!~angels from heaven~!

*note: this post is especially dedicated to 2 angels sent from heaven who made my yesterday special.


the finer things in life, the little blessings along the way, are always overlooked by many. is it because the trouble or the problem overshadows it? i don't know. sometimes we get bogged down by just one darkspot in our lives that we don't see the blessings around it. sometimes we get caved in to our own world, we hardly manage to see the sunshine that's outside around it.

one of my sunshines are no doubt the friends around me. the many angels that Daddy has sent from heaven. although sometimes we may bicker and have our dark moments, these are also the angels that support, encourage and care for me in many special ways. precious friendships should not go to waste just because of little petty arguments. it's definately not worth it. if you think that the friendship is not worth the lost, then go do something about it.

i do admit, that sometimes my eyes become too small to see these little angels around me because of certain darkness in my life. sometimes, even, wanting to give up everything but later on realize that it's not worth it to give up everything. if everyone would to give up everything, no one would be around to enjoy the finer things in life, no one would be around to enjoy the blessings around.

yesterday, Daddy sent 2 very special angels that made my day special. the funniest and cutest couple of all~! my MUMMEE and my DADDEE~! (no no, not my birth parents :p) the whole of yesterday i wasn't feeling too good. i spent the whole day stoning and well...crying...i'm sure some noticed my swollen eyes. heh. there were just too many things happening at the same time during the most hectic, pressured, scary moments of the semester. it's like an attack from the devil or something. not only me, a few others are facing it too.

i really needed a break. i desperately wanted to get out of cyberjaya. wasn't in the right state of mind to go for the BBQ event. so i didn't go for it. didn't wanna spoil people's mood and put up a mask to meet new people. i just didn't wanna do that and be a hypocrite. my MUMMEE was so sweet~! she called me just to make sure that i'll be alrite eventhough she had like tonnes of work to do! and she called my DADDEE to ask him to take me out for dinner!! hahahaha! and so we did~! off to subang to look for MUMMEE~! on the way, DADDEE was so bad!! DADDEE bullied me.. tsk tsk tsk...but MUMMEE saved the day~!! i got treated at a reallllly nice restaurant...and u noe...i've never been treated such nice and expensive food before by anyone! (cept my parents la :p) it really made me feel so special! it made me laugh and smile so much and it made me forget wat happened during the day for a bit :) they are such funny people!!!

to that farnee couple, MUMMEE and DADDEE, thank you so so so soooo much for ur company. thank you so so so soooo much for the suspense and the laughter. thank you so so so soooo much for my first expensive treat~! \:D/ thank you so so so sooo much for your love and care! i love you guys~! erm..i mean...i love you girl and guy? :D :p *hugzzz*

to you that comforted me, to you that came to see me, to you that prayed with me and for me, thank you so much~!!! even during your busiest times, u still had a little time for me. i love you gurls~! *hugzzz*

and to you, i wont give up being your friend. i've never regretted. and i still think it's very much worth it. take all the time and space you need. remember, i'm not very far away. i still care if you allow me to. *hugzzz*


-bea-
p/s: there's a ladybug in my room~!!! so beautiful~!!