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[15 Aug 2004|12:43am] |
This week has been pretty uneventful. Hopefully I'll actually do something next week. I want to go to Warped Tour but so far I dont have a ride.
I wish I had something to write about other than not having anything to write about.
A new username might be on its way.
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[08 Aug 2004|08:16pm] |
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Friday was one of the saddest days I've ever gone through. I said all along that I didn't want to go to PCC, but I had a summer I'll never forget. I met so many people I wont forget, and have so many memories to look back on. If you haven't gone, you cant understand how great it really is. To see all of your friends around you bawling their eyes out is a wierd feeling. I'm gonna miss everyone, all my friends, all the proctors, everyone I met. Ill never forget this summer.
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[18 Jul 2004|10:44pm] |
I want some mail to read.
Garrett Fowler
P.C.C., A.S.P.
Pope Hall
P.O. Box 27
Bridgewater, MA 02324
Be a good kid and send something.
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[16 Jul 2004|11:18pm] |
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new sn: dropthegun15
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[16 Jul 2004|11:09pm] |
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The last week has been good. No, it was horrible, but I realized some things about myself. I'm done trying to impress anyone, I need to live my own life. I feel refreshed and I'm looking forward to the next half of PCC, and the rest of my summer.
Maybe I'll finally find the person who makes waking up in the morning worthwhile.
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[11 Jul 2004|01:44am] |
We'll just pretend that last update never happened. Who saw this coming?
Alright, so last week was the second week of pcc, which was better than the first. I wish I pciked better classes, mine are boring as hell. I thought in archaeology we'd get to go on field trips and shit, but we just dig stuff up in the same place all the time. My other one, "Adolescents and the Law", is the epitomy of sucking.
Still, I met some cool people so its all good.
Plans tomorrow?
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[01 Jul 2004|02:11pm] |
Im back from PCC today, and because of the holiday I dont go back till Tuesday. It wasnt bad all bad though, my roomate seems pretty cool, and I met some new people. I also drank mountain dew for breakfast everyday so far.
I want to party down this weekend.
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[25 Jun 2004|10:31pm] |
This week has been pretty good. It involved swimming, eating, and rocking out. Unfortunately its my last week before pcc. I dont want to go at all but I have no choice. Damn.
Well I'm home by 2:00 on Fridays so we can party down then. And the weekends should be enjoyable.
I probably wont get to update as much, but I will when I can. Im gonna miss a lot of things.
-spending time with people
-sleeping until noon
-going to bed at one
-eating fast food every day
-summer
Oh its so hard to have someone to love.
I guess its better to keep it to myself than to let you know and screw it up...
Where has that philosophy ever gotten me?
Nowhere, but theres worse places I could end up.
Goodnight.
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[22 Jun 2004|11:07pm] |
The past few days havent been too bad. Today was pretty good. In the morning I went with my dad while he bought a car. Watching someone buy a car is the most boirng experience ever.
After I came home I went to Mikes and matt, ryan and tw were there. I borught my bass and we played some songs. Then we went outside and Matt tied me to a swingset.
The rest of the week I dont think Im doing anything. Then I have to go to PCC....
Im really not looking forward to it.
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[20 Jun 2004|11:20pm] |
The past few days have actually felt like summer. I spent most of them walking aimlessly around Bridgewater. Most of my meals have been eaten in kfc. I also went to battlezone yesterday, and that was pretty good.
I think tommorow im going to the beach with my family. Id like to go with other people but it should still be pretty fun.
This is my last week before pcc so I want to do something every day.
PCC shouldnt be too bad. At least I get to meet new people, I cant do that sitting around my house. Maybe I should try this whole positive thinking thing more often...
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[18 Jun 2004|06:14pm] |
Could you hold on one second while I bury my undying love for you?We cant work out anything if I cant look you in the eyes without losing myself in them.I cant let emotion wreck my chances.Im playing russian roulette with a semi automatic and I know the odds. I wouldnt have it any other way. If I wanted this to last I wouldnt have let you know the real me. The one whos never true to himself.
I hate my songs.
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[17 Jun 2004|01:54am] |
Its 2 in the morning and I'm bored so im updating.
The school where my mom teaches doesnt get out until next week and my dad works so I am stuck watching my sister.
That would be my day tommorrow, but my grandparents volunteered to take us somewhere and I cant exactly say no.
Friday I can do stuff. You better comment with some plans.
The next week is my last week before pcc. You're going to come over every day and we're gonna rock out.
Speaking of pcc, tonite was orientation. My mom left her cell phone their and we had to drive back and find it.
I really wish I could enjoy wasting my summer away.
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[15 Jun 2004|12:14am] |
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I spent the day at my grandparents. And made $30 raking their yard.
I have about two weeks before PCC. We will hang out within those two weeks.
I need a thrill.
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[14 Jun 2004|12:00am] |
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The Olsen twins are officially 18 today. Yes!
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[12 Jun 2004|10:40pm] |
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I have nothing to post about, so Im gonna complain again about how sad it was to graduate.
I could pretend it doesnt phase me, but it does. I can barely comprehend the thought that I might never see people again. It sounds stupid, but we're moving on in life and I dont feel ready. Its a big step we're taking. I should probably pretend Im too cool to let it get to me, but guess what, I'm not.
Its only been one day since Ive seen everyone, but it seems like so much more knowing that when Monday comes, I wont go back. I cant believe that I want there to be school monday, but I do and I'm not gonna lie about it.
I need something new to take my mind off it. The beggining of summer used to be so exciting, but today I didnt even feel like I had a reason to get out of bed.
I think a lot of people meant more to me than I realized.
I just cant believe its over. The last year especially was so good. It seemed like it was all coming together and then suddenly was gone.
I needed to get that out. Maybe it was overly dramatic, but it was honest.
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[11 Jun 2004|10:31pm] |
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Today was the last day of school and graduation. It was pretty good. I got a couple awards at the ceremony thing.
We had the dance too. I definetly busted a move. At first I was excited to get out of school, but after that I realized how much I'm gonna miss everyone. Now Im kind of sad.
Im already bored too.
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[09 Jun 2004|10:19pm] |
Things have been pretty boring lately.
We get out of school in 2 days. I cant wait. But the more I think about it the more I realize Ill probably miss a lot of people I wont get to see much.
Pretty much right after school ends I got to PCC. I dont know if I want to go, but I guess its better than sitting at home.
I Want a Lover I Dont Have to Love
new sn:careful hand
Im gonna go to bed.
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[06 Jun 2004|09:10pm] |
Windshiled wipers clear your tears from this glass
But they do nothing to clear the carbon monoxide filling our lungs
Theres no going back on broken promises
Im overcome
I dont let you cut me open because i love you
I just need to feel
anything
To make sure my wit's still about me
Because if you're not on the edge of your seat you're falling fast
Theres nowhere else to go
A rising sun takes up the rear as dusk falls ahead
Time flies before our eyes
We're running full speed
Hoping to beat our consciences to the edge of sanity
So we can jump to our deaths
And just once, forget
Why do I bother posting this stuff?
My computer has been fucked up this weekend. But I think I fixed it.
One week of school. I need to get out of there. But once its over, theres probably a lot of people I wont see again. Why cant anything be all good?
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