
As part of our ongoing dialogue in Woking we had a meeting with a Pakistani Christian, Christopher (a second generation convert) and a English, Muslim convert, Khalil, both sharing about their ‘hopes and fears’ for the future. There were about 40 people in the meeting – all Christian except Khalil. (I wonder where all the Muslims were and why they didn’t choose to come). Since it was the Feast of the Annunciation (25th March), Richard who was hosting and leading the meeting read the story of Christ Jesus, Son of Mary from the Q’ran (3/Imran)
KHALIL’S STORY
Khalil initially ‘found God’ at boarding school through the Gideons. At 18 he was ‘looking for truth and meaning’ and discovered a sense of awe and wonder within nature. His parents were atheists, but he had attended an Anglican Church but had difficulties with both the church and its practices. And so he looked at mysticism, particularly Buddhism and Hinduism.
He found their severe aestheticism too demanding. At 28 he went to Israel to work on a Kibbutz in Galilee. As he was travelling through Jerusalem, he woke one mor
ning at 5am with a sense of God’s presence. And so he went to the Holy places, seeking sanctity – and ended up at the ‘Sanctuary of the Lord’s Prayer’ at the Mount of Olives.
Mount of Olives view from inside Dominu Flavit

There Khalil says he prayed, ‘asked God’ and ‘submitted’ to Him and became a Muslim. ‘I found a new direction in my life, focussed on God and prayer. I experienced a definite call as I surrendered my life to God. I discovered a sense of peace and new beginning.’ He prayed for guidance for the next step and as he was leaving the sanctuary an old lady came up to him and simply said ‘come and meet my Sheik’ and she lead then him through the back streets to a house.
They knocked and the man at the door said ‘Yes my beloved what can I do for you?’
‘I need a guide to find the truth’ Khalil replied.The Sheik looked him in the eye and said: ‘Seek and you will find, knock and the door will open’
Khalil returned 3 times to be accepted as a student
and stayed with the Sheik who had opened the door to him, learning the basics of his new found faith.
Dome of the Rock, Al-Aqsa, Golden Mosque in Jerusalem

The routines he learned that gave expression to his ‘conversion experience’ were the 5 pillars of Islam:
(1) ‘Shahada’ the declaration ‘There is no god but Allah and Mohammad is the messenger of Allah’ containing ‘Tawhid’ (the oneness of God) and ‘Risalah’ (prophethood)
(2) ‘Salat’ compulsory prayer offered 5x a day and ‘learning to prostrate self in prayer’
(3) ‘Sawm’ fasting during Ramadan - one month of privation – nil by mouth from dawn to dusk
(4) ‘Zakat’ (welfare contribution) literally ‘purification’ – a donation of 2.5% to the poor (from profit) and 20% of what comes out of the ground.
(5) ‘Hajj’ Pilgrimage to the ‘House of Allah’ (Al-Ka’bah) in Makkah, Saudi Arabia, during the month of Dhul Hijjah.
Ramadan started when Khalil was in Jerusalem and so he was able to participate fully right from the start. The belief in One God attracted him – he saw a continuity - he had already accepted the message of Jesus and embraced Islam as a development of that message. ‘Islam is the natural way. It all came very easily to me’ said Khalil. For him it is essentially 2 things:
A) Islam as Peace and surrender – submission to God – alignment to a point of unity and community. Creation is in a state of ‘Islam’ and humans have a free will to choose. The prophets of Old are mentioned in the Q’ran and all referred to as Muslims.
B) Islam as specific religious practices. Revealed 600 AD through the Q’ran which was recited / dictated by the Angel Gibreel to the Prophet Mohammad.
Khalil has only been on the lesser pilgrimage – a hajj to Mecca but not during the holy month. He experienced it as a sense of returning home. Particularly the experience of circling the Kaaba itself - all wearing the same white, ritual clothing, Ihram – a stripping off of self, the ‘I’ and moving together as ‘we’. ‘It was truly awesome. I was becoming a part of the whole’
Haj worshippers circling Kaaba in Mecca
With 1.5 billion Muslim followers, according to Khalil, Islam is an important religion on 4 levels:
• Islam as religious practice -
• Islam as belief /faith - God-consciousness
• Islam as excellence and conscientiousness
• Islam as certainty; ‘gnosis’; knowing
What he fears most is the Saudi influence - Wahabbism (currently c. 2.3% in UK) a severe, puritanical, legalistic and literal interpretation of Islam, which is spreading throughout the world. This inhibits what he essentially believes in and hopes for - devout Muslims integrating as members of civil society.
QUESTIONS and DISCUSSION
When asked whether Jihad – Holy War - is the 6th Pillar of Islam. Khalil cited a Hadith and explained the difference between the lesser battle with the sword – an external fight and the greater battle, which is spiritual and internal - the overcoming of self (nafs). This is very similar to the Christian understanding of ‘spiritual warfare’
And on Shariat Law. Klhalil explained that Shariah, the basis of Islamic Law was revealed over 23 years to Mohammad by Gibreel. It was a message for mankind which included guidance about how to live. It is based on both word and actions – Sunna (sayings) and Hadith (traditions) ‘Shariat is the legal aspect of how a Muslim should live life. It is the path to the source and provides a framework as well as guidance. Its hard edges need to be softened by interpretation’. And maybe British experience of tolerance can help.
‘The Shariat is like the skeleton of the human being, which needs to be fleshed out. But the Spirit is missing. Islam has the skeleton, the structure, the Law: Christianity and its message of Love has the spirit’
REFLECTIONS
I was impressed by Khalil’s openness and moved by his story. I left wondering about his conversion experience - whether he was describing an essentially common experience? And whether the difference is the wrapping chosen to contain and give meaning to the experience. (what would have happened if after the Mount of Olives experience, a Jewish woman had said ‘Come and see my Rabbi’ or an orthodox Christian had said: ‘Come and meet my priest? Would Khalil have found a different container?) Maybe there is yet more common ground to be discovered.
Khalil fears militant, fundamentalist Islam (Wahabiism), which fixes our perception of Islam as a religion of violence rather than a way of submission and also hopes and desires as a Muslim to be an integral part of civil society. Maybe a very English interpretation, but hopes and fears I found myself echoing.
Fundamentalism is at one level a return to the pure expression of faith – the constants of faith which need to be interpreted into our societies’ varying contexts. Not so much a dualism, more a dilemma.