wow, i haven't updated this in forever, but i really want to write a little more before i leave to go to my army training. so, let's do an update. i'm still working at j.c. penney in the home department, but i have an awesome new manager so i'm thinking things are going to get better there.
ruthann and i are still together and so happy in love. she's all i need in life. she keeps me "climbing the walls"
speaking of that phrase, for those of you who don't know the backstreet boys have a new album coming out in june, i just happen to have most of the songs already, lol.
man, it's been forever since i took the time to come here and update my journal. life has been so busy and hectic and it's only getting worse as i get closer and closer to june when i have to leave for my army training. life seems like it is never going to slow down and i don't want it to go this fast. it's almost been a year since i graduated from high school. sigh.
i am looking forward to going, but not as much as i am going to hate living behind the most important person in my life. i love her so much and i don't want her to feel like i left her alone just because i wanted to. this i something i have to do for the both of us and our children some day and i just want to do what is going to be right for our relationship.
she's been doing so awesome this year between school and work and our relationship. she gives me my inner strength when i feel like i can't go on. that's why i love our relationship.
so, i'm working on getting the band back into gear. eric and paul have been working their asses off, but the holidays are over. i've got about 5 good months to get this band in and out of the studio and making it to the shows we've been invited to play, plus finishing the free remix albums for the fans.
i have an incredible fiancee, an incredible band with incredible bandmates who are like family to me, and an awesome job.
restless
sleepy