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[May. 31st, 2004|08:18 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	music	\|	stone sour - bother	]
[	mood	\|	pissed off	]

o man today was the shit. at 12 manda came over and we jus kicked it. then at bout 2 becca came over to for a while. we were listening to music and dancing. then i tild amanda to put me in a sleeper hold and shit is she good at that lol. becca left at bout 4. then manda and i got a pizza and DQ! it was kool! then b4 her ma came we played a game of pop bowl! o man it was so ghetto we took ten pop bottle up and played bowlin, i beat her by 1 point in the 10th frame. it was luck lol. o man i have alot of friends i didnt kno i had..... yup i8m actually glad carrie screwed me over to save her own ass
<3cait

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from mandi

[May. 31st, 2004|05:33 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	mood	\|	bitchy	]
[	music	\|	bow wow ~ lets get down (hes the shit man!!)	]

whud up pimps? nmh im just chillen' at caits... becca came over for a lil bit~! i was soo happy i love dat gurl soo much :)i dont like bryan as much anymore hes a heartbreaker :( i like andy arway... even though he goes with kadi thats aright cuz i know a secret!! o yea lol anyways we didnt have practice for modified today hell yea!! next weekend im gonna sleepover my girl brittany's house hell yea!! cuz her brother will be there n aw shit its gonna be great~ caits currently doing my hair :) eww this bitch liz from my old skool just got online >:o god i hate that gurl hmm.. what else should i write... ok heres a good topic i fucking hate elaina breen holy shit shes a bitch yesterday she told me my sister was ugly thats the worst thing u could ever say 2 me especially when i hate u like i hate her bitch im kicking her ass june 12th cuz modified will be over -n- i dont really give a shit bout darien lake ill have my gramma take me lol but holy shit do i hate that bitch #1- shes the one who fucked things up for me -n- bry #2-she was gonna go to the dance with him till i told her not too (lol) #3- she called my sister ugly! god what a bitch i think i should e-mail her this o yea and #4- she kept calling andy ugly fuck that and her well im gonna go get high lol jp were listening to the song thats y i said that ima go look shit up ttyl love y'all eventhough some bitches think im annoying but w/e i still love ya~hodson LOVE YOU NIKAYYY ur my buddie~! Love u too cait~! -n- even though becca cant read dis lol i LOVE HER TOO!~

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hmmmmmmmmm

[May. 30th, 2004|07:32 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	mood	\|	tired	]
[	music	\|	sugar cult - bouncin off the walls	]

well today i had a picnic like i said b4 it was kool o man there was mounds of food. then i played basketball as always. i was estatic when my dad said to go pick up my grandmother in a car by myself and it was a convertable!! ^.^ o man i was so proud that i didsnt hit ne thing. elana breen called stephy ugly, she shall die...lol manda wants to jump her. hmmmmmm i went to blockbuster last night and rented fredd v.s. jason and club dread both good gory movies. then i reanted to more today..... uptown girls and nightmare on elm st. the first one. so im excited.... my thrills r limited as u can c well i g2g i told manda id call her
much luv
cait

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picnic~

[May. 30th, 2004|02:55 pm]

alley_cat_13

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todays gonna b off the heeze fo sheezy my nezzy lemon peezy squeezy! my mom made so much food! ahhhhhh my pools almost finished so thats kickin. o man i cant wait untill summer~
<3 cait

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ok.......	[May. 30th, 2004\|02:43 pm] alley_cat_13
ok this is the absolute last thing i am EVER gionna say bout this whole thing. i never said that and if u believe me u believe me if u dont im not gonna lose sleep over it cuz i never said it. if u wanna talk shit bout me go ahead cuz i wont say ne thing back cuz im not gonna create drama. im droppong this thing. but i do wanna say that i'm sorry if NE one got upset over the words that were put in mouth. so nikki danielle and jill i'm jus goin 2 tell u i'm sorry that that was EVEN said.... it was ignorat, rude and just plain old bull shit. as for carrie go a head and hate me for not letting u blame me thats all im gonna say, u can say what u want about me but im not gonna say ne thing back. i felt like shit these past 3 days because it did feel like everyone hated me. but i'm not gonna make myself feel like shit over somthing i didnt say. all that matters to me is that i didnt say it and if u think i did go a head and hate me but truly i wont care. so again im sorry that was even said at ALL i luv u guys even though u might not love me ~cait
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im done	[May. 29th, 2004\|04:49 pm] alley_cat_13
yeah nikki this is for u, ill tell u once more i didnt say that and i never would. i cant apologize for something i DIDNT do. either im ur freind and u believe me or not. although i think u need to go back to ur "source" of information and question WHo said WHAT. not everything is always the truth. explain to me why two weeks agao u were over my house havin a good time and then 14 days later i SUPPOSIDLY stabbed u and jill and danielle in the back? i dont fuckin think so! why would i care so much about u and say that? i dont see ANY reasoning in that. goodbye.......
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another update

