。。。。。

NEUROSCIENCE， 妈妈的！

需要这样多东西读吗？  ==

读到最后，那些 neuro pathological symptoms 搞不好会出现在自己身上。

可悲哦~~~

Skype

我： 考试读到很Pek Chek。

妈：做么这样Pek Chek? 不要给自己太多压力。

我：不是我要压力，是压力自己来找我。

妈：所以说咯，都讲你不能读Doctor的。

我：.....................



哇，那最后一句，有够HURT的。==



第二十四章  3/12/2013

Love, Is everywhere.

Listen to Her Heartbeat, For The One Last Time


can't describe my feelings after watching this.
it's really mixed.

Always wanted to sign up for the organ donors, took the form last time but didn't post it.
I'm gonna do it when I go back to Penang, definitely.

If anyone is reading this, let's join together.
It doesn't mean anything like cursing, no one knows what will happen in the future.
And if such thing happened, I'm sure we will have no regrets.

Cheers.

Sometimes...

Sometimes, when you do not mean something, and some others keep on insisting that you meant that.

Oh please, you are not me. Just forget it if you don't trust it. 

Why do you have to repeat it all over again and again so that the whole world know, in which that is not even a truth?

I know that sometimes words can be misinterpreted easily. 

However, everyone has their own limit. 

That was my explanation, take it or leave it. 

Get a life. 

主题曲

连续剧

个人觉得，

一部戏的主题曲，

就像它的灵魂般。

多年后，

可能你已经忘记到底它的剧情是如何，

里面的角色到底是谁。

但一首好的主题曲，

那余音绕梁的旋律，那美丽的歌词，

肯定让你印象深刻。

可能，

那一小段的音乐，

会让你勾起多年前的回忆。

当时，谁陪着你看？

当时，谁陪着你讨论剧情？

当时，当时，当时。。。。

第二十一章   8/11/2013

Fxxk This!

woooohooo I'm fully withdrawn from Dota. I'm a happy man. lol

Nah that's an old news now.

Currently found another two new activities to do in UCD campus.

First the futsal. I have to admit that I'm not good in it, but at least I'm not a noob.
That's enough. Who cares about it. lol

Second the gym! ahhh i wanted to start this a long time ago.

Have been hesitating for so long.

Apparently one of my friends is willing to help me on it.
Being a coach, being a good motivator.

Seriously, those motivations really matter.
 Don't think I could survive those gym sessions without him.

Yo Daniel! I owe you a lot man!

Stood on a weighing machine. crap! I'm only 65kg?

How on earth can this be? I was 70kg back then in Penang.

I'm still wondering whether is the scale problem,
Or about Malaysia and Ireland being at opposite ends of globe stuff,
Or is it that I really lost so much after only 2 months here?

Fxxk this. Forget it, I'm gonna eat like a carnivore.

My another friend asked me to bulk up by eating a lot of meats and high calories food like peanut butter. 

Haha shall try on it real soon.

Things are getting serious!

I'm gonna enjoy my life here to the "fullest".

Another live orchestra show going on next week, Irish music with some Gaelic storylines! 

第二十章 8/11/2013

Dull Life

Dull life leads to a down guy.

It rhythms, isn't it. lol ==

Ahhh I'm just too bored.

If you ask me what am I doing everyday at overseas, I will answer you with four words.

Eat , Study , Shit , Sleep.

These four words conclude everything.





Dota withdrawal symptoms are appearing, but they are under control.
 Quite a good progress I would say.



Crappy Post For A Crazy Me     25/10/13

礼物

沉默，

是我给你的最好礼物。

=）




第十九章  24/10/13

Dota 2

A game which is so famous that everyone knows about it.
A game which you would be so much addicted to it after you started playing.
A game which is packed with strategies, speed, communication, teamwork and lots more.

Somehow, after so long, I have finally decided to stop playing it.
It is a great relieve that you have finally put down a bad habit that you have always wanted to get rid of.
A lot of things happened.
Many reasons lead to this decision.
For those who don't play LAN game, you wouldn't know how it feels. haha
It might sound stupid that I even blog about this little thing.
But yeah, as a gamer, this is really a big matter, at least for me. lol

This situation is almost like a drug abuser addicting for cocaine or opioid.
Without them, it is a real suffer, craving for them endlessly.
Stopping a habit is like a mental torture rather than the physical pain or any related symptoms which I have totally forgot about it. (just realised I have learnt about symptoms of drug withdrawal last year, oh well, I guess not a single medical student can remember every facts huh?)

