Second Week to School!

Today I'm feeling not satisfied... We actually have to decide on which group should we have in order to do our CPM2 assignment... and great! I was left alone... = =

Sigh... I was wondering is it I'm too picky or am I really that bad...? ='(
Sad betui...

Jen's 21st Birthday~

Today I went back to Kampar and there were alot of things to clear up..! = =

Oh... Today is Jen's 21st birthday and it's her big day? Hohoho... Sure celebrate together with her Mr. BF d~

At last got our not-so-recent pic together!

Happy Birthday and hope you'll enjoy your 21st birthday, Jen! Err... I wonder what can we do at the age of 21?

Results Out!

Yesterday, early in the morning HK called and informed me that the results were already out... = = Since the day before Andrew told me that the results were already out and JY asked if the results were out or not..

Frankly speaking, I was really scared of my results because I don't what will I get and I know I didn't do well for my Financial paper.. But somehow, I still need to see my results...

Alot of my friends got a very good results and some even get four flat...! I'm in a great pressure right now... LOL... So, in a conclusion.. Must work hard next time!!!

*Lalala~

Back from Redang

May 17th 2009 til May 20th 2009...

Went to Redang island...!

LOL... will blog more about it after I get the photos from friends~

Redang island~~~

Heartache.

I had a big fought today with the one I loved. He is the guy who made me believe in love once more and he is the one who really made me feel that I'm the most happiest girl on earth for the past one month.

I started this fight due to my childishness and hell yeah, he wasn't in the good mood that time and the fight started.

This is our longest fight and each and every words of his, aches me and hurts me deeply. It's like a knife slicing slice by slice of my heart..

I can't help, but tears kept filling my eyes and rolls down..

This fight made me realised that he actually doesn't have any confident in our relationship. His pasts are still haunting him.. His male ego is dominating him.. And the main thing is, up til now he doesn't put a trust in me and believe that I'm actually have feel for him and love him.

I can't really believe that he actually said that I accepted him because I pitied and scared that I will hurt him. That really hurts. *ouuccchhs

I guess I'm such a failure for not gaining his confidence and earning his trust. *sigh
I guess one of the most important thing in a relationship is faith, isn't it? If the faith doesn't exist, how can the relationship lasts?

*sigh...

***Updates***

14th May 2009

Went out with Kok Lip on that day after passed one year...?

Ok, he drove all the way from SP to Pg early in the morning and we went to pray then headed to Pasar near TARC Pg to have his breakfast. I can't believe that it's actually a year d since we graduate and we used to eat there last time when we were still studying in Diploma.

That's me.

Now that everything has changed, from Diploma to Degree, from Pg to KL, from 18 to 21... We've all grown up.

Went to Gurney to watch movie which is Star Trek. Not a bad movie though! At first, there were only both of us in the cinema and I asked if we can take a pic but he don't want! He said it is against the law and he don't want to violated it! = =

Gosh... KL even said that he is grown up d and he won't do such a crazy act anymore... >.< fine lorr... I told him that I'm going to blog about this and I really did! LOL! =X

I guess his only response after reading this is dot dot dot... *swt

So nice of him for buying me a chocolate~ I like the paper bag very much hehehe...
Btw, thanks...!

Gift from KL.

Keep in touch though! =)

15th May 2009

Tried the buffet lunch at E&O Hotel and also tried the Japanese food there...

Gosh...! The sushi were so big in size and the way they made it made me lose my appetite and scared of Japanese food! *swt

Geli sushi.

... and my mother bought me a new Sony Ericsson hp on this date! ^^

After all these years being a fans of Nokia, finally I give it a try to that brand...

Not bad though... It's just that I'm not used to it only. = =

K770i.

Finance Paper Down

... Had my second paper today and I don't know how to answer it despite doing revision for the whole night and didn't sleep at all day before.

It was all my fault for not being serious in my studies...!!! *sigh
= =

Everyone were doing well in their Finance paper except for me... Almost all of them know how to answer except for me too~

It was freezing cold at the exam hall and I was shivering when I did my paper. When we came out from the exam hall, CH asked me to go and see the mirror... = = To my surprise... My face looked damn pale!!! *who asked me to laze around during the study week..? >.<
My bad. *sigh

(yea... I'm complaining again...)