And try to get to You

eh last few days we went to PD ( we being half of 5g ganG! ) and PD rocked ! we had an unforgettable kickstart to our journey which began with replacing wai bin's punctured tyre with a spare one.. haha..

then shortly after our arrival, we went to some sandy area by the seaside to play football ( with only ONE goal post !) and it was a fun game, altho bloody painful cos we had to run barefooted on those tiny rocks, etc... i believe most of us sustained some minor feet injuries..

after dat we took a dip in da pool to play monkey... it was a stupid game lah, i was a monkey through out the whole game T.T altho i did one damn, DAMN nice interception hahaha, but the ball sum1 else curi from me pulaks.. nevertheless it was an exciting activity of cos !

we then had bbq for dinner, which i must say a big thanks to shawn's mum !! for preparing all the food ... the bbq was lovely, but by the end of it all of us were having sorethroats adi haha ! lucky tj smart, buy strepsils xD

the next day we went to the beach... there was kayaking and bullying small fishies, and overall it was kinda fun. we ate at a seafood restaurant for dinner and the food was simple yet satisfying =)

oh yeah, did i mention on dat morning we ahd a quick birthday party celebration for shawn? there was spraying snow flakes and also creative writing on da beach to surprise dat bday boy... well.. elie and xf wrote it haha..

the next day, it was time for us to retreat home.. kinda sad =( many people were beginning to fall ill, it seems our malicious menu over the past few days are starting to show their side effects... anyway we had kajang satay on da way home( thanks shawn ro xf, whoever recommended dat great place to eat !) ..

(btw, pics aint wif me yet, so visit class blog or xf's blog for some cool pics! )

the next 3 days i spent it at lumut ( near pangkor island ) wif my family, but i was missing PD still actualli haha... didnt do much at lumut, basically we just hang around and did alot of swimming, relaxing, etc.. the seafood on da 1st nite was absolutely FANTASTIC !!! 10 different dishes haha, most of it were brand new and unique dishes to my taste buds... enjoyed it lots...

and yday we went to mun yee's house to celebrate christmas countdown.. we basically just hang around and chat onli la, but it was still great fun.. thanks mun yee for always being a nice host !! xD and thanks everyone who gave us all a great time too.. =)

anyway, DAMN ! too much holidays = too much junk food = diarrhoea T.T been visiting da toilet countless times since i came back from lumut... sad sad, wish it wud go away fast T.T

Just so you Know

by Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

Secrets you can't Deny

I was searching for SK Sri Sedaya through Google map and guess what did I accidentally stumble upon ? And to think that this is from Google xD

What The Modern Woman Wants

By Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta
convertible as it careened down the highway, clutching
tightly to the plastic bag on her lap, afraid it may
be kidnapped by the wind. She was not used to such
speed, with trembling hands she pulled the seatbelt
tighter but was careful not to touch the patent
leather seats with her callused fingers, her daughter
had warned her not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show
very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her
sleek silver mobile phone using big words the old
woman could barely understand. 'Finance' 'Liquidation'
'Assets' 'Investments'... Her voice was crisp and
important and had an unfamiliar lilt to it. Her Bee
Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on
television. She was speaking in an American accent.

The old lady clucked her tongue in disapproval.
'I absolutely cannot have this. We have to sell!' Her
daughter exclaimed agitatedly as she stepped on the accelerator; her
perfectly manicured fingernails gripping onto the steering wheel in
irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as she
clicked the phone shut and hurled it angrily toward
the backseat.
The mobile phone hit the old woman on the forehead and
nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly picked it
up and handed it to her daughter.

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing the American pretence
and switching to Mandarin. 'I have a big client in
America. There have been a lot of problems.'
The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big
and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear view
window, wondering what she was thinking. Her mother's
wrinkled countenance always carried the same cryptic
look.

The phone began to ring again, an artificially
cheerful digital tune, which broke the awkward
silence.
'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.' Elaine. The
old woman cringed. I didn't name her Elaine. She
remembered her daughter telling her, how an English
name was very important for 'networking', Chinese ones
being easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to
take the ancient relic to the temple for her weird
daily prayer ritual.'

Ancient Relic. The old woman understood perfectly it
was referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that
her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.

'Yes, I know! My car seats will be reeking of joss
sticks!'
The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her hands
gripping her plastic bag in defence.
The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It
looked almost garish next to the dull sheen of the
ageing temple's roof. The old woman got out of the
back seat, and made her unhurried way to the main
hall.

Her daughter stepped out of the car in her business
suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she
made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside. I have an important phone call
to make,' she said, not bothering to hide her disgust
at the pungent fumes of incense.

The old lady hobbled into the temple hall and lit a
joss stick, she knelt down solemnly and whispered her
now familiar daily prayer to the Gods.

Thank you God of the Sky, you have given my daughter
luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you
have given her. She has everything a young woman in
this world could possibly want. She has a big house
with a swimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is
too clumsy to sew or cook.

Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a
rich and handsome angmoh man. Her company is now the
top financial firm and even men listen to what she
says. She lives the perfect life. You have given her
everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be
merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while
reaping the harvest of success.

What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to
me. She gives me a room in her big house and provides
well for me. She is rude to me only because I affect
her happiness. A young woman does not want to be
hindered by her old mother. It is my fault.

The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in
her eyes. Finally, with her head bowed in reverence
she planted the half-burnt joss stick into an urn of smouldering
ashes.

She bowed once more.
The old woman had been praying for her daughter for
thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a
melon, she came to the temple and prayed that it was a
son.

Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped out of her
womb, bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink
cheeks, but unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had
kicked and punched her for producing a useless baby
who could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her
new-born girl tied to her waist in a sarong and prayed
that her daughter would grow up and have everything
she ever wanted. Her husband left her and she prayed
that her daughter would never have to depend on a man.

She prayed every day that her daughter would be a
great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated,
could never become. A woman with nengkan; the ability
to do anything she set her mind to. A woman who
commanded respect in the hearts of men. When she
opened her mouth to speak, precious pearls would fall
out and men would listen.

She will not be like me, the woman prayed as she
watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her,
speaking a language she scarcely understood. She
watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl, to
one who openly defied her, calling her laotu;
old-fashioned. She wanted her mother to be 'modern', a
word so new there was no Chinese word for it.

Now her daughter was too clever for her and the old
woman wondered why she had prayed like that. The gods
had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the
wealth and success that poured forth so richly had
buried the girl's roots and now she stood, faceless,
with no identity, bound to the soil of her ancestors
by only a string of origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's values. Her
wants were so ephemeral; that of a modern woman.
Power, Wealth, access to the best fashion boutiques,
and yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The
old woman knew that you could find happiness with much
less. When her daughter left the earth everything she
had would count for nothing. People would look to her
legacy and say that she was a great woman, but she
would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like the
ashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all
her big hopes and prayers for her daughter; now she
had only one want: That her daughter be happy. She
looked out of the temple gate. She saw her daughter
speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger
and worry. Being at the top is not good, the woman
thought, there is only one way to go from there -
down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and
spread out a packet of beehoon in front of the altar.
Her daughter often mocked her for worshipping
porcelain Gods. How could she pray to them so
faithfully and expect pieces of ceramic to fly to her
aid? But her daughter had her own gods too, idols of
wealth, success and power that she was enslaved to and worshipped
every day of her life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she worshipped
counted for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter had would
slowly suck the life out of her and leave her, an empty soulless shell
at the altar.

The old lady watched her joss tick. The dull heat had
left a teetering grey stem that was on the danger of collapsing.
Modern woman nowadays, the old lady sighed in
resignation, as she bowed to the east one final time
to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadays want so much
that they lose their souls and wonder why they cannot
find it.