A lot of times is saved actually.
I would say it is a HUGE amount of times (though we cant really measure times, can we? errr dont know)
Let's see, during a school day, I spent about 3 hours each day on the game.
On a weekend, I would play for at least 6 hours a day.
Hmm, so that means I have wasted about 30 hours within just a week.
Cool! I'm so dumb! =D

Anyway, I shall pick up my guitar learning ASAP!
Since that "something" happened, I have totally stopped learning.
Guess I should restart everything. =(
Beginning is always the hardest. Aiks.



第十八章   24/10/13

难

有些事，不知该不该做。
有些话，不知该不该说。

应做，那该如何去做？
应说，那该如何去说？

结果会是如何？
会如你想象中的一样吗？
还是，到头来，根本不是你所要的。

选择，好难。
真的好难。



第十七章  22/10/2013

Self-Reflection

A lot of  thoughts in my mind
About my life, about my future... a long list going on and on
Those thinkings that I have never encountered before
I believe that is a transformation, that there will be a change
And it all starts from how I think


Too many to start with, too little time to deal with
Where should I begin, how should I begin
This is my life, and me, the only one who can do something about it
A matter of time, a matter of change
That will lead me somewhere in the future I always dream of


First of all, let's not live in the past
Let's not fear those things that made you fall
Have faith in yourself, that one day you may rise again
Because no one is destined to fail forever
This is my life, and I will strive my best to achieve what I want


I'm myself, or am I not
Till the end of the day, no one knows, no one cares
But bear in mind, I'm responsible for what I'm
I'm Kin You, and I will be a better one
I will, I believe.



第十六章    22/10/2013

完美的结局

这一篇，让我觉得自己其实也有少女情怀。哈哈。
已经好一段时间没看韩国偶像剧了。（在此就简称韩剧吧！）
没出国时，出国时，加起来大概有两年了。

韩剧给我的印象总是凄美，温馨的。
看了后总是会让人有憧憬爱情的感觉。
（听起来我有点像在说废话，爱情剧不就是这样的吗？==）

这次回来了，每天周一至五晚上八点都会守在电视前。
看完了新闻，接着的就是那韩剧啦。
可能太久没了爱情，突然想找回当初的那种感觉。（oppss! 讲爽而已 =D )

《屋塔坊王世子》
开始看时觉得很荒谬。
妈的，这样也能从古代莫名其妙地“飞”过来，做戏MEH？（OI，真的是做戏啦！）
过后再看看。啊，其实还蛮有趣的。=）
爱情剧的不变原则：从冤家开始，后来再成为真挚的爱情。
虽然很老套，但是实话说，真的真的很受欢迎。
我相信没有人不会为之动情吧。（至少我不是，看了这么多同类的还是觉得很不错）

今天的结局，最后的几句话，听了心里觉得很温馨。

“我等你很久了。”
“你到了哪里？我一直都在这等你啊。”

“就算过了三百年，我还是一样爱着你。”

美好的结局，总是个完美的结局。



第十五章  9/8/2013

Paris: City of Romance

before starting this, i sincerely apologize to anyone out there who will be reading this.

I'm sorry. i know you will hate me for talking bad about your dream place.

As far as i know, almost everyone around me loves Paris. no matter under what circumstances, people will usually have an impression that Paris is a place which is very romantic and pretty.

my sis and cousins are so fond of the Eiffel phone covers, accessories and all those girl stuffs, you name them. 

i have no doubt about the 'prettiness' of the tower, however, to be honest, Eiffel is just a tower. 

or if you prefer, a STEEL tower. 

there is nothing very special about it which will make you relating it to the word romance. 

what we all know about Paris since we were still little kids : symbol of romance, most beautiful place in the word etc is a result of the media/fashion/magazine over-reporting it (well, at least for me, it is like this)

trust me, after you pay a visit to the actual place where Paris is just right in front of your eyes, you will have the same thoughts as mine now. 

i dont know whether if im biased by the fact that my whole backpack was stolen at Paris, the so-called City of Romance? (urggghhh) so now that incident make me feel that visiting Paris is not fun at all. (u cant blame me for that, blame the thief!)

but still, Paris is one of the cities full of awesome culture. it has an extremely nice and well-planned building, Eiffel Tower serving as an iconic landmark for the city. however, City of Romance? i cant see the way to link them together.

