I have decided that while enduring doesn't always mean 'dealing with tough things', the connotation of the word just doesn't do it for me. I prefer to think of it as 'improving to the end'.
For me, this means not only improving in terms of how I fulfil my calling, service and general spirituality. It also means improving in terms of work, my relationship with friends, family and of course Josh, improving my attitude and my fitness.
So how am I going in these areas?
Well, I am really enjoying my new calling. Serving in Relief Society has helped me to enjoy the ward more. I realise that I stake calling really removes you from being able to build relationships so I'm enjoying that. Feeling more connected somehow helps me to feel the spirit more... so I have been enjoying church alot more. On Sunday at Conference I sang in the choir and had a great experience with that too... so things are certainly on the 'improve' there.
In terms of work. My last blog outlined the horrible jerks that had been in my class (PS. don't call a teenager a jerk. It is not only a rude thing, but also a retarded looking new dancing style that they love to demonstrate. Kill me.) Well, recently things have improved. I'm learning who to ignore, who to kick of the class and then ignore, how to deal with bad behaviour in better ways, and building good relationships even with bad kids.
My favourite part of school this week: On Monday, a Year 9 boy told me that a year 11 kid told him that I have a big bum. I replied 'that's nice. why was he telling you this?' He said "I dunno! He just came up and told me!!' Anyway, I just moved on thinking it was funny. Then today, coming out of a classroom, he was there again with a bunch of his pals. He said 'hey, _______(name I can't remember) said she has a bit butt'... they all laugh... and then I said 'hey, would you like me to tell everyone which of your body parts I think are big or small?' causing his friends to laugh MUCH harder at his expense.
This is kinda the approach I'm enjoying at the moment. You tease me, I stick it in your face. Teacher: 1, Kids: 0.
My relationship with Josh is always good. He's such a champion. Really. I won girls.
Fitness... hmm... my ability to go to the gym was decreased recently due to a horribly sore shoulder. Now that it is slightly better, I should really be going every day again. However, I haven't quite got there yet. Alright... goal for tomorrow... go to gym!
Time to work off that big bum, I guess.