Thursday, November 28, 2013

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I made it !!! I had to double up a couple of times but I did it!!

So for today, Thanksgiving, here is what is on my heart....

 - I am thankful that somehow I get to spend  everyday with the love of my life. My husband is my rock and I couldn't imagine doing life with anyone but him. 

- I am thankful for my boys. For every giggle, adventure , tear, meal , bath , bed time, lazy day, school day, home day, good day , naughty day, busy day, hug, kiss, and cuddle I couldn't be more thankful. They fill my heart, they are my breath , they have my soul.

- I am thankful for my family, my biological one and my married "into" one. Somehow I got lucky and I have a family that has and is willing to do so much for us, it is breath taking really. 

- I am thankful for sisters.  My own big sister has always been my idol, my biggest fan, my sounding board, my guide, my rock, my teacher, my librarian, my coach, my friend, my support, and my inspiration. I also aquired three beautiful sister-in-laws that have taught and inspired me moved then they will ever know.

- I am thankful for my nephews, who are almost like siblings. They have taught me so much , I couldn't be prouder of them then I am. They have both made me laugh harder then anyone on the planet.  They are strong and loving, how cool is that?

- I am thankful for my nieces.  The day my sister's daughter was born I fell in love with her from miles away. She is smart, sweet, talented, funny, and gorgous. Then another breathtakingly precious little girl joined our family and again I felt my heart burst from miles away. She is so sweet, smart, and it goes without saying, beautiful. These girls enrich my life.

- I am thankful for my career. I accidentally found speech- language pathology and I don't think there is a better career for me in the whole world . I am so thankful to be able to support my family doing something that inspires and excites me. 

- I am thankful for teachers, both the formal and informal ones that have guided me personally, academically, and professionally. 

- and I am thankful for friendship.  When I look at the variety of friends that I have aquired throughout all of the stages of my life I am honored and humbled to call these wonderful people my friends. 

My heart is full!

And that is enough sappinness :) I better get working on getting ready for Chrismas. I'm determined not to let if sneak up in me this year  (a girl can hope right?)



Wednesday, November 27, 2013

The 27th

Today I'm thankful for:
- school programs
- feasts
- baby smiles
- naps
- pie
- rain
- root beer floats
- caramel corn
- time to play
And
- shoes

For yesterday, the 26th

I am so thankful that my boys have cousins
-  I'm thankful that their Sirs cousin is here for a visit.... Such a sweet little niece I have, I am so happy to have this time together
- and I'm thankful for their big cousins on my side.... The big cousins give them someone to look up to. I am in awe of what wonderful people they have grown to be, even though I can't beleive how grown they are!


Monday, November 25, 2013

For the 25th

I'm thankful that-
- Ballroom Blitz was the theme song of my day
- my husband didn't even bat an eye when I told him that I locked my keys in the car today and I would need rescuing 
- I got to play with the boys while someone else did the cooking
And
- I get to kiss my boys goodnight every day 

Sunday, November 24, 2013

For the 24th

I'm thankful for
- surprise maple bacon doughnuts
- the anticipation of upcoming days off and out of town visitors
- balls, phones, cars... The things that make my boys happy
- FaceTime 
- lotion 
- family "wrestle time"
- ice cream runs
- already being able to embarrass Raivis by singing in public
And
- the chair that I have rocked both babies to sleep in

Saturday, November 23, 2013

The 22nd & 23rd

For yesterday, I am thankful for
- Z feeding himself bananas for breakfast
- reliable working cars
- lunch with my boys 
And
- the internet, it makes it easier to look stuff up and stay connected

For today, I'm thankful for
- Fort Lee soldiers that made the day for a bunch of old women in a nursing home
- homemade waffle making with Raivis
- new toothbrushes
And
- movie time

Thursday, November 21, 2013

For the 21st, I'm thankful for...

My microwave - makes quick dinners possible
My phone - makes it easy to connect with my husband when he is gone
My camera - makes capturing my babies possible
My pjs - need I say more?

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

For today...

My thanks go to:
- finishing projects
- nice drives home from work
- running water
- my smelly bulldog

And refrigerators

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

A Year with Zani-Lee

November 8, 2012
One year ago, on the eighth of November my heart as I had known it changed forever.  We were so excited to meet the little being that had been wiggling and hiccuping in my belly.  We wanted to learn his face, his toes, his fingers, his nose, his likes, his smile, his dislikes, his laughs, his cries, his passions, his temper, and his love.  We were so ready to know him.