Her joss stick disintegrated into a soft grey powder.
She met her daughter outside the temple, the same look
of worry and frustration was etched on her daughter's
face. An empty expression, as if she was ploughing
through the soil of her wants looking for the one
thing that would sow the seeds of happiness.

They climbed into the convertible in silence and her
daughter drove along the highway, this time not as
fast as she had done before.

'Ma,' Bee Choo finally said. 'I don't know how to put
this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we
plan to move out of the big house. The property market
is good now, and we managed to get a buyer willing to
pay seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a
cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect
one in Orchard Road. Once we move in to our apartment
we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can have more
space to ourselves...'

The old woman nodded knowingly.
Bee Choo swallowed hard. 'We'd get someone to come in
to do the housework and we can eat out - but once the
maid is gone, there won't be anyone to look after you.
You will be awfully lonely at home and, besides that,
the apartment is rather small. There won't be space.
We thought about it for a long time, and we decided
the best thing for you is if you moved to a Home.
There's one near Hougang - it's a Christian home, a very
nice one.'

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow. 'I've been
there, the matron is willing to take you in. It's
beautiful with gardens and lots of old people to keep
you company! I hardly have time for you, you'd be
happier there.'

'You'd be happier there, really.' Her daughter
repeated as if to affirm herself.
This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food
offerings to cling tightly to; she bit her lip and
fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect her
from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk
deep into the leather seat, letting her shoulders sag,
and her fingers trace the white seat.

'Ma?' her daughter asked, searching the rear view
window for her mother. 'Is everything okay?'
What had to be done, had to be done. 'Yes,' she said
firmly, louder than she intended, 'if it will make you
happy,' she added more quietly.

'It's for you, Ma! You'll be happier there. You can
move there tomorrow, I already got the maid to pack
your things.' Elaine said triumphantly, mentally
ticking yet another item off her agenda.

'I knew everything would be fine.'

Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps
getting rid of her mother would make her happier. She
had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance in
her pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had
everything a modern woman ever wanted; Money, Status,
Career, Love,Power and now, Freedom, without her
mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down...

Yes, she was free. Her phone buzzed urgently, she
picked it up and read the message, still beaming from
ear to ear. 'Stocks 10% increase!'

Yes, things were definitely beginning to look up for
her...
And while searching for the meaning of life in the
luminance of her hand phone screen, the old woman in
the backseat became invisible, and she did not see the tears.

With downcast Eyes

ok.. streamyx is lagging when its off work hours now... something must be going wrong. the onli time when its smooth is during work hours, and even then my line is quite unstable bcos ive recently just "downgraded" to wireless connection..

so cant really play dota haha, which may or may not be a good thing xD

today spent more than 2 hours playing guitar wif andy... he's my guitar coach xD thanks andy xD

oh yea if anyone wanna get a guitar, dun bother visiting endah parade's musical shop... the owner there is a conman, he has already ripped me off my rm 280... damn... he sold that guitar to me for more than double its market value, with and outrageously marked up starting price..

bcos of him i had to fork out another 250 for a new guitar (from smewhere else la this time), damn !

But nothing seemed to Change

tagged by Joey 3 months ago.. now onli found out >.<
quite lame lar this tag haha...

LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Ng Wei Ping
Birth Date : 27/04/1989
Current Status : single and available
Eye Colour : black
Hair Colour : black but wish i was blonde
Right or left : Right

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : erm.. wats dis ? o_O
My Fears : Girls ? hahaha.. xD
My weaknesses : Damn alot la.. duwan say T.T
My Perfect Pizza : hawaiian stuffed crust with extra cheese xD

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : Sleep somemore lar..
My bedtime : anytime pun boleh tidur xD
My most missed memory: childhood and secondary.. nostalgic T.T

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or coke : Pepsi
Single or group dates : See who lar haha...
Adidas or Nike : Dun like both
Tea or Nestea : teh o' ais best !
Chocolate or Vanilla : CHOCOLATE !!! xD
Cappuccino or Coffee : Never try Cappucino before... >.<

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : Can't leh, i got asthma...
Curse : always kena condemned by someone haha.. T.T
Take a shower : OF COZ LA !
Have a crush : Last time sure got before la...
Think you've been in love : Yeah... once xD
Go to school : Yeah, College = School
Want to get married : Definitely want kids
Believe in yourself : yes, this is a must to survive..
Think you're a health freak : I'm very unhealthy wan wor xD

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : kena forced to drink whisky by ex-employer T.T
Gone to the mall : duh !
Been on stage : Nope >.<
Eaten sushi : yeah, yummy! xD
Dyed your hair : Which hair ? Nyek nyek nyek..

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : Wish i had, hahahah !
Changed who you were to fit in : contemplated before but its just too pathetic lar..

LAYER 8 : AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To be married : before 30 would be perfct

LAYER 9 : IN A GURL..Best eye colour : Depends
Best hair colour : Depends
Short hair or long hair : Depends

LAYER 10 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : Typing this lar -_-
Hour ago : Played dota wif tj n lost. I'm quitting it... again xD
1 day ago : can't remember
1 month ago : amnesia, forgot..
Year ago : who cares... xD

LAYER 11 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : damn alot of things
I feel : damn lifeless now
I hate : selfish people
I hide : my desires
I miss : my childhood
I need : a time machine

LAYER 12 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
elie
xiao foong
teng jian

Even cold November Rain

There is no mystery to happiness.

Unhappy men are all alike. Some wound they suffered long ago, some wish denied, some blow to pride, some kindling spark of love put out by scorn – or worse, indifference – cleaves to them, or they to it, and so they live each day within a shroud of yesterdays. The happy man does not look back. He doesn’t look ahead. He lives in the present.

But there’s the rub. The present can never deliver one thing: meaning. The ways of happiness and meaning are not the same. To find happiness, a man need only live in the moment; he need only live for the moment. But if he wants meaning – the meaning of his dreams, his secrets, his life – a man must reinhabit his past, however dark, and live for the future, however uncertain. Thus nature dangles happiness and meaning before us all, insisting only that we choose between them.

- The Interpretation of Murder, Jed Rubenfeld

'Cause you're Unforgiven, too

You always do what you want to do. This is true with every act. You may say that you had to do something, or that you were forced to, but actually, whatever you do, you do by choice. Only you have the power to choose for yourself.

Wherever you Are

im currently in my fren's house in puchong to do assignment ( luckily din get lost on da way xD ) ... they all went out for lunch dy , cuz i came late ( had stuffz to do beforehand ) ... so here i am all alone in his bloody big house ! xD

he owns a 1.5k classical guitar n im playing it rite now... walau not bad , i managed to somehow play happy birthday song hahaha xD

k la , they will be back anytime soon , another day of boredom . my handphone rosak , cant sms or call anyone rite now . damn sad :(

No more secrets no more Lies

i guess dat aint da case eh ? haiz haiz ...

i nid sum1 to hug , sum1 to cry on rite now... but no one comes to mind ...

pathetic la ...

