Fearness

I just receive my offer letter from my new job
I think I never think that
~It take so short time for proceed whole progress~
Last week I just interview
But this week I get offer letter
Next month I will go to kl to interview

I no prepare myself for all this yet…
Including my psychology
Suddenly I feel unwilling for what I have in Penang
After I get the offer letter

I tell my parents this news
I can feel they are unwilling me and my sister
Although they din speak out
But I can feel it through the way of speak
Finally I cannot hold back my tears……
Because feel that they are lonely ………

After that, I meet up with my uk gang’s friend and make this announcement
I think sum of them is expected all this
I think the biggest reaction is ah bee
He says he cannot accept for all this

Today they just directly fix for the apartment stay
Because I will leave Penang soon
We cant always meet up frequently
This maybe a farewell for me and them
I really unwilling for them too
~sob sob~

After send them to auto city,
Sok Ying was sms me and tells me
There is good starting point for my life
Thanks, sweetie ……I will get myself stronger and independent

My another friend was calling me and consoles me
Thanks a lot~ I very appreciate it and feel touching and warm…..

I think I had no cry for long time ago
For today, I had cried for nonstop…….
I also don’t know how many times that I had cry
Haha……all bacteria in my eyes was release from my eyes


p/s: I promise I will take care myself and being stronger and independent......

Memory

Today
I have my shopping for few hours
Hahah….. I shop few shop……
I buy myself a book…..
Hope it is suite to me…..
After this, I feel damn tired….

But when I watch an entertainment show
~Super Taste~
I become energetic
Because they going to Italy ~Rome~
This recalls my memory of having trip at there….
It such a dream
~I never think that I been there~
Haiz……but this is one year ago

I hope I can have the trip for second time
~Europe wait for me~
~I miss you so muchieeeee~

Health

I realized that my health is out of my control
This few weeks always feel sick……
I get flu, vomit and fever
I also duno wat’s wrong with me…..
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz………

Even for today……
After I come back from work……
I have a nap at evening….
But after I wake up
I realiazed that I have slightly fever…..
And no feeling well

I think maybe I really busy on working
No having a good rest for this few week……
When Friday and Saturday is coming…..
My body feels no well……
Maybe I really exhausted from Monday until Friday

~I think is time to taking care of my health~

Steamboat Steamboat

Today I having my delicious dinner with friend
I never having porridge steamboat
Wohhhooooo ~nice and delicious~
The porridge very nice …..
The ingredient quite nice~
~chicken, fish and crab stick~
Yummy!!! Yummy!!!

I love the ‘Lou Song Tong’
It no so sour and spicy…..
The soup quite nice ~I miss it so muchieeee..
My friend, Laine say want to go to eat on every Friday
I think we get the steamboat poison

The teppanyaki is no so so oni……
But our friend Wilson quite ‘smart’…..
He takes the beef, chicken, mushroom and eggs……
He takes all this to the chief cook
~waooooo………our special ‘kuih kak’ is born~

~I think maybe we having the steamboat for next time again~
~look forward for next time oooo~

Thanks

Hi reader,
Soli for waiting for my blog for so long
I din write blog for long time……
~I think is more than 1 month already~
I will try my best to update my blog …….kekeek

This few weeks I keep on busy……
But I duno wat am I busy for…..
Thanks for supporting my blog
And keep patient on waiting

Back UP

Today I was telling by my manager that
I have to takeover some work another of my colleague
She is being lock by her husband…… AND
She is unable for coming to work

I feel that suddenly no energy after hear my manager say this
Because her work is so many….
She almost OT for everyday…..
I think she is go to work at 8am and go back home at 10pm

I have to work again!!!!
more work to do......
Haiz…..me always have to keep on back up people....

positively~i have learn a lot from there.....
not just my team only but also from other team
i have to appreciate it

Direction???

I had lost my direction for today….
I have passing all work to my colleague who is come back from maternity leave
I also have to do transition for today……
Because my manager give me some portfolio to me
I think I have ownership on working

I totally lost myself…..
I such as a bird who lost their wings…..
I totally do not know what I have to do for today…..
Is time for me to rest
But I had adapt to the working lifestyle already….
Adapt to the busy working life……

My colleague teaching what I had to do for future…..
But I feel unrealistic because
I have to practice then only will understand what she talking about
What I have to do now is……….
Waiting, facebook~ing……