December 2012



He entered this world with his signature screech that can silence a restaurant to this day.  Our little Zani-bug was so alert and ready to eat.  We set about the business of learning this new little monkey in our lives.  We learned that Zanis is mostly patient, fussy in the evenings, and was supper snuggley from the start.








                                                                        


                                                                                           

January 2013
Bringing him home felt natural, like we had always had a place in our home for him, we just didn't know it yet.  Yes there were some rough days, like the first time Mommy was home by herself with two boys and big brother made himself projectile vomit at the dinner table (over vegetable soup which he had eaten on multiple occasions before), which Mommy reacted terribly to, which made Zanis cry, all the while three dogs were trying to get to the vomit. Mostly though, those first few months were spent cuddling, playing, and settling into our family.


February 2013






In December, both boys were sick and poor Z was my first child to have to go to the hospital.  Nothing in the entire world makes a Mommy feel quite so helpless as seeing a newborn sick.  It all turned out ok, in fact the whole ordeal helped Raivis' love for his little brother grow.  As Raivis had pretty much refused to touch Z prior to that, it was a big deal.


                                 



March 2013




Zani grew and grew and grew.  He loved loved loved his swing.  Hated (and still does) his car seat.  His hair fell out in weird patches but stayed long in the back.  All of the dogs loved baby Z.  Grover was always within a few feet of the baby, Millie even allowed a little snuggling, and Brody... I think that Brody loves Z as much as he loves anybody, letting Z pet and maul him all of the time now.  Z has always loved to be outside, even at 2 months old he loved a good walk.






April 2013
Z does all things passionately.  He loves with gusto, eats with joy, and enjoys a good tantrum. He has been absolutely in LOVE with his brother from the start, we are pretty sure that Z thinks that whatever Raivis does is the BEST idea EVER.  (we are in so much trouble).  Z didn't mind tummy time, I think he knew that the sooner he got that down the sooner he was going to be able to keep up with that brother of his.

                   



May 2013
My Z can be so so so serious, taking in the world.  Yet, he can be the goofiest, silliest little ham.  Z loves a good joke, a good game of peek-a-boo, and a good game of "uh-oh".

                     









June 2013
 From the first day of his life, this boy had something to say.  He is so expressive, he is so full of "words".  At the end of his first year his list of words are: "Mum mum mum" (mamma), "Da" (Daddy), "ba" (Ball), "Bay Bay" (Baby),  "up up up", "Go Go" (Grover), "Bo-o-o-o" (Brody), "Buh" (Brother), "num num num" (food), "Ee-nk" (Drink), "Mo" (more, you get about 27 seconds to respond to this one before the screech comes out), "na na" (banana), "uh-oh".







July 2013
Z is my curious baby.  Always pushing the bounds of his environment, discovering new things.  He loves to climb the stairs but isn't to interested in learning how to come back down. He is always trying to climb, open, lift, and/or move something.  The little man loves to show us his "amazing feats of strength", with moving heavy to him things all of the time. 

Z already gives the best little hugs.  He tucks his hands in front of him and will hug his body close to mine,  makes his Momma's hear melt.  
  
August 2013
My boy was a good eater from the start.  He didn't fool around when it was time to learn how to eat, that baby was business when it came to his latch.  When it came time to start solids, he was pumped.  This baby loved rice cereal from the start and didn't meet a baby food that he didn't like.  He will eat just about anything from the table.  By his first birthday, the only thing that he would spit out consistently was lima beans. His favorites are bananas, strawberries, waffles, carrots, sweet potatoes, Cherrios, raspberries, apples, and mandarin oranges.  He is starting to show preferences for textures but for the most part, if goes in his mouth, he is game.    

September 2013
Oh the poop stories we have for this little man.  He has had some of the biggest blow outs in the car that I have ever seen. My favorite happened on our way home from breakfast on a Saturday.  Nik had taken the wrong exit so we ended up going the long way home, which wasn't a big deal.  We were just enjoying each other when all of a sudden Raivis starts saying, "something stinks, it really really stinks." Shortly after that of course, we start smelling it too.  No big deal I though, the baby's pants just need to be changed when we get home.  No sooner the I could finish that thought, Raivis was screaming, "It's poop! It's poop! It's on his hands!"  So I quickly unbuckle so that I could see how bad was.  It was bad... there was poop everywhere.  I wiped what I could and crossed my fingers that we could make it home.  Then from the back seat, my little reporter said, "It's on his hands again! It is on his face!" it was everywhere, it was all over his head, on the door of the car, all over his car seat.  At this point all I can do is play defense and keep the poop out of the babies mouth.  We get home and decide that it would be easier to just take the whole carseat out of the car with the baby in it and go straight up to the tub.  I have never never never seen that much baby poop EVERYWHERE.  I don't think that I have laughed that hard my entire life. 