第十四章   5/8/2013

转变？

不懂是不是习惯了一个人，
跟人交流时总觉得少了些什么。
以前十分健谈的我，好像已经不存在了。

这改变，到底是好是坏？
好吗？我有时候酸太多会得罪人都不知道。（是咯是咯==）
坏吗？当然啦，做医生不懂得跟病人说话还算什么医生。  （哦，也对Hor==）

算了吧，就走中庸之道。（放屁啦你，讲废话。）

所以说，人难做。=]




第十三章 3/8/2013

夜。思

一个人，
驾着车，
慢慢地，
静静地，
在这宁静的夜晚。

环绕着故乡槟岛，
带着沉重的心情，
到了我们曾经去过的地方。

是思念，
是想念，
还是只是自己想太多。

不知道，
不懂得，
剩下的只有我自己。

曾经你我熟悉的地方，
那一段段深刻的回忆，
眼泪，
流了。

心，
伤了。


第十二章  2/8/2013

困扰

最近很多事都不顺心。

可能这是一个人生的低潮。

还是只是自己不敢接受失败的借口。

信心没了，开心没了。

忧虑多了，压力多了。

还是，其实自己的实力只是这一般。

学业，爱情，篮球，

曾经引以为傲，曾经十分快乐的时刻。

怎么都好像离我越来越远？

别把自己困住了好吗？

第十一章 26/4/2013

愚人

原来，我从来都没放下过。

只是一直在欺骗自己，欺骗别人。

告诉自己，没什么大不了的。
告诉别人，我已经放下了。
其实，是自己在伤害自己。

愚人节快乐，愚人。




第十章 31/3/2013

风的呼唤

人生

只有尝试过失败才能真正体会成功的滋味。


没失败过，怎懂得珍惜？
没失败过，怎懂得感恩？
没失败过，怎懂得努力？
没失败过，怎懂得付出？

没失败过，怎明白成功背后的辛酸？


人生里，好多事情都得经过一次彻底的败化，才能真正地领悟、省悟。
长期处于安然的地位，跌倒时，会伤得比任何时候更痛。
更何况是没跌过？

有感而发（二）

Timing vs Chance

has been more than half year I'm here in Dublin. a western country, yeah, a place where everyone speaks English. something weird must be happening to my brain, i just cant find any improvement on my English mastery either on speaking or WRITING. alright, i must admit im quite stupid in language part.

if im not mistaken, the left part of brain is all about memorizing and logic thinking while the right side is more to creativity, music and language stuffs. or the other way round? im not sure, ahhh lazy to google it anyway. the only thing i wana say is that my logic thinking is better than language. that's all ==

okay back to the topic!!!!

Timing and the chances......

hmm actually it is nothing much. just wana share a story my lecturer has shared with us this morning. i personally feel it is very interesting and true. so here we go....

he went to a funeral of his best friend who committed suicide due to a tragic incident. and at there, he met another best friend (hopefully this doesnt sound confusing @@)  so that best friend, the ALIVE one (ok another bullshit) told him smtg like this:

"i dont understand why he choose this way to end his life. there must be solution to his problem. has he ever thought about how will his family become after his death? who is going to take care of his wife and children?" and alot of why why why. he was smoking that time while talking.

so my lecturer answered him: "we will never know why. this is his decision, a decision which cannot be forgiven and will be regretted even during his afterlife. so as you, you are leading yourself to that situation too."

the friend didnt understand why my lecturer would say that, it was like cursing him. oh well.

so my lecturer explained: "smoking is a way to kill yourself, not instantly, slowly.... as time goes by, smoking leads to different kind of diseases. even lung cancer which can kill you within a short time. think about your family, your loving wife, your children, who is going to take care of them?" after a short silence, the friend threw the whole pack of cigarette inside the bin. after a few months my lecturer was told that the friend has stopped smoking completely. "thank you friend, you change my life!" this sentence is what he got. but think about the meaning within those little words.

after that we are told something that i will never forget in my life.

