shes so funny.
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