October 2013
I have decided that there is nothing quite so wonderful and frightening as the sound of our son's making each other laugh hysterically.  I love that Z is always ready to laugh at his brother and he LOVES to make his brother laugh.  A loves his Grandma Carol, she often has the magic touch for him.
 Z has always been somewhat of a Daddy's boy, just as long as his Daddy doesn't try help him back to sleep in the middle of the night.  His daddy makes him laugh almost as much as his brother does. He is a Momma's boy when it comes to comfort though.  If he needs to feel safe or needs comforting he is all Momma all the time. (which means Momma gets the best of the snuggles).


November 8, 2013









It has been such a wonderful year with our Z.  So, my little Z bug, don't stop loving without bounds, insisting on attention when you need it, laughing, and  exploring. You are ever so loved by your family.  Happy first birthday little love!
 

Holy cow!! It is the 18th?!?!

I am thankful for:

Language - I love it! I love language development, I love what happens to language  when something goes wrong in the brain, I love helping people fix problems with language.  I love that it is crucial for survival, used to connect with our world, changes constantly, and is used as an art. I love that I am so so so fortunate to make my living from it.

Relatedly, I love that RJ calls a calculator a "number phone" and that he says wonderful things like "pack-pack".

And I love that Z uses words, screams, grunts, and facial expressions as his language to connect with his world and that this wonderful concoction changes daily. 

 Wow, what in this world world is more awesome then language?

Monday, November 18, 2013

Mmmmm Carmel Slice

Hmmmm 
Today I'm thankful to live by three great bakeries and that my husband gets as excited as I do and will go to all three with me in one day.

Bath time to pass the time before I can legit  put the boys to bed. 

And car carts. Best. Invention. Ever.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

For the Whole Weekend

First, I am thankful for weekends in and of themselves.
I am thankfl for the farmers markket even though we couuuldn;t figure out how to get there beccause of the marathon,
i am thankful for napssssss with my boys
and
fun dinners out together.

I am thankful for race tracks, balls, games, and books that keep busy boys busy while Momma tries to do stuff.

Mostly though, I am thankful for bedtime and being able to look forward to next weekend,

Saturday, November 16, 2013

For the 15th

Catch up day for November 15 :)

Last night, while I was snuggling Z to sleep I was looking at my facebook page.  The first item on my news feed was the announcement of the birth of our friend's BEATUIFUL baby girl.  She is gorgeous and I am so excited for thier little family to become a family of 4.

The next post down was from a friend that lost her nephew one week after he was born.  The baby had been born four weeks premature and had many struggles.  My heart breaks for her and her family.

Feeling the joy of new life one second and feeling the pain of loosing new life the next.  wow.

So, I am especially thankful today for the health of my own beautiful boys.  BUT I am also thankful for the health of all of the babies that have just entered or will be soon entering our friend's lives (and there are quite a few right now!)  I am also thankful for community, even if it is just through facebook, that we can use that to hold each other up in really really unimaginably tough times.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Peppermint kisses

This fine November day I am thankful for:

- extra good bye hugs when I drop the boy off at school

- peppermint kisses and my morning coffee

- safe homecomings 

- dancing boys

AND

- dinner with great friends that don't mind my crazy children

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

The thirteenth day

My heart is thankful for
- smooth well baby check ups
- sick baby snuggles (even though having a sick baby is the pits)
- being able to laugh with great people at work

And

- macaroni and cheese

And this....
And this...

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Hope

The 12th day of November I am thankful for:
- bulldog snores
- teachers that love and care for my son while he is with them
- Rides to school
- Chatting with a one year old
- Grandma Carol's magic touch
- Safe flights
- Face Time
- Time to smell candles at Target
and
- the hope that MAYBE the baby will sleep tonight

Monday, November 11, 2013

The 11 th

My thanks today go to
- veterans 
- leftovers from one of my favorite places
- naptime with my boys
And
Band aids

Sunday, November 10, 2013

For the Tenth

Today, I am thankful for:

- playing memory games with Raivis
= fishing at Dory Park with my boys on such a beautiful day
- Time with friends
 and 

- I am still VERY thankful for Advil

The 9th of November

I am thankful for my dad, not just on his birthday but everyday

Saturday, November 9, 2013

Zani-chop

* I wrote this on the 8th for the 8th but I ha technology issues*

Today I am ever so thankful for:

- soft baby hair

- a wonderful family that loves my boys as much as I do

- birthday cake

- birthday candles

- healthy children
 
- sleeping baby breath

And 

- baby songs



Thursday, November 7, 2013

The 7th day

Today I give thanks for

- cake mixes
- bed time
- Advil

And. 