"you are all going to become a doctor. sometimes patients are stubborn. oh wait, i should say all patients is stubborn. they wont listen to your advice. i dont know why, they just wont.  you need to look for the timing and the chance. some moments are the best to influence them and affect them with the things you have learnt. the best timing is the golden chance for you to change a person's life. Grab the chance when you have it. like the story i told you. you, yes everyone of you can save a life with just few words, at the correct time"

Timing, Chances. i cant deny their importance and how significant are they in our life.
health, career, education, family, relationship, almost everything.

this is real true in relationship =') timing, chances, they are important. real important.......

第九章 28/3/2013

政治

政治的黑暗，人民的期待。

不止这一时，关乎下一代。

领袖无能耐，祸害无法盖。

国家落斜坡，我感叹悲哀。





有感而发（一） 17/3/2013

时间

好长的一段时间没来更新了。
考试的忙碌，感情的迷茫，
让我不知所措。

很多人多说：
时间能冲淡一切。
但是，它真的能吗？
答案对我来说一想可知：不。

时间匆匆地溜走，
我的心依然停顿在同样的地方。
是我留难自己，还是这就是所谓的命运。
心理找不出答案。


第八章 17/3/2013

One Nation: Malaysians

It’s possible to be a builder of bridges
MUSINGS By MARINA MAHATHIR

For so long we have managed to live together quite happily, regardless of race or religious differences.


THEY say fact is often stranger than fiction. Well, real life can often be better than slogans.


Long before we had this slogan about being all one, Malaysians already were.


We went about our lives familiar with diversity, used to being citizens of many different hues.


I suppose it’s true when we say that we are not in fact a racist people, just that when something happens – an economic crisis, political insecurity – then we express ourselves through racist behaviour.


In Jared Diamond’s book Collapse: How Societies Choose to Fail or Succeed, he shows how inter-racial or inter-tribal conflict often arises out of some economic issue, over land, food or some other ingredient essential to survival.


But the point is, when everything is going fine, people are not really racist and would probably remain so, even in troubled times if opportunists did not stir things up.


After all it is as much a choice to explain things through economics as it is through a racist lens.


I for one generally believe that our people are essentially good, especially if left alone.


For so long we have managed to live together quite happily, regardless of race or religious differences.


And we have numerous real-life examples to prove it.


A friend was telling me about a family he met in Sabah that comprises a brother who is a Christian priest and a sister who is an ustazah.


Both had made conscious choices to take these paths in life, and they remain loving siblings.


In Sabah and Sarawak, it is not a situation that anybody bats an eyelid at.


In the peninsula, in urban areas I think there are many more of these mixed families than we really know.


While it may be unusual to find such a situation among siblings, it is not unusual inter-generationally.


That is, the parents may be of one religion and the children another.


Nor would it be unusual among cousins and in-laws.


I know one family where each daughter married a Christian, a Muslim and a Jew, respectively.


Thus, their children would be all cousins of different religions. Last I heard it wasn’t an issue.


When I worked in HIV, too, neither race nor religion was an issue in our everyday work.


Since we were dealing with a virus that doesn’t care what anyone believes in, neither could we discriminate against anyone if we wanted to be effective.


We are all human with a common enemy.


It did not make any sense to fight it individually in our own little corners.


I know of one story that truly illustrates how Malaysians can be caring without looking at people’s race or religion.


It also shows how the lack of political interference can allow people to be easily humane and compassionate.


Several years ago, our army and police peacekeepers in Timor Leste befriended some orphans and took their orphanage under their wing.


In the course of this, our medical corps realised that some of these orphans were in dire need of medical treatment that could not be found in that very poor country.


So they arranged for them to be flown to Malaysia and one by one, each got the treatment they needed and most of them recovered very well.


Today, 12 of the original 17 are still here studying because the Malaysians who cared for them realised that for them to have any chance at all in life, they had to be educated here.


And here’s the best thing of all: these orphans are being looked after by a whole array of Malaysians who have simply ignored any racial or religious differences in order to do the best they can for these kids.


Timorese are very devout Catholics but the army and police personnel who have been looking out for them are mostly Muslims.


They organised their medical treatment and since they have been living here, often take them out for treats, invite them for Hari Raya open houses and lavish much affection on them.


Additionally, a group of ladies from a Buddhist society helps to fund their groceries while others from various religious and social backgrounds assist in fundraising for their schooling and other daily needs.


A local doctor – Muslim – lets them stay in a house he owns rent-free and doesn’t fuss when they hang up religious pictures or builds a nativity scene at Christmas.