This little light of Mine

"...and I'm gonna let it Shine"

tonight my family and i celebrated a belated mother's day !! xD

ive always wanted to try that gorgeous looking heart-shaped cake ... so today right before i closed the shop , i was walking past the cake shop when i suddenly thought hey , why dont i buy that for my mama ? and so i did ! xD




"Mmm... yummay !" xD

came back home ... mum was watching the telly so we quietly arranged the cake and her handphone package ... then when the show was finally over she was walking towards the stairs then suddenly saw the cake xD damn la ... we were supposed to bring the cake to her .... but she was faster !! >.<




My mum was complaining bout how she wasn't wearing any nice clothes on lol !

she didnt seem to like the phone we got for her lol ... cuz its SE and she's very unfamiliar with it ... she's lazy to relearn lol ... nvm la my dad will surely teach her ! she'll learn to love it in due time xD

We can make it through the Night

no one dies a virgin , because in the end life fucks all of us up !!!

lol xD

Stars when you Shine

friday the class celebrated my bday by surprise !! omg !! haha xD chocolate indulgence samo xD i think miss geetha planned it wan ... wth no wonder i tot why so ganjil , how come half the class missing and miss geetha dun seem to care LOL !! then maidul and yuki ( is tat her name ? nt sure ... ) gave me sum damn creative chocolates ... shaped like cars , wrapped in a car wrapper ... kool !! xD

den at nite went mamak ... met up wif 5 gigihians ... i skipped dinner so damn lapar edi , then suddenly i turn got 2 cake on da table !! KOOL !! xD celebrated tj , choon mun , si qu , si ji and me birthday ... just a quick wan onli ... den after tat went play CS and dota in cc ... reach home at 1 am then i saw on my table sum figurine my sis hand-made ... holding a book to remind me to Study Hard !!! lol xD xD

den saturday nite went MV wif family wanna celebrate again ... but Chili's wuz damn packed !! so went to san francisco steakhouse instead ... had a damn wonderful dinner ... perfecto lar the food ! xD but i got drunk after tat ... my face more red than lobster shell ... lol damn malu to walk in MV after tat , samo i jalan like pening-pening lalat abit T.T

overall ... erm nice bday ... thx every1 !!

oh yea just now i came back n on my PC ... saw this video on my desktop that says "OPEN THIS !!" and then it turns out its a nearly 4 minutes long comical movie my sis made for me ... she drew and even put in pictures of elie , xf and yh LOL !!! and got my real life picture oso T.T hahahaha damn cute n creative ... thx !! xD

Only Sweeter

i just had one of the best days of my life xD

today worked morning shift for once ... spent the first three hours reading newspaper and the last hour rotting away lolz ... i was singing to papa roach's Scars when suddenly the full-timer auntie barged in and heard me , omg damn malu >.<

anywayz went home then had my lunch and a quick nap ... ate lots n lots of chocolate ( chocolate bars , chocolate candies , chocolate ice-cream , chocolate milk , u name it i ate it ) ... dunno why but i just had the sudden craving for it xD

after tat went to cheras leisure mall wif li hsia ... to celebrate my bday ... watched sunshine ( not as great as i expected it to be ) then went for dinner ... all on li hsia lolz xD

then she gave me my "present" ... i unwrapped it and saw two "things" wrapped in notebook papers ... one is square and the other looks like a californian roll ... so i went for the californian roll one expecting something small and precious to be hidden beneath all that massive amount of paper but noooOOo .... it was empty !! ( her idea of a prank ) so i unwrapped the squarish object and ta-ddaa ... its some chinese CD with 6 huge stars stuck on its cover to indicate that its a 6 star porn CD ...

i was like ... wth .... zha dou ... and after that she took out another present ( this one real one ) ... it was a lovely necklace ( or bling-bling as sum of u mite call it ) ... damn shinyyyyyy and i love it lots !! xD

after that went home ... and here i am , still admiring the necklace while the Save A Life campaign video loads on youtube . shitmyx has been shitty lately ... i went to shower and it only loaded less than a quarter ... k la tired edi , sleeping soon , nite nite ...

Thnks fr th Mmrs

today woke up went MV ... had a haircut , took the cake , did sum quick shopping xD after tat went to col ... met rayven and had a quick chat ... after tat went into exam hall ... the examiner looks like a student !! quite lengjai ... n his jeans cutting fits him veri well xD

immediately after tat we celebrated li hsia's surprise bday party ... she wuz like damn surprised when i brought her into the cafeteria ... the rain was pouring and the lights were off ... damn dark ... then suddenly can see a big big group of ppl ( all our classmates ) and a dim candle light glowing in the midst of them ... and everyone started to sing happy brithday !!! li hsia wuz so surprised hahahahah damn funny xD ( we gave the last piece of cake to sum janitor makcik instead ... cuz sumhow there was an extra slice ... and everyone else went back to class edi ... sorry nithia !! )

after tat paper 2 exam ... like shit ... samo halfway blackout ... wat la !! the lengjai examiner like damn blur n useless ... he totally duno wat to say ... blur fella ... wat la ... after the exam hanged around then went dinner wif li hsia ... den came back home ... tried to dota wif seng and ethan but the cibaily shitmyx was lagging !!! damnit ... so went mamak wif bro , mum , dad , and grandma instead ... had a realli nice chat and came home ... now here i am xD

thanks for the memories xD

Bringing SexyBack

*dedicated to my younger siblings*

as I lay here trying to get some sleep
my mind travels back to a past so deep
i think of all the things i've ever did
( oh so horrible they were indeed )
and all the times we could've clicked
such a shame i've always screwed it up a bit
and now, just reminiscing makes me feel like shit
just thinking about it makes me sick

my apologies must have meant nothing to you
no, surely not even a million of it would ever do
for my regrets had come as an overdue
and now, without further ado
( if it could take away all your blues )
for you my throat i'd gladly slit in two
and these words are but too damn true

so i picked up a pen to write out what's within
but this aint a poem, its more of a requiem
to finally put to rest these long forsaken dreams
and signify an end in my quest to self-redeem
( for the past now dissipates, in a whirl of forgotten sins )


ehh yesterday i drank too much tea ... then at nite drank teh tarik and ate 2 roti canai for supper ... then in the end i couldnt sleep for the whole nite !!!! OMG !!! not even one minute of sleep at all !!! ( samo din take evening nap before that !! ) O_O so i used the time to write these poetic verses lol ... anywayz after tat went to work for frikin 12 hrs straight ... omfg la damn torture ... i had like only a meagre 20mins sleep in the car ( parents fetch me today ) and 20 minutes sleep during lunch break , but that was bout it ...

and to think right now im still wide awake , and its nearing midnight . WTF MAN I KENA INSOMNIA LAR I THINK !!!! anyway heres an old poem ... some of you might remember this xD

your smile is contagious
everytime you smile
my heart beams with joy
my frowns seem to die
i then soar in skies ...

Just can't be Summer Love

ok i blog la i blog la !!! but canot guarantee nice to read wan ar ...

today morning watch elfen lied ... wah i like damn outdated lol , but damn nice anime nevertheless ! just watch de first few eps first la ...

den after tat tidur ... wah damn siok wake up tat time it was raining xD feel like hiding under the blanket for the next one hour lol ... but decided to not be so lazy so woke up n went to the gym for sum light exercise ... must stay healthy mah xD

came back ... took bath blablabla den leave for work ... but first i went to BSC RSH to get my february commission !! woohoo more than i expected by abit xD but the cb manager make me late for work la ... he said "ohh i am new here so i must confirm wif HQ first" den call me come back on saturday ... i walk back to my car ( 5 minutes walk ok ) den he call me and say "ohh u can come ambik ur gaji now" WTF LA ! but damn happy xD

den when i walking back to my car i tear the payslip tepi there and chuck it into a dustbin ... then just as the rubbish left my palms i looked into the black DBKL dustbin and saw a black cat looking back at me from inside !!! WTF DAMN TERKEJUT LA WEH !!! i screamed like a pussy and the cat oso got frightened and we both sama-sama lari hahahahaha !!!! damn funny !! xD

went work ... the full-timer damn desperate for me to stay and work for there for the rest of my life ... cuz she say veri hard to find a reliable worker lol ... but i duwan F her la , im gonna leave when my sis comes back from london ...

den at work i wuz studying ... den suddenly my customer so busybody ask me wat college im in ... then i told him sunway ... and surprise surprise !! he turns out to be a lecturer for sunway college too lol !! he teach ACCA paper 3.7 lolz ... next time maybe can see him again xD

den drive home tat time ... today feel like fast n furious ... so drive quite recklessly la lol . abit scary oso but to be honest it was damn fun so wateva la xD

okla gna go watch kingdom of heaven now ... nite nite !

edit: okla okla can post comments la ... but this time onli k ... lolz !