- a husband that wraps presents

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Today

Today I am thankful for
- gorgeous sunsets that help me regain perspective after a long day at work
- impromptu evening outings with my family

And

- crazy good hugs from my boys when I walk in the door

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

The. Fifth

Today, I am thankful for...

- my husband, who is marvelous at many things, but most importantly is marvelous at being mine

- sweet baby words... "Bay bay" (baby ) as he hugs and to rocks his baby

And
- 4 year old humor, potty jokes and all

Monday, November 4, 2013

Today is November Forth and I'm Thankful For...

- the time change. That extra hour made it possible to sit at the table and eat breakfast with my boys because we woke up at 5 am today.
- goofy baby grins that are impossible to catch on camera but light up my world

- colors that take my breath away

And

- a wonderful mother that keeps my boys happy and makes sure that they are loved while I am away


Sunday, November 3, 2013

Looking Forward

Nik was in Seattle for four weeks in September and October.  Let me tell you that I am one spoiled women.  That was the longest time that we have been apart since we were freshmen in college. And I think that it was the longest month of my life.   Nik does so much for me in our day to day life, it is the little things you know? Like making coffee and kissing boys goodnight that I am so used to having a partner in crime for that felt wrong without him. I am so thankful for having Grandma Carol here... if she hadn't been here we would have been a huge mess.  





















While Nik was in Seattle, he was working in the anesthesia department at Virginia Mason Hospital.  He really enjoyed his time in Seattle and took full advantage of all of the wonderful things the city of Seattle has to offer.  Mostly though, he enjoyed getting to know a new hospital system and started the process that will consume our next few months.... thinking about residency.  

I don't know if I have explained this in the past so just ignore me if I have.  Nik will graduate this coming May from Medical School... I will officially have a doctor on my hands in about 6 months.  After graduation, the medical school students transition into residencies.  In medical school, they learn all of the facts they need to be a physician, in residency they learn how to do procedures, they learn more facts, and they learn how to be good doctors in the field of medicine that they have chosen to work in.  Nik has chosen to go into anesthesia, anesthesia is at least a four year residency (Nik will probably do a fellowship after his four years so it will probably be a 5 year process for us).
































The process of ending up in a residency program is complicated and crazy... this is how I understand it.  In September, Nik applied to 25 anesthesia programs all over the country.  We combined location with the type of program to determine which programs were on that list.  Then the residency programs ask for people to come and interview.  Once all of the interviews are over, the medical student ranks them from the program they would most like to go to, to the program that they would least like to go to.  The residency programs rank the students from their first choice to their last.  Then the residency programs and students are "matched"  so if your number one program ranked you number one then that is where you will go.  BUT if your number one program didn't rank you number one then they go to your number two program and see if that program "matched" you high. On March 21, 2014, we will go to a "match party" and find out where we are going.   It boils down to this, the medial student has a little control over where they go, if they don't like a program you put it low on your list, but there is the unknown variable of the programs, they have to like the student.


Right now we are in the interview stage.  Nik interviewed at the program in Seattle.  He has also interviewed at the programs at the University of Pittsburgh, Duke University, and the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill.  So far, there are things about each of the programs that he has been to that he really likes.  He 2 more interviews coming up in November and a whole bunch in December and January.
























This means a busy and thoughtful next few months for us.  Deciding on the order to rank the residencies is going to be a huge decision, we will be weighing many options to determine where we will move our family to for the next four years.  Things like the quality of the program, their on-call schedule, the quality of the public schools in the area, the job opportunities for me, the cost of living in the area, and the "livability" of the area. There is so much to consider.  So, if we are grumpy, unavailable, or distracted, please forgive us.We will keep you posted!







Thankful

I am going to attempt to jump on the November Thankful bandwagon... staying true to myself though I am already behind :).  So first... a little catch up.

November 1:
On the first, I was/am thankful for a family that provides me with the motivation to make it through long days at work, being able to soothe the tears of little boys, and clean boys, fresh out of the tub.











November 2:
Yesterday I was/am thankful for the means to buy groceries for my family, a wonderful husband that keeps me going in one direction, and 1 hour of sleeping in by myself
















And FINALLY today...
November 3:
Today, I am thankful for cool fall mornings, breakfast with three handsome men, and neighborhood treats.





Saturday, August 3, 2013

Happy Richmond-versary to us!

