Changin' my life

This songs are kinda old but they are great songs! =)

Changin' my life - Stardust


Atsui mune ni mimi wo oshiete
Kikoete kuru yo natsukashii oto
Dare ni mo miseru koto nai kao
Kimi no mae de wa shitteita no ka na

Kimi no sodatta furusato ga kono oka kara wa miwataseru n da
Ima wa chotto namida ga jama wo shite mienai kedo

Yozora no hoshi ni subete wo chikau no
Sukoshi dake jikan wo tomete
Kimi sae ireba nani-mo iranai
Sonna negai kanau you ni

Biru no akari ga tomotte'ku tabi
Sutette'te shitte'ku ano koro to hoshii
Kawatta mono ga aru to sureba
Kimi no kokoro to migi no SUPEESU

Omoide wo tsukuru no wa anna ni sugoku kantan na koto na no ni
Wasureru no wa konna ni muzukashii doushite?
Yozora no hoshi ni subete wo chikau no
Dakedo kimi wa mou koko ni inai
Ima goro dare to yorisotteiru no?
Kitto watashi omoide da yo ne

Yozora no hoshi ni subete wo chikau no
Aitai no ni aenai omoi
Nakimushi nante mou yobasenai kara
Wagamama ga komarasenai kara

Yozora no hoshi ni omoi wo himeru no
Kondo koso negai wo kanaete
Kore kara donna fui ni ga mi ni ochite mo
Anna ni hageshiku aisenai
Kono omoi todokimasu you ni

My ears are telling my burning chest

That they can hear a familiar sound

This face that said I can't show anyone,

I wonder if you knew it was right before you

The homeland you grew up in can be seen from this hill

And now, my tears are getting a little in way way, though I can't see it

The stars in the sky are close to everything

Please stop time for just a bit

As long as you're here, I don't need anything else

If that kind of wish can be granted

Each time the glow in the building lights up,

I want to throw away everything that happened back then

If there is anything that changed,

It's your heart and the space to the right of it

It's surprisingly this easy to create memories, and yet

Forgetting them is this difficult... Why?

The stars in the sky are close to everything

But you are no longer here

Who are you becoming closer with right about now?

Surely, I've become just a memory

The stars in the sky are close to everything

I want to see you, yet I feel like I won't

You won't let me call anymore because I cry too much

And you won't let me selfishness trouble you

My emotions are hidden in the stars in the sky

This time, please grant my wish

From now on, even if my body unexpectedly fails,

It can't be as fierce as not meeting you

I hope that I can express this feeling

Changin' my life - Eternal Snow


Kimi wo suki ni natte dore kurai tatsu no kana?
Kimochi fukurande yuku bakari de
Kimi wa kono omoi kidzuite iru no kana?
Ichido mo kotoba ni wa shite'nai kedo

Yuki no you ni tada shizuka ni
Furitsumori tsudzukete yuku

Hold me tight konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritakunakatta yo
I love you namida tomaranai
Konna n ja kimi no koto
Shirazu ni ireba yokatta yo

Kimi wo itsu made omotte iru no kana?
Tameiki ga mado GARASU kumoraseta

Yureru kokoro tomosu KYANDORU de
Ima tokashite yukenai kana?

Hold me tight oreru hodo tsuyoku
Kogarashi fubuki ni deattemo
Samukunai you ni to
I miss you kimi wo omou tabi
Amikake no kono MAFURA-
Kon'ya mo hitori dakishimeru yo

Eien ni furu yuki ga aru nara
Kimi e to tsudzuku kono omoi kakuseru no kana?

Hold me tight konna omoi nara
Dareka wo suki ni naru kimochi
Shiritakunakatta yo
I love you mune ni komiageru
Fuyuzora ni sakebitai
Imasugu kimi ni aitai yo

Hold me tight
I love you

How long has it been since I fell in love with you?

My feelings only increase

Will you notice them

Even though I've never once put them into words?

Like the snow, they just

Quietly keep accumulating

Hold me tight- if this is how it feels

I didn't want to know

What it was like to be in love with someone

I love you- my tears won't stop

And so I wish

That I had never met you

How long will I be thinking of you?

My sighs fogged up the window glass

Can a candle flame

Still melt my trembling heart?

Hold me tight, tight enough to break me

So that even in an icy wind or a blizzard

I won't feel cold

I miss you- every time I think of you

Tonight, too, I hold

This half-finished muffler, all alone

If there was an eternally falling snow

Could it hide my feelings for you?

Hold me tight- if this is how it feels

I didn't want to know

What it was like to be in love with someone

I love you- the feeling wells up in my chest

I want to shout to the wintery sky

"I want to see you right now"

Loves...