Cupid got me in a Chokehold

Super. Duper. CUTEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!! xD xD xD

how i wish i was his dad !! xD

Words we could never Find

this morning woke up early ( damn sleepy !! ) , went to Maybank at Sunway wif parents ... the stupiak system jammed up and we had to wait for like more than 3 hours for it to come back online !! >.< after that went back Sri Petaling , collect my SPM result then go all the way back to Sunway again swtz ... kacau onli ... and after that still had to wait damn long which was getting me impatient . the number queuing system was skrewed up as well which worsened the condition T.T

my results were 5A 4B 1C ... was expecting better , so i was actualli surprised when i got the slip LOL ! but nvm la ill just take this as a checkpoint/ reminder/ motivation to propel me higher to the top xD btw , congrats to those who achieved the academic feats they locked-on for , u guys n gals did great xD

went to watch Terrabithia after that ... OMG yesterday i saw the trailer looks damn frikin cool !!! but the actual movie's plot was kinda boring T.T quite disappointed , but i musta admit i still had a great day overall , thx xD

haiz my moral get C cuz bak kata pepatah , semakin capalang nilai gred moral , semakin tinggi nilai moral sebenar pencalon xD

Seven inches from the Midday Sun

MUWAHAHAHAHAH yesterday did an IQ test thingy ... i got 27/30 right !!! xD xD xD wah i din noe im so chong ming 1 xD

Total number of questions: 30
Questions answered: 30
Questions not answered: 0
Questions answered correctly: 27
Questions answered incorrectly: 3
Percentage correct answers: 90 %

Your age adjusted IQ score is 132 and the average score for all test takers is 100.

Your Grade ** Gifted **

Well done! Your score was within three standard deviations of the mean score (top 2.27% of the population). Anyone with a general IQ this high is considered to be gifted. You have the ability to think critically, conceptualize ideas and form your own conclusions. Your ability to think in patterns and to produce order out of chaos enables you to handle complexities and see logic in everything. Needless to say you are self-aware of your abilities and have the brains for all known occupations. If you think of intelligence as the ability to adapt easily to new situations then you are at the top of the charts.

Link: CLICK HERE

anywayz today went out sunway pyramid ... had fun !!! but not produktif at all lolz ... de onli thing i liked was a billabong shirt which was overpriced at rm 164 , not worth it @@"

watched Primeval ... omg dunno why i chose this show oso ... the first 15 minutes was horrible and boring and the story was progressing way too fast ... i immediately regretted not buying tickets for 300 or Turistas instead ... but AH-HA !! it all changed soon after bcuz the rest of the show after that was GODLIKE !!! the gore effects , graphics and humour was extremely good !!! xD very tenseful and fulla suspense ... highly recommended for those seeking a heart-twisting thriller !! xD

Beauty queen of only Eighteen

friday, 23th feb 07

attire of the day goes to wei mei, li hsia n goliath !!! xD

Seasons change but people Don't

yesterday nite watched mr and mrs smith ... damn boring movie lolz ...

today myee they all came to me house in da morning ... den after tat went to myee's house and gamble ... was quite fun xD den got realli sleepy halfway ... aiyoh realli cannot tahan la dunno why ... >.< den everything else bcom like blur blur edi ... haha xD

after tat went li hsia's house ... omg like castle !! lolz !! xD and wei mei's car damn cool ... got this censor that detects the distance between her car and nearby cars ... feel like James Bond edi lol , din noe got such device exists oso ... malu xD

den immediately went cousin's house ... first thing i did when i arrive was jump on his bed and go to sleep LOL !! woke up later on n had dinner ... today's highlight dish was the homemade shark fin chicken soup .... DAMN NICE !!! O_O after tat just read HxH comics n then balik n here i am ... lolz xD

Softly say Goodbye

friday, 16th feb 07



saturday, 17th feb 07



my ultra cute 6-month-old nephew xD



zhu ming playing wif his "uncle" on the first day of cny xD



money not enough ... year o' da pig angpaus !

taiping was boring but relaxing ... no fireworks AT ALL !! cuz it appears i have nieces and nephews popping out month in and month out ... so scared the noise will make the babies cry lolz ...

journey home was a pain in the ass ... *literally !! my left butt aches...* took us exactly 6 hours to reach home ...

watched Little Miss Sunshine ... and its nearly 2 am now . was a great show ... pathetic beginning , saddening ending , but a really beautiful movie . very very touching and meaningful , loved it ...

btw , Bryan forwarded me this msg ... found it worth forwarding ... but apparently signal at the highway wasn't too good ... so i think onli xF received it in de end ... skrew it la , i'll juz post it here xD

I wish you sexy and luscious Chinese New Year. Licked by prosperity and penetrated by heavenly ang pows. May all your misfortunes be ejaculated before the year has climaxed. Happy Chinese New Year!

Testosterone boys and harlequin Girls

woke up n listened to if everyone cared by nickelback at a ridiculous volume ... my left eardrum hurt like hell through out the day ... felt like needles piercing it , but at least the sound effects were satisfying:)

this morning went shopping at The Store wif dad n siblings ... den after tat dad dropped us at MV ... saw a realli nice pair of Nike shoes xD

i practically lived in the fitting room for an hour ... my siblings got sick of me and dumped me LOL xD the formal clothes were so beautiful ... but its semi-transparent so i can see my nipples through the shirt LOLOL !!! after an hour ... decided to just settle down wif sumthin else xD

watched Stranger Than Fiction ... wasnt as good as i expected it to be ... din watch ghost rider cuz sis scared of skeletons n stuffz lolz ...

at nite went Eastin wif family ... there were 6 of us including maid eating dishes for 10 ppl lolz xD tried red wine ( Shiraz !! ) for da first time ... it tasted shitty at the first few sips ... but eventually the sips turned to addictive gulps ... lolz and sum1 lost the camera 256MB memory stick >_>

eyeing a Nokia 7390 ... the price is gonna be sky high ... cuz it looks damn stylish xD

happy chinese new year ppl ... all da best this year:)

i think im dying but i dont think i care

Choke back Tears

toay went shoppin at Sunway .... quite produktif !!! xD xD xD was a splendid day ... one of the shirt i got is slightly defective ... gonna change it tomorrow ... hopefully MV got unopened stock for the same design and size xD

listening to Muse all over again ... those bastards receiving plenty of publicity on hitz.fm !!! xD Hysteria makes me HIGHHHHHHHHH !!! xD

400th post anniversary !!!

We'd see the Day

today , the sohai-looking gangster-wannabe trainee got fired . he was caught stealing . i missed the whole commotion ( i was sleeping ) , but i heard he cried .

he also confessed to stealing a pair of Nike pants yesterday by wearing them under his jeans and avoiding body checks . at least he's man enough to admit:)

now there's one less staff , and more work to do . on the bright side , i won't need to endure his horrible singing anymore .

there's another trainee who just recently came in . he looks intelligent and civilized , but he's very arrogant and proud . mood swings too . extremely childish . unbelievable temper , unreasonable attitude . extremely irresponsible . everything also he say `buat tak tau saja la` or `tak payah pedulikan dia` . a hundred percent fucktard .

he's also the same moron who seeked my help to satisfy his famished stomach , but refused to pay up for what he swallowed .

ahh , there's nothing better than to sip on a chilled can of Jolly Shandy on a rainy night xD

Out of place and Underdressed

i had a look into my wardrobe and i finally realized all my clothes are either ugly or oversized haahahahaha !! LMAO !!! i can count with only 5 fingers the number of shirt that i would dare wear out for an outing ... LOL !!! xD

today alot of new Nike shoes came in ... OH MY GOD ! they look absolutely fabulous !! O_O there was even a pair of cross trainers for women that i would gladly change my sex for just to put it on !!

there's also one realli gorgeous new Puma design ... but too bad it only comes with Futsal outsoles :( SUCKZ !!!

and the simple adidas shoes still look cool ... OMG if u ask me to choose a shoe out of all these choices i realli cant lor !!! but i'm sick of reebok shoes thats for sure xD i curi-curi tried the Reebok Pump ... didnt have my size so cant judge how functional it is xD

oh yea ... today one of my colleague damn free nothing better to do ... and she got alot alot alot of angpau packets from RHB ... so she butt-itchy go n decorate the whole place with angpaus LOL !!! and samo go make me a simple lantern made of angpaus LOL !!! so hopefully if i hang this in my room prosperity will come flowing in ... better than Lilian Too's feng shui tau !! xD

When the music Stops

help ... im suddenly begging for it ...
but there's no one i dare confide in ...
zY ... HELP !!! S.O.S !!! in serious need ...
wake up la ... pls ... i beg of you on all four limbs ...