Every time I visit, my heart swells with pride at how generous and hospitable Malaysians have been towards these kids.


Not only are these orphans getting a school education, they are also learning that people of different races and religions can live in peace together and not have to descend into civil war like their home country did.


It is possible to be bridge-builders. As long as we don’t listen to politicians.


http://thestar.com.my/columnists/story.asp?file=%2F2013%2F2%2F14%2Fcolumnists%2Fmusings%2F12700981&sec=musings&fb_action_ids=10200201984145016&fb_action_types=og.recommends&fb_source=timeline_og&action_object_map=%7B%2210200201984145016%22%3A582575925105893%7D&action_type_map=%7B%2210200201984145016%22%3A%22og.recommends%22%7D&action_ref_map=%5B%5D




Personally, I really like this article. the way she describes how our nation should be, how we Malaysians can be united as a whole. the peace and harmony that can reside in our country forever, how nice can it be. and the last sentence: "It is possible to be bridge-builders. As long as we don’t listen to politicians." =D








第七章 15/2/2013

情人节

情人节。
这一天，对很多人来说是一个很重大的日子。
对某些人而言，其实只是愚人节般，自愚娱人。
何谓自愚娱人?
FB有些人说了很多EMO的话，说没男女朋友，没另一半。
有些甚至说很缺爱，希望赶快找到生命中的那个他/她。
我明白，有些人只是说说开开玩笑而已，但我也知道有些是说真的。
对我来说，这样的想法会有点可笑。

为什么因为一个节日的存在，
而要把自己搞成这么无聊？
爱情，真的是这样吗？
因为寂寞，因为别人已拥有，而你自己就一定要去追求它？
我觉得这不是种爱，只是一种你对“物质”的需求。
把爱当成一种物质，我决不赞成。
只会觉得那个人真的很幼稚。

纯属个人看法，请别对号入座=P
虽然我还是得为自己的言语负责。==

其实，很多人都知道我跟她之前的故事了。
已经不再是什么秘密了。
今年的情人节，真的很有感触。

一个人度过这一天，其实真的没什么。
这恋情之前，我也是一个人，那时也没觉得什么。
这一次，所想的所感受的很不一样。
会不停地回想，
其实我为她付出的真的不够。
远距离，或者是我自己的问题？
很多节日，都让她自己过，自己一个人寂寞地过。
甚至是生日，都无法参与。
我有时会在想：
如果我没到ＳＨＡＨＡＬＡＭ读书，这一切一定不会是这样。
这一切肯定不会这样。
是我的错。
给不到自己的她安全感，
是我的失败。


今年的情人节，
我祝福她和他过得幸福快乐。
情人节快乐＝）

也衷心希望我们会是好朋友。



我呢？＝］哈哈。
我依然相信爱情，期待爱情。
期待那个她的出现，也希望会是同样的她。


第六章　13/2/2013

冲凉房唱将

来了这里快半年了吧。
时间，时间，时间。
我真的很想骂你粗话，我没有翅膀真的追不上你。
算了吧。

这半年里，我这个乱唱手也参加了“不少”的演出。
这次是第三个了。

（一）

这个，真的是很有意义的一次。
过了好久了，不知道要怎样形容。
发觉最近的我开始会词穷了，
不懂是因为头脑越来越不灵活了，还是华语变差了。
就看看照片里的内容吧。
A multifaith service of thanksgiving and remembrance for those who have donated their bodies to the cause of medical education and research at UCD.
i think this line explains it all, isnt it? @@

参加了合唱团，演唱了《感恩的心》。
加上了手语，当时的气氛，当时我们心中所带的心情。
那种感觉，真的很难用言语形容。（其实应该是我又词穷了==）


（二）

sorry for mixing mandarin and english. somehow find that this event will be easily to be written using english (my broken english of coz)
Christmas Carol! another new experience of my life, since im not a Christian, i find no reason to do this last time (even if i want, who will be willing to let me join? am i right? ahh forget it, just a thought)
this event was in Dundrum Shopping Centre in Dublin, Ireland. it was a very wonderful experience not just becoz this is my first time, it is special because im doing this for fund-raising charity work and MOST IMPORTANTLY in a foreign country which the audience is Ang Mo.
gained a lot from this. learnt a lot about Christian culture and some things that I have never thought before. for example, in my memories, christmas carol is a very fun thing and doing it as charity work will be even more fun. However, I realize that people dont really care about those carol stuffs, because they are EVERYWHERE during Christmas. on the street, in the shopping centre, beside the river, any place that you name it. well, maybe becoz they are used to this stuff, or maybe they have ALREADY donated a lot, not really many people care to give a damn shit of coin. haha.
But still, it is an amazing experience! (despite that most of the time we were presenting, we were just SS - syok sendiri, getting high ourselves while no1 else giving any response.... BUT WHO CARES! we enjoyed it!)