New Uni Life

I've started Uni for a week. As usual, time flies! Last year I was still at college studying TBF and now I am at Uni studying Accounting and finance! =) I guess this is quite a popular course, isn't it?

So, the first day of Orientation was quite okay. Ps was in the same course as me so we sticked to each other all day long.. A few of my ex classmates were in the same course as me right now. I'm really glad too! At least, there are some ppl that I know. Oh yes, even some ex sri kl-ians are here too! =)

Taylor's is huge, definitely.

I'm in the different tutorial group as Ps :( That's not a good news. Well, it would be amazing to be in the same class as her but since it turned out to be like that, we have no other choice but follow right? yes! We still would be seeing each other during lectures, clubs and societies, lunch or even other days! We can study together too, like before! ;D

All the best to everyone in Uwe A&F!

Oh yes, I didn't mention that how expensive are the text books! A thin book can cost rm 180? Are you kidding me? Oh well... I'm sure I'll find another better way to own that text book! =)

By the way...

Today is my obaachan's birthday! Although she won't be able to see this but still..

Happy Birthday! 誕生日おめでとう！

A Desire that mustn't be varnished!
A Desire that would be fulfilled...
A Believe that would last eternally!
All the best!

Believe it or not, I cooked!

Today is the 5th of Jan 2010. Last year, I rmr it was the first day of my College but I didn't go. Instead, I went shopping with my dear cousins from Australia! :) I was scared too as it was the beginning of the new chapter of my life. As like right now, is the beginning of the next chapter of my life-- University Life. I hope that everything would be as great as it is now! I really appreciate and glad that I'm alive in this world. I don't regret that I'm a Malaysian because Malaysia is so multicultural. When I shared my culture at Japan with my host parents only then I realized that my culture is so--- interesting? or full of varieties? My host father even get so interested in Malaysia.. :D I'm proud of myself as an ambassador of Malaysia! =)

Well, just now I received a new year post card from my 1st host family! That Japanese post card is very unique. They printed their family members or anything which is related to their family on the post card and at the back, they write the address. Last year, I requested to have one when I saw how cute it was!

When I accessed into the webpage my host father gave me, I felt the feeling of host family sick. Ha ha! funny? xD I really miss my four host brothers! they are so awesome, so cute, so crazy, so funny. I really love them a lot. I treat them as if they were my real brothers.. :)

Oh yes.. today.. out of boredom, I baked banana cake & cooked Japanese udon! :) I know some of you would be shock but I did it! My daddy said my banana cake tasted good. Mummy said my udon was great but a little sweet! :) I've succeeded! I would love to try to cook other dishes too! after all, cooking isn't that bad.. :D

Let's see what is happening in Japan! :


Motoki! I miss him :(


My first host family at the temple! :)


Poor Keigo!!

This year would be a wonderful year!
hey, I've proved LOA laaa.....
who dares to object LOA??? =p

Happy New Year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 EVERYONE!!

I hope that everyone enjoyed their new year eve yesterday! =)

As I looked back at 2009, somehow I felt funny that I did this, funny that I did that and so on... XD well anyway, it was a great year 2009! I had all sorts of emotions : happy, sad, confused, angry... etc As I said, I've completed my mission in year 2009. So, I guess it made 2009 a great year, too!

In 2009, I got to know a lot of YEs and one special friend of my mine, yee lin.. I learned to appreciate life more and of course I've 3 great host families too!! I really love my life very much... Oh yes.. I tried to believe in LOA stronger than before! so, can I say that 2009 is a great year? I hope that 2010 would be even better! :)

I had a lot of fun yesterday at my neighbour's house. They invited us to their house to have dinner and enjoy our` new year eve there! I met minori there again, the Japanese YE. She is leaving in a week time! Oh gosh... time really flies! This made me thought of both mariko and my new year eve last year with chisa, nao, papa and mama. :) Although it was not a great new year eve last year but at least I could celebrate it in my dream country! =)

Get back to my night, yeah... so, we talked a lot there and I don't know why, I just love talking to Japanese... don't say that I'm mad... :) I'm normal... just like my other YE friends :) Well, when the clock striked 12am, the loud fire works, as if it was an alarm clock telling us it was 1.1.2010 was heard throughout the whole sunway damansara!! =D we went out to take a look at the beautiful fire works and wow! yeah.... it was very beautiful!! :) and... we talked outside my neighbour's house for an hr! LOL..... But it was a great new year eve :D

I missed sayaka suddenly yesterday when I was chatting with minori... sayaka is yeelin's YE..

I think I should really call up my 3 host families since today is new year.. :D but I'm still nervous.. haha... especially when my 2nd host family doesnt know how to speak English.! :S

Well..... Let me wish everyone a great 2010 year and raise up all your dreams and goals that you wanna achieve!! =DDD