New Year's Wish:
a shoulder to cry on
and a friend to depend on

cant wait for skool to reopen

No longer live that Life

today at night got one big fat mat salleh customer and his son walking out the store ... so i said `thanks sir , good nite !` and he suddenly stopped , turned , gave a killer stare and said to me angrily , `well i came here to look for something , but your shop's run outta stock for everything we wanna buy !!`

i really , really , really really wanted to give him da fingah !!

but instead i apologized ... arghhhhh i feel so powerless T.T

There's a songbird who Sings

yesterday work went extremely smooth ... its scary how i suddenly started to feel like not leaving my crappy job ...

tis morning woke up cuz of a sudden jolt of pain at my right leg ... the sensation was awful ... it was so painful that i couldn't even scream for help ... the most i could do was to squeak and writhe in pain helplessly on my bed ...

when i got out of bed the after-effect of the pain lasted for the next thirty minutes ... it seems to be gettin worse day after day ... im worried ...

went to bank in da morning xD DAMN LA ... i feel so blurrrr ... dunno any of da procedure xD

den went c4 to go cut hair at 12... but all da shops not open !!! i feel like a total idiot !! i wasted parking money for NOTHING !!! T.T

went MV to windowshop ... saw quite alot of stuffz xD de puma shoes i wanted suddenly faded in beauty and grace ... i guess i fell out of love ... but o course i still think it looks a whole bunch better than my current shoes xD and then saw a rm 399 Nike shoes at studio R ... overpriced , but veri stylish !! xD

saw sum converse bags ... wow so nice !! but i duneed cuz i edi got a uniquely beautiful new bag at home xD

saw sum nice clothes too ... quite cheap oso ... din buy anything cuz it's supposed to be a window shopping session xD

was browsing thru those sticker quotes for the car's backscreen ... i was laughing non-stop to myself LOLZ !!!! SO BLARDY FUNNY !!! xD xD xD in the end bought one ... i think its kinda cool but my dad doesn't like it cuz its rude ... sad:(

the New Radicals cd was so TEMPTING !!! last CD on da shelf !!! i wannnn xD and breaking benjamin was so cheap ... `too few tracks`, says the dude . nvm , the cheaper the better xD

called my bos n told her i wanna resign ... kena skrew haha ...

wanted to browse more ... but i onli had a limit of two hours ... cuz had to go home to fetch sis to skool ... aihz ...!! after tat went n cut hair ... de stupid fella smoke into my face when he cuts !! fetched sis home den after tat listen to music and read finish the book sum1 borrowed me xD great book !!!! beautifully written xD

den watched Happy Feet on da com wif my bro ... DAMN NICE !!! i love the 5 little penguins ... SO COOL !!! FUNKY !!!! xD xD xD but the starting was so boring until can die ...

WOI TJ !!! i dn dare watch alone la ... COME TEMAN ME LA T.T

Another story how things go Wrong

yesterday watched Thank You For Smoking till 3am xD damn funny xD xD xD

woke up in da morning to a sudden jolt of pain at my right leg ... every muscle felt like it was constricting , every cell felt like a lorry had just run over it ... it was a hideous experience , it was as if all the muscles on my leg were being compressed between two colliding bullet trains . to be able to describe the pain within mere words would be an impossible feat ...

today work went surprisingly smooth ... hope can keep it up ? xD customers were mostly lovely xD

just felt like writing this before i go to bed ...

in her grip she held the keys
she's got me down on both my knees
smashed my heart in more than a piece
and stung it worse than a million bees

her every breath stopped the breeze
her every word spread a new disease
to finally break through was a feat of no ease
and now, tomorrow shall again rise in peace

If love can move a Mountain

KNN CCB !!!!!

my car couldnt start !! ƒucking Dick-chan !!
i cant go to my ƒucking job !!
my stomach started to ƒucking hurt !!
my ƒucking wardrobe is making a ƒucking fool out of me !!
the ƒucking metal bar tripped ...
and the ƒucking sharp edge ƒucking dived 45 degrees into my feet !!
and now the ƒucking wound is ƒucking bleeding !!
i ƒucking lost my beautiful blade !! ƒucking RM 2.70 u noe !?!?
and to top it off , im FUCKING HUNGRY !!!
and theres no ƒucking drop of food in my house AT ALL !!
and now my ƒucking punani manager is insisting that i ƒucking be there ASAP !!!

and all this ƒucking nonsense in just one ƒucking hour !!!

Fingers trace your every Outline

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When fools can be Kings

this is SO disgusting !!

http://fataliciousj.blogspot.com/2007/01/froggies.html

god dammit la ... thank god i din disect frog ... thank god siti zakar was too chicken for frog experiments ... *fuck her and her blardy blood test needles* i would haf fainted la ... or embarrassed myself by screaming ... tat time fishing wif tj oso i yell like a gal liao ... imagine this !!!

i wan alot of things ... drumming lessons , a few good books *im reading one now and i can really relate to it ... very well-expressed !* , muse tickets , CNY apparel , Puma footwear , speakers , mp3 player , CD player in Kem-chan , and a trip to sunway lagoon ... not to mention casual outings wif frens like movies , lunch , mamak and so on so forth ... show me da monay , monay , monayyy !! xD

but rite now ... dog food also cannot buy lolz xD

"But you seem happy," her voice trembled.
"Seeming and being are not one and the same. I know you know that."

Lock me up and throw away the Key

fall out boy's Infinity On High turned out better than my expectations !! xD

today went to bangsar village ... my first time there ... to attend Puma product knowledge training at Puma boutique xD

oh my god ... the staff there were all malays and the atmosphere was the total opposite of where i work ... the people there were so lively , so cool , so interactive , and so happy !!! makes me feel i have bad luck cuz i have to get stucked at BSC ...

and the puma stuff there is SOOOO much nicer than at my place ... my place mostly all damn ugly !! here they got such beautiful shoes and such beautiful clothes i tell u !!! but each item costs at LEAST rm 200 ... yes , even the shirts costs up to rm299 , but they look blardy tempting and delicious ! xD

after tat went to an interview ... *thx xf* hopefully all will go well n i'll land da job la ... my interview sucked !! i said all the wrong things T.T samo when doing the typing speed test i was damn under pressure lolz xD and the people there were like so serious !! they like resisting themselves to smile or something , dunno y >.<

wanted go gym when came back ... but end up din ... cuz had to fetch sis to and fro from skool ... pain in da @$$ la ... tonite gna go try finish reading a book xD

shit , just got news that my dad needs to undergo pin hole surgery ... god bless ... if anything goes wrong i will go find the doctor wif a parang ... lolz jk xD