THREE YEARS?!?!  It has been three years since we packed up our Colorado house, moved our family across the country to begin this crazy adventure called medical school? I know that it is cliche to say but WOW time flies.

When we were searching for medical schools to apply to, our mantra was, "It's only four years, we can do anything for four years. Right?".  We weren't expecting to necessarily love our new city, after all it is so far from where we grew up.  We were expecting to be homesick for our mountains, familiar sights, friends and family.  And we were/are homesick for these things, BUT we were surprised to look around and discover that we, in fact, DO love our Richmond home. We have so enjoyed exploring the Virgina, the South, and the east coast.  This west coast girl's heart is forever changed...


Here are some of my favorite things about RVA


Our neighborhood, Church Hill.  I love the old houses, that I can walk to several great locally owned shops, and the smell of great BBQ that is almost always in the air.


The weather... most of the time.  There are times when it feels like the air is trying to smother you because of the humidity and when it doesn't snow until January or February it makes us homesick for snow. BUT the spring and fall here is AMAZINGLY beautiful. AND the snow melts really fast when it does actually arrive. 

 




The festivals.  There is always something going on.  Some of our favorites are the Kite Festival in March, the St. Patrick's Day Festival, the Bacon Festival in June, the Watermelon Festival, the Italian Festical, and the Folk Festival.  There are many many more and they all are a good time.



The history.  This is where Pocahontas, John Rolfe, and John Smith explored.  We live about a block and a half from where Patrick Henry gave his "Give me Liberty or Give me Death" speech. The Civil War History here is extremely rich as well, as Richmond was the Capital of the Confederacy.  There are plantations, battlefields, and museums galore.  After a short drive away you could find yourself at George Washington's birthplace, Thomas Jefferson's beautiful Monticello, James Madison's Montpelier, or Woodrow Wilson's presidential library. 

 
Nature.  Growing up in the mountain west, I was used to everything being sort of brown.  Here the flowers are almost always in bloom and everything is so green. All of the seasons are gorgeous in their own rite.  We never tire of spotting a little Cardinal friend.

 









The food.  I didn't know what I was missing.  The first restaurant that we ate at in Richmond is called "the Black Sheep" and it is still just as good as that first time.  But there are so many more that we love!  Some of our favs: Millie's, Hogshead Cafe, Proper Pie, Julip, Burger Bach, Don't Look Back, Alamo BBQ, Ronnie's BBQ, just to name a few. 





The parks. We live within walking distance to one of the best views in the city.  There are several beautiful parks right here in the city.  It is always hard to imagine that we are in the middle of a pretty big city when we are out and about exploring. 

The people.  We have met some wonderful people that have supported us on this journey and that is really what makes Richmond feel like home.  Our neighbors put up with our racous behavior and are friends are divine. 

Richmond has been good to us.


 As this could be our last year in this wonderful city, we are trying to savor every minute, every event, and every season.  There is a chance that we could stay here for Nik's next step in his medical education but there is also a chance that we will be able to explore and fall in love with something new, right now there is no way to know which way it is going to go.

Here's to a great last three years and to a great, nerve wracking, exciting, fun year ahead!

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

WOW

Oh this kid....












This kid can make me: smile, cry, laugh, crazy, proud, frustrated, impressed, amazed, overwhelmed, overjoyed, scramble, stumped, excited, scared, learn, teach, grow, stand still, run, and love more then I could ever imagine.  All of that and more... in about 5 minutes. 

















Before him, I thought that parenthood was about what you taught your kids.


















I was wrong, parenthood is about what your kids teach you. 


















Yesterday, we celebrated this monkey's fourth birthday.


All I have to say is WOW. I so don't deserve him but I am so so so so lucky, blessed, fortunate, amazed, proud, humbled that he calls me "Mamma". 











The last four years have flown by and I cannot wait for all of the adventures, snuggles, giggles, lessons, and love that are yet to be.











Happy Birthday Raivis Jackson,


You have my heart.




Sunday, April 14, 2013

Pretty Much the Best

Weekends are my favorite thing anyway, but a weekend with NO school/work HAS to be the best ever.



















We didn't do anything to terribly exciting. We caught up with friends, chores, shopping, eating at some great places, and we hit up the Carytown Beer Fest. (The last one was probably mostly for Daddy).








 The weather was fabulous.  Nothing better then a Sunday morning walk to Millie's, one of our favorite brunch places.


Best of all we got to be goofy and relax with our boys. 


This is Raivis at the Craft Brew Festival.... as you can tel he was having a blast.

This is Raivis after Mamma got him Sweet Frog frozen yogert... much better :)
Weekends are the best!