[May. 28th, 2004|02:23 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	mood	\|	bouncy	]
[	music	\|	sugarcult - bouncin off the walls	]

well no showed up at jakes to play paint ball so we jus played ourselves i got hit once so did he we called it a draw. we went to see if jill and nikki wanted to play jill looked surprised to c me lol i wasnt suprised to c her cuz i knew she went to nikkis but i dont think she knew i knew but i did! lol anyways jake and i quit playin paintball after 2 games and then we jus hung out and played lax for a while. then we had a mini airsoft gun war. which was fun and hurt jus as bad as paint ball so that was kool. becca slept over amandas last night. carries comin over at 8 cuz shes got softball. were either goin 2 the movies or to the mall on saturday. that girl is the most devious girl i kno and i luv it! god i have no life this is my second update today and its only 2:30! im so bored...may be ill go play basketball.....the ceder point trip is tomarrow they have to get up at 3! thats insane! well im goin 2 go peace out~
<3 cait

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bo0red

[May. 28th, 2004|10:47 am]

alley_cat_13

[	music	\|	smile empty soul - bottom of the bottle	]
[	mood	\|	okay	]

well im goin 2 jakes in a lil bit to play paintball....tom and chris r playin. i hate playin with chris on 1 hit death he shot me 5 times so don got him back *mischeivious smile* darien lakes comin up soon i really cant wait untill schools over and ive never said that b4 ever because near the end of the year im always trin to enjoy the last days with some of my friends i wont see for two months and possiblie never again. truthfully this year has sucked i mena there have been some up points like meetin jill and carrie and danielle. but theres jus been to many downs. like losin half of my basketball season, growin apart from friends who i thought that id be friends with for ever but like i sd b4 people change. another down point is i kno that ive changed and everyone does but im something i hate in some aspects i like who i am but other times i wish i was the me i knew b4. i always saw the good in everything last year and ive tried to keep doin that but it isnt so easy when truithfull there is no good in ne thing ne more.
<3 cair

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things

[May. 27th, 2004|09:45 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	mood	\|	lonely	]
[	music	\|	smile empty soul - silohettes	]

well lets c today........hmmm had a bad day o well. nikki and i grew apart, we never talk ne more.... carries comin over tomarrow. i might play paintball with jake and don tomarrow.......and im really tired. i cryed........more like balled.......for the first time in a year. u should feel privlidged......yup my eyes still hurt but again o well....
<3 cait

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i'm still sick of it all......

[May. 26th, 2004|04:01 pm]

alley_cat_13

[	mood	\|	depressed	]
[	music	\|	korn - who caeres what song	]

i feel like no 1 cares and that i have no friends. i kno i do but it jus seems like i get brushed aside all the time. some people wont even have a conversation with me ne more and it really hurts because i consider them one of my best friends but i dont think they think of me the same way ne more. *sarcasticly* i luv the feeling of being ditched or relplaced or jus plain ignored... its great. on another topic same subject i guess beccas a better friend than ill ever b well at least in mandas eyes. she ditched me all DAY for becca.... but this should b a felling im acustom to right? look caitlins gettin more and more depressed....... shes probably jus makin it up in her head cuz she can never be depressed! nope she jus wants attention.... in my mind everyone comes b4 me and all my problems get pushed to the side....this is soooo bad i felt jus like this when i broke my hand...and i had a reason to then now i dont. wtf is wrong with me? ill jus keep tellin myself nuttin....eventually itll go away till it decides to come out of hiding again.
<3 cait

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