Life is swim or Sink

happy bday my dear sis !!! xD xD xD u finally got ya Creative player ... big thx to daddy n mummy ya ? all da best xD im sry i cudnt even celebrate ya bday wif every1 else ... but hope ya had fun xD

today work was damn dull ... but luckily one weird aunty came in ... she asked me to choose a shirt i like for her to buy !!! omg !!! cuz she wanted to buy for her nephew xD so in the end i did some `shopping` wif her while i'm still working xD to be honest ... i hate all the clothes tat we sell ... dun care la , can shop and comment abt which shirt nice which shirt not nice without being scolded by manager enuff liao xD

den when she was paying ... she asked my name ... den when i told her , she asked how come i no english name ? so i told her i dun like la !! den she suddenly started calling me Michael ... wtf !!! siok sendiri giv me new name ... lolz ... den when she leaving she keep shouting to me from the other end of the shop `THANKS AHH HANDSOME !!! bye michael !!!` wtfz !!! LOLZ !!!! serious xD

Long day

damn man ... its 2 AM saturday now n i still havent sleep >.<

anywayz on friday morning i slept on the tiny couch in my parent's bedroom ... cuz got blardy annoying blood sucker in my room !! maybe nowadays too much blood movies , like Bood Chocolate and Blood Diamond ... for all u noe we haf Blood Vagina next ...

so anywayz slept for four hours in the morning ... woke up and went to work from 8.30 in the morning to 11.30 at nite ... yes !! 15 hours of work , work and MORE work !!! i practically worked more than a bulldozer can do ! and i felt so careless ... and blurrrrrrrrr ... and guess wat ? if i resign i wun be getting my commision , which means my pay will be less than rm3 per hour . fucked up !

today got 3 memorable events ...

first , cynthia phoned me during my first break !!! shud masuk Ripley's Believe it Or Not ... considering how much she avoid my calls ... well ur voice sounds alot more pleasant to the ears than the first time i heard ur voice la ... dunno y ... the first time u sounded like got sore throat ahahahah no offence xD

second , i got stomach ache from day to night ... 15 hrs straight !!! record ! fuck it la ... since Sunday i've been having stomach digestion problem ... i secretly let out alot of silent stink bombs during work time xD shhh ... dn tell my bos u noe ! xD

3rd , everyone was staring at me like im sum kind of suicidal kid in the washroom ... wtf !!!

The Devil Is Naked

oh shit ... its almost 2 in the morning and im supposed to be awake within the next four hours !! im supposed to work 15 hours straight on friday *today la* to prepare for tomoro's sales ... lolz ... damn la ! dled The Devil Wears Prada n tot of testing out da quality ... ended up watchin da whole movie instead ... the beginning was great , enough to make me not wanna press the Stop button xD

the lead actress was good ... whoeva da hell she is ... she has realli sweet looks ... but when she started dressing up and putting make up she looked arrogant and bitchy ! but gotta admit, all of her clothes were damn damn beautiful !!!! xD and her bf looks realli charming ... im jealous xD

Killing Loneliness

today went gym wif tj at bukit jalil ... lolz after tat we played bowling ... the game was "Jian" versus "Jibai" xD mine air ball damn alot !!! reminds me of xf's bola longkang at mid valley ... LOLZ !!! i also tried to copy mun yee's bowling pose but failed miserably T.T but at least i got ONE strike !!! xD xD xD

played pool after tat ... omfg fastest game i've ever played so far xD den went n makan at the stall there ... quite sedap la !! xD

at nite went pasar malam wif tj and andy ... just walk ard nth much xD looked for Breaking , Flipsyde and Rob Thomas CDs... but tarak !! T.T stupiak pirates ... i tot they are supposed to haf everything T.T so ended up buying Santana , HIM and lostprophets... lostprophets i main hentam buy onli xD cuz their band and album sounds damn cool xD but turns out the song is kinda normal onli >.<

btw bought a new "weapon" at Kos Store ... can kill ppl wan u noe ? xD

Fall Out Boy's Infinity on High album got leaked , im dling it now xD

Breath

songs like this,

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

or songs like this,

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

or even songs like this,

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying... I love you

can KILL me !! they're really nice and meaningful , but they're also really, really dangerous !!! im serious ... listen edi feel like crying wan ... i call them the `Songs of Tears`...


whereas songs like these,

SO SACRIFICEEE YOURSELF !!!
AND LET ME HAVE WHAT'S LEFT !!!
I KNOW THAT I CAN FINDDD
THE FIRE IN YOUR EYES !!!
I'm GOOOINGG ALLLLLLL THE WAYYY !!!
GETTT AWAYYYYY , please ...

YOU TAKE THE BREATHHH RIGHT OUT OF MEEEE !!!
YOU LEFT A HOLE, WHERE MY HEART SHOULD BEEE
YOU GOTTA FIGHT, JUST TO MAKE IT THROUGHHH
Cause I will beee the death of youuuu !

although its not as pleasant to the ears , it can realli bring life back la !!

Muse

muse is holding their first concert in Malaysia on 25th feb ...

Venue :

tj says:
okok
tj says:
where's muse concert?
wP says:
LOLZ
wP says:
stadium negara !
wP says:
ITS SO FUCKING NEAR
wP says:
HOW CAN YOU NOT WANNA GO

their one of my favourite bands , SO CMON !!! do me a big favour and help me sign up for the free tickets contest pls >.<

if you win , the prize is 2 free Muse seated tickets and a date wif me at Muse's concert !!! xD

Mario says:
lol
Mario says:
as if i got nothing better to do
wP says:
ARGHHH
wP says:
U DONT
wP says:
attending a muse concert is the best thing to do !!!

We Might As Well Be Strangers

woke up to a stomache ache ... went see doctor and got my MC ... food poisoning , cant go work , yay xD but im not allowed to eat anything but porridge and soup ... fuck la ... i edi tapau one nice packet of chicken rice wif extra chicken and extra rice at home ... damn !! T.T

nowadays nobody comes online or even post comments or blogposts ... everyone's either too busy with work , or too tired from work to meet up ... this is pathetic ... so much for all the keep in touch bullshit lolz ...

there's this rant i forgot to do from a few days ago ... hey i din invite u to go fishing cuz it was a last-minute decision , and furthermore you're busy working and can't come anywayz , so why are u so kecil hati and unhappy about not being invited for ?!?! kari lembu ... blardy hell ... samo say next time everytime i go out i MUST to invite u ... i dun like to invite u oso kenot issit ?? thank god not everyone is like u man ...

anywayz i spent my whole afternoon being a potato couch ... LITERALLY !! i just laid there on the couch below the fan half-asleep while 40 of my favourite songs took their turns to play on the DVD player xD by the time it was over , four hours had alredi passed ... ouch ?

there's sumthin terribly wrg wif my sis ... its like she's having triple PMS or sth ... i dunno wat to say to her ... but decided to politely drop her a piece of my mind on her msn ... hopefully things will turn out alrite ...

edit : went eat western food at some chinese shop in PJ ... quite nice leh !! xD i ordered lime juice and cincau ... den take one big big glass and mix them both ... quite nice !! xD xD den had fun singing wif family in da car and windowshop at The Store ... xD

The Heartagram

today , the stars shine naught on me .

right before i left the house , i had stomach ache and had to use de toilet ...

when i was done doing my cake business , there was still enough time to drive to bangsar .

but halfway on da road , 3 lanes turned into 1 . some accident happened that took up two lanes away . fucking guy , i hope he dies .

after tat there was another heavy jam leading to federal highway ... no idea wat happened but usually its not like this one ...

wasted 30 minutes stuck in de jam . reach late , kena skrewed damn badly by boss for the rest of the day , and had a realli terrible headache since 3 ... even sleeping through out my break didnt cut it ... and the best part was , my boss fucking worked me like a dog from dawn to dusk !!! but my lunch was gud , my maid damn perfect la xD *brags*

the fucker trainee kena fired ... cuz he keep on suka-suka ponteng work ... den another fella cabut to work at bangsar village's Puma ... den one more girl changed job ... seriously damn understaffed la ... lucky today one new fella came in to work ... quite a nice dude xD

btw lee ah kit and his son walked in ... was surprised to see him there ...

