My posts have the same timeline as an erect/limp penis

Don't feel repulsed by vulgarity because I don't mean it. What I mean is that the staying power of my posts is hardly adequate. After I post or when I re-look at the post, I find it bad in some sense, and usually it is aflame, and since now I have come to the mode of goodness, I cannot be in sync with what I post in a moment of testosterone. Since I don't have a girl whose estrogen could compensate for the testosterone, the post slumps fast. I have to be more mature and take time to think before posting.

Don't know who is doing all this

The journal displays in Russian. Is it Russian online mafia? May be I should delete the journal. I like the elegant design. Crazy postage on Russian affairs. I am getting to be tired and old for this. Let's see.