（三）
打完了以上的字，突然惊觉有英文写好象有点比较顺。比较，一点。噢他妈的，是好事还是坏事。我引以为傲的华语=（算了吧，有空多写多写。

the third one! yet to come, it is now in practice, will be performing this Saturday. oh well, i would say this is an even more challenging choir. we are doing some thing like Acapella (if my memory serves me well, it should be spelled like this, correct me if im wrong) this is kind of we do all the sound effects by humming and  snapping our fingers etc without any musical instruments.
this performance is for Malaysian Night organised by UCD Malaysian Society. so far we have finished learning several songs, hopefully everything will go smoothly on that day. PHEW.



so, me, as a redbox-shouter and bathroom singer, has so far participated in 3 singing performances. lol. how lucky am i to have those opportunities to do what i like (although some practices are so tiring == )

2013, more events are coming!
THROW ASIDE ALL THE DUMB MEDICAL BOOKS! =D


NAH IM JUST SAYING! == exam is coming soon, and i think im going to die.





第五章 12/2/2013

幸福

看了一部戏，
戏里有一段对白：

“你希不希望她得到幸福？
那你手不放开，她怎么幸福呢？”

听到了这一句，
眼泪很不听话地流了下来。

打从心底， 我真的希望。=']



第四章 9/2/2013

转变

其实，人生几十年，

人在不同的生活阶段，

改变是不变的法则。

改变，转变，

随着环境的不同，新朋友的接触，

一个人的思想，一个人的信念，

有时，

真的很容易地被影响了。

其实，以上说的都是废话。

我也不知道自己在写什么，在想什么。

脑海放空了。

思绪扰乱了。

只不过，今天又再次看到了另一种以前都没想过的事情。

它，就这样发生了。

从来都没想多，它会发生。

而且，很快地就来了。

这突如其来的转变，

我不知道该如何反应。

我不知道我该往哪想。

此时，脑海放空应该是最好不过了吧。=]

第三章 5/2/2013

=')

a song which i just found out few days ago.
well, although this song doesn't have any real significance to me now,
i just think that this song is well-written and played.
one word that we commonly use : Feelings.
the lyrics, the music, and how the song is performed by Bruno Marz.


imagine you are on that stage of your life,
how wonderful can it be.
oh well, again, im just saying
=)

第二章 3/2/2013

不是第一的第一

很奇怪的一个标题，
为这个部落各开启了一个新旅程。

不是第一的第一。
其实，在不久前就有开始写。
但是，很多事情，
好的坏的，
对的错的，
觉得没必要让它公诸于世。
有些事情，只要自己明白就可以了。=]

曾经想过，是否应该设成PUBLIC。
但来到了这儿，这么遥远的地方读书。
跟很多朋友都失去联络了。
家人有时候也不懂我的境况。
可能，在这儿记载些事，
至少，能够让我的好朋友知道，
让我的家人知道。
建耀，到底变成怎样了。

才发觉，当你把部落各当成日记时，
和当你把部落各成为说故事的平台时，
那种感觉真的不一样。

有些事，不知道该不该说。
有些事，不知道该不该写。

认识我的人都知道，
很多事情，如果能的话，
我都会尽力自己去完成。
真的不想去麻烦别人，影响别人。
甚至有时候自己太伤心时，
一个人独自在房间流泪。
不是怕人说我没用，不是怕人说我懦弱，
只是觉得没必要去劳烦人。
这就是我，这就是建耀。

但，在这个部落各，
我不想掩盖，也不想逃避。
会尽量地写出我自己。
没有为什么，只是觉得，
以后的我，可能对现在的自己会很有兴趣。
现在的家人，可能对现在的我也很担心。
但我想说，不管发生什么事，
我一定能撑得住，别担心。

脑思，心想。
我觉得，再适合不过了。
顾名思义，这是我脑海里思考的事，我心里想的物。



第一章 3/2/2013