b4 the shop closed there was this family walk in ... they made my day !! the whole day i been facing boring anti-social customers ... who think they're so blardy big because they haf a fat wallet ... lucky the family made my day !! the couple was realli sweet , the dad was realli kool and composed , and it was realli fun chatting wif dem ... and the little boy was so blardy cute !! xD

after work went out of the mall ... alamak , it was raining !! my car parked so damn far T.T had to walk all the way ... but it feels nice to be showered by rain xD

on days like these , i'm not sure if i should laugh or cry , to love or to hate ... everything just gets mixed up together into one big pool of emotions ...

there's alot more to life , but there's no one out there to share it wif ...

on da way home heard Gotcha ... LOLZ DAMN FUNNY !!! xD xD xD omg dled more songs ... love it xD tapau a XXL ying yong mee ... den mai kai ... den pau ... den mango as dessert ... i was starving xD

Fishing Pictures

this is a very dangerous prawn species equipped with highly toxic fangs ... thats y im scared of it ... once kena bitten consider dead !!



the dude i respect alot ... in this picture , he is seen proudly showing off his smelly ketiak ... hmm , suddenly my respect for him dwindles xD



tj giving a go at his frisbee skills xD



we attempt to cook the fish under the hot sun xD



im advertising the fish , wanna buy ? xD

Fishing Nemo

tis morning woke up at 9.30 with a shock ... I'M FRIKING LATE !!! i panicked , grabbed the phone and dialed tj .

wP: woi jien , i just woke up la , sorry !! now apa macam ??
tJ: har ? *momentary silence* ... wat u saying ? now 8.30 onli la
wP: fuck you lah , dun joke pls !!! *takes phone away from ear and sees the time again*... Oops wait , yah hor 8.30 onli la , AHAHAHAHHA WTF !! i tot 9.30 edi pulak , sorry >.<

anyway went fishing wif tj at 9.30 ... i was screaming and swearing like a whiny sissy when i saw tj drill the hook through the prawn's mouth and out its asshole mercilessly ... i dun even dare to touch a prawn or a fish even tho i tried to force myself !!! T.T but finally i dared to touch the prawn and hook it ... gomenasai mr.prawn !!! >.<

2.30 went n pick sis up from skool ... met justin n blow water wif him ... sis was in the canteen enjoying ice-cream while i was outside waiting for her to come out , wthz ... realli wanna hit her liao ! anywayz i had fun frightening her frens wif my reckless driving skillz xD but my sis mulut besar go report to me dad ... so kena skrew zzzzz ...

been downloading and listening to over a hundred songs after tat ... DAMN !!! lovely !!! xD so many many delicious songs xD

btw this fucking prank call made me fucking laugh until stomach pain ... thx cyn for sharing !! xD ITS GODLIKE !!!! xD

My Salary

i shall reveal my salary !!! i just did an accurate and proper calculation with a calculator , and its fucking low so dun laugh ya ? its rm 3.70 per hour not including breaks and off days , EPF deducted , assuming that sales hit 80% of the month's target . stingy bastards .

well ... i guess experience and knowledge is part of my salary as well xD

Beyond Redemption

SHIT !!! finally my pc is back !!! motherboard rosak , all programs like winamp and bitcomet gone except for my games in D drive and personal files in G drive . doesn't matter , its a shortcut to auto-clear my pc xD

btw i damn miss her ... this PC i shall now name her Reebok Pump ... and its a girl ... shes a realli realli hawt chick !!

finally get to listen to my own music ... so sick of all those same love songs played over and over again at my work place ... the only one i realli realli like is the UNNNNBREAK MY HEARTTTTTTTTTT song LOLZ damn emotional !! xD

today the indian bitch kena skrew by the manager right b4 i left ... dunno wat did she do wrong ... but LOLZ I RASA SO DAMN SIOK !!! PADAN MUKA XDXDXD

edit : fucking pc veri unstable ... keep crash and auto-restart ... damn nid to redownload everything from winamp to msn ... and samo keep on come out error when playing music halfway T.T

The Plum

well read dis from da VISI book for 2006 ... to all those sidang ppl , thx !! tis year da book realli nicer alot lolz xD

You should alaways learn that you cannot be loved by all people
You can be the finest plum in the world,
RIPE - JUICY - SUCCULENT
And offer yourself to all, but you must remember
There will be people who do not like plums.

You must understand that if you are the world's finest plum
And someone you like does not like plums,
You have a choice of becoming a banana,
But you must be warned that if you choose to become a banana,
You will be a second-rate banana,
But you can always be the best plum.

You must realize that if you choose to be a second-rate banana,
You must remember that there will be people, who do not like bananas,
Furthermore you can spend your life trying to become the best banana
(Which is impossible if you're a plum)

Or: You can seek to be the BEST PLUM.

haiz im realli lost n dunno wat to do next ... fucking hell ... this way cannot that way also cannot , wth ... eitherway also will end wif me life getting skrewed up ...

I'm sleepy ...

today went MV wif my cousins alex and jolene ... hunted for a job ... quite ironic cuz i was wearing da Life Is Not A Job t-shirt xD anywayz we somehow ended up in BSC after a few hrs ...

on da way there i was driving along the road when i noticed a flapping newspaper in the distance ... n when i got closer i realized it was not a newspaper but a frikin KITTEN !!! it was helplessly hoping around the road like a mad zombie ... one of its limbs were MISSING and blood was splashing all over the tar road as the tiny kitty desperately hopped away its last breaths ... it was an awfully gruesome sight ... oh my god ... i even nearly ran over it cuz it was hoping like mad and suddenly hopped IN BETWEEN MY FRONT AND BACK TYRES ... omfg ... and there was nothing i could do but just watch it struggle helplessly ... zzzz ... aihzz ... feel sorry for the kitty and myself ... T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T

anywayz da job offered has an arguably low pay ... considering i haf expenses like food , parking and petrol to cover ... truth be told , i feel very inferior compared to all my frens who are earning much much more than i will be >.< but nvm la ... experience is wat counts the most for now xD so hopefully i will be able to get the job , wish me luck >.<

( actually me dad dun realli agree to alot of things that i chose to do ... such as form 6 , working , etc ... but i guess im a pretty rebellious kid la lolz ... )

came home had dinner wif family den went pool wif tj , jul , dom , yh , mal , mario ... had fun la ! thx for coming , this pool outing was much more successful than the previous one xD chat wif jul veri nice n addictive lolz ... cuz he got alot of worthy comments and opinions ... while chatting wif tj n mario is damn blardy funny xD oh yea ... da cashier was VERY VERY PRETTY !!! cun ah ! i bet her smile can kill even a lion ! lolz !

came back ... open a durian and ta-daa got a frikin big worm inside it staring right back at me ... wth my balls terus shrink lolz xD developed abit of durianophobia tonite ... sad T.T

i came up wif a new New Year Resolution btw ... BLOG LESS !!! xD

First day of the Year, Second last day of Sales

today went to MV wif family ... was jam like mad when we arrive ... as usual la xD den anywayz shopped for da next few hrs ... bought a office wear shirt form metrojaya to match my vest cuz it was cheap , 70% discount xD but im abit too skinny for it T.T n bought a nice jeans tat ive been eyeing for ... thx dad ! xD

dinner at Little Taiwan was nice ... altho drinks were overpriced and service was abit slow ... the food was still nice ... but anywayz we were racing against time cuz family wanted to watch eragon ...

