2ThineOwnZelphBeTrue
u/2ThineOwnZelphBeTrue
“I guess my brain still believes I have to earn love by chasing people who withhold it. Like if I finally convince someone distant and disinterested to love me, it’ll undo all of that.”
Oof. This hits hard. And all the therapy and growth and self-awareness and grieving and courage doesn’t seem to fix it. But you know what WOULD fix it?
If the girl I loved. . . loved me back.
Boom. Problem solved. I do love myself. Got a lot to offer. I have ridiculously high standards for emotional and physical attraction. Just some requited love, Universe. That’s all I’m looking for here.