anywayz since i watch liao i went to mph n read book after da dinner ... took me 20 minutes just to find a book tat looks interesting enuff xD got a few others tat i wanna read ... but i think god today mm song me so all the books tat i wanted to read all wrapped inside de plastic thingy ... dunno if i can ask them to open or not but wth la xD

anywayz sat down n read a book by Jackie Collins titled Lovers & Players ... interesting title n interesting synopsis so i read it la ... kinda 16sx cuz there is a high frequency of vulgarity , casual sex , rape and etc ... but dey din go into details la lolz xD go search at internet for da synopsis , its quite nice ... very natural flow of writing ... abit too many characters but its nice cuz it makes reading more interesting and not so straightforward story xD

anywayz im a slow reader ... tmr im goin MV so i think ill stop by to read it for a few more hours la xD will try to purchase it in de near future xD

2007 Ahoy !

Wishlist :
Learn drumming *damn cool the drummer from the Penang band !*
Formal wear
High-quality speakers
Muse concert ticket

New Year Resolution ( sum edi started ) :
Gym twice a week
Minimum 3 meals a day
Study harder ! FOCUS !
Earn my own money *IMPORTANT !*
read finish at least one or two books per month
Strengthen bonds wif family n frens !
Reduce sms , call more often

actualli la this year alot of things happened ... ive been walkin da earth for 17 years , but rite now i feel like im only one year old ... its like everything started this year for me ... i mean everything as in EVERYTHING ! its like the 16 earlier years of my life was a waste ... but now ive come to start learning alot ... well this year i found alot of new skills , new hobbies , new habits , new frens and even new enemies ... like reading da newspaper daily , pool , shopping , gym , driving , music , and so on so forth ...

the holidays has been realli great for me ... most of da time i try to keep myself occupied bcuz i dun wna waste any time at all ... and bcuz i wanna get my mind away from useless depression ... ive wasted enough already since i wuz born ... maybe i learnt to live my life a little too late , but better late than never ! i guess its cuz i met someone who somehow inspired me to improve , glad to meet ya , u noe who u r rite ?

oh yea as much as i love all of you who might be reading this ... just to let ya noe , the one i love and respect the most is still myself . so dont expect to go overboard wif ur actions and attitude ( i especially hate high-and-mighty bastards who always thinks theyre so damn great and popular ) and then get away wif it scott-free . it doesnt matter who you are . nobody likes their head to be stepped on , and neither do i .

anywayz i got word from emogal tat muse will be coming to stadium negara on da 25th feb 07 , DAMN , I WANNA GO !!!! I MUST GO !!!! who wanna follow me ? xD its quite unfortunate tat emo cudnt make it cuz shell be in melbourne by then ... she was da one who introduced bands like muse , rasmus and garbage to me ... damn , big thx there ! always wishin ya da best xD

finally , to welcome da year 2007 , here's a quote you might wanna ponder upon :

Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind . To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse . To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better . To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better .

so which one are you ? im definitely da third , so happy new year everyone ! xD

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! XDXD

today woke up ... exchanged speakers wif my sis awhile ... i wanna noe how it feels like to haf a strong speaker for once xD it was lovely i tell u !! muakzzz Creative speakers xD

anywayz ate brunch ... chocolate bread + XL nasi lemak xD man i miss nasi lemak !! so damn long no makan xD

after tat watch national geographic channel abt Chupacabras ... supposed to be vampire-like animals tat sucks blood out of its victims ... was quite a boring show but i was damn bored so wat to do ? xD

after tat went up n blast me speakers for da next two hrs ... just rotting away in front o da com xD den after tat played dota wif wb n dom ... yesterday nite oso i played one round wif me cousin kyo xD omg ... 2 months and 7 days din play lolz , damn blur xD kena own xD

after tat left for gym wif dad immediately ... i think i over stressed myself cuz after tat me got headache ... lolz ... anywayz showered ... watch emperor new school , damn joke xD den left for eastin hotel wif family at 7.30 ... was quite sleepy ... but was lookin forward to da countdown dinner xD

anywayz the dinner opening event was HORRIBLE !!! they use the masquerade song from phantom o the opera ... n de dancers are like all youngsters tat dun realli noe how to dance or coordinate their moves ... and all da male dancers like setengah mati edi ... zzz damn suckz !! den da appetizer was baked oyster ( those big big one ) n sashimi n a sushi thingy ... i oni ate da sushi thingy ... da rest i cant bring myself to even touch it so they ended up in me dad's stomach instead >.<

buffet started ... the food was disappointing ... stuffed crab , fried tempura , fish fillet , fried rice and satay was really bland ... ice cream was good tho ! the other desserts kinda sucked and dey din even slice the cake for u ... they just expect u to somehow dig your piece o cake up by urself wif the pengepit thing , wth ...

the whole nite got 2 band played ... one is a jazz band ... not my type but quite nice oso ... another is a band from penang ... their songs are actually damn nice !! n dey even sang sum oldies song xD n den got a dancer group call the Rose Dancers , quite cun oso dey dance !! xD

den anywayz after tat the emcee said got a event ... so he called up 6 couples to dance ... 4 of the couples came from the same table which was a whole gang of frens wan ... tat gang all dress damn blardy frikin nice , as if like going for cosplay or sth , and since the theme of the dinner is Masquerade , so dey got blardy beautiful n gaya masks !!!

well anywayz the 6 couples were supposed to compete dancing ... the drummer of the penang band is supposed to drum out different kind o tunes n dey r supposed to dance to da beat ... well ... two couples did ESPECIALLY WELL !!! the 2 couples are from the same gang of frens ... n dey dance damn energetic n damn blardy cool !! O_O from samba to tango to hard rock , dey danced it all out !!! those 4 were extreme dancers i tell u , dey did damn blardy gud !!

finally in da end de indian guy Ganesh and his partner won ... omfg man i duno wat to say ... tat gang of frens wear damn blardy COOL n dance damn blardy YENG !!! like super pros !!! especially tat ganesh !!! i yelled n cheered like hell ahahaha xD

anywayz after tat got tis guy name Hilmi The Gimmick came out ... he was a comedian ... n he realli made me laugh til my stomach pain !! Omfg !! n he damn interactive wif de crowd ... make so damn many funny jokes ... he started out dressing like Beegees , LOLZ ! aiyoh hard to describe every little thing he did but everything he did and everyone he impersonated will never ever escape my memory !! xD he even talk until about politics n make it so damn funny lolz !!

anywayz after tat got a game ... where 5 volunteers must do the opposite action of wat de emcee does ... oso blardy funny lolz cuz the emcee keep trying to trick them hahaha xD

den after tat Hilmi came out again ... swtz !!! dressed as a WOMAN !!! omfg !!! den he like damn naik miang wif all de guys in de crowd SWTZ !!! den he start buat cerita ... den talk abt all those 18 sx stuffz ... LOLZ !!! omfg speechless !!! n he even editted the lyrics for Everything I Do ( I Do It For You ) until damn blardy hamsap LOLZ !!! xD

after tat was the countdown ... everyone just came out n danced ... n of cuz the group of frens was the main attraction .. without them the event wudnt haf been so successful n fun ... thank god they were there xD den countdown was nice ... everyone throwing the confetti into the air ... den exactly on 12 pm i put my finger into the confetti tube to see if there is any more confetti stuck inside ... MANA TAHU ... MY FINGER GOT STUCK INSIDE PULAKZ !!! took me 15 minutes to finally manage to take my finger out , WTFZ !!!! worried me to death T.T

den everyone was bursting balloons ... dancing like crazy ... those gang of frens were fantastic dancers ... dance to all kind of songs played ... den finally balik lolz ... was a realli fun new year !! this is the first time i actualli celebrated new year xD

too bad i din go gila n go cincai shake my body ... not daring enough to go embarrass but enjoy myself ... haiz maybe 365 days later la xD