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[12 Mar 2008|12:06pm]

ariawannbe
 My name is Traci, I'm 21 and I've been ana since I was 14. In the past fasting has been more successful when I've had a fasting buddy. So, if anyone would like to be fasing buddies you can text me at 402-813-1098. I'm starting (over) today
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[18 Jan 2008|04:27pm]

welshmad
today was really meting me down. i did loads of work on the computer in businesses studies at school and its was really hard. and when i was finish you never guise what happened next.well the eclectic went off and i did not save my work.so all that work for nothing. i was so piss off and things did not get better. there fix the eclectic so we stead in school instead of being sent home and the teachers was pissing me off then. so went bunking off school in the school toilets but i soon cheer right up when i got home becouse my mum bought new school trousers for me since my other were way to big.my old clothes are a uk size 14 and my new school trousers are a 10 i was so chuff that how much lose but. i think it still not good enough. i wont to be a zero
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[27 Nov 2007|08:45pm]

killgirllove
[ mood | blah ]

NAME: Mel
AGE: 17
HEIGHT: 5'8
ED: Not a disorder: Discipline----> Fasting aka. Ana.
LOWEST WEIGHT: 120 pounds.
CURRENT WEIGHT: 144 pounds. (repulsing i know)
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 167 pounds. (gag)
GOAL WEIGHT:  115 pounds.
SHORT TERM: 130-120 pounds.
LONG TERM: 115-110 pounds.


help!

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[16 Jan 2007|03:52pm]

angelbaby420
I desperatly want to loose 35 or 45 lbs. I've gained so much weight this past year and am so sick of my clothes not fitting. In high school a couple of my friends took laxatives to loose weight and it seemed like it worked good. My sister also took laxatives and was the thinest that she has ever been in her life. I bought Phillips Milk of Magnesia. Does this work ok? How much should I take to loose weight? I am 5'8 and weigh aroung 170. Please please please can someone help me, I just want to be thin.
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Fashion Roundup [17 Dec 2006|02:34pm]
1jessica
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Introduction [02 Nov 2006|10:00pm]

bitofspark
AGE: 23
HEIGHT: 5'0"
ED: ana
LOWEST WEIGHT: 97
CURRENT WEIGHT: I have been avoiding my scale for the past month, but I am probably right around 102 (that's where I was last time I got on the scale and I don't think I've gained any since then).
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 118
ST GOAL WEIGHT: 97
LT GOAL WEIGHT: 93

I need support. I have been miserable for the past two months. I try to stay under 900 calories a day and work out and go running about three days a week, but I need to do better. I need to stay under 500 a day to reach my goal. I need to stay strong.

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[20 Oct 2006|09:43pm]

ana_regina
hey girls-
I'm considering using zanthrex-3, b/c I haven't been able to fast as well during the school year, since i have to eat breakfast & dinner with my family. I've heard zanthrex is the best. have any of you used it? what other diet pills have you used with good effects?
thanks
~leila
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[15 Sep 2006|09:12pm]

ana_regina
hi girls,

I'm new here. call me leila, my profile explains that choice of name. I'm fifteen and have had my e.d. as long as i can remember... I've always known I'm too big.

height: 5'3"
weight: 135 (I know, it's repulsive)
hair: auburn
eyes: brown

add me to your friends list, and message me- I need a good circle of friends now, I'm having tons of trouble staying focused, I cheat constantly.

one thing: I can't make myself throw up after I eat. I shove my fingers down my throat as far as I can, till I have a sore throat, but all that happens is my nose runs and my eyes water. what am I doing wrong? is it necessary to binge before you purge?

also-- I'm seeing my boyfriend (long-distance, he's in college) in a week, and I really want to trim down a little by then (nothing miraculous, just a little- I was about 3 lbs lighter when I saw him last, then school started) any tips?
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Intro... [07 Aug 2006|09:50pm]

blahbeautyblah
NAME: Gemma
AGE: 17
HEIGHT: 5'3
ED: Anorexia, recovery from bulimia
LOWEST WEIGHT: 98
CURRENT WEIGHT: 119
HIGHEST WEIGHT: 135
GOAL WEIGHT: 101
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[28 Jul 2006|07:32pm]

dare2bthin
hungerlust
you know you want to...
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[22 Jul 2006|12:24am]

no1undrstnds
[ mood | depressed ]

Hi everyone! Im new here Heres a little about myself. Ana/mia since 13. Now 18
CW- 128 SICK!
LW 114
GW-110

I need some advice, help, anything and everything. Im going through a huge depression right now after losing a freind a couple months ago to ana mia. Ive gained 10 pounds. Sick.

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off topice, bf stealing... and eating with people [29 Jun 2006|06:28pm]

pink_pearls_101
off topic part(bf stealing.../?)
When I posted about how I thought my boyfriend was stealing from me, and said my dad saw him put my ring in his bag someone posted and said that her dad used to do say stuff like that, but it wasn't true because her father is diabetic. I got hit in the head with a brick, how could I not of thought of that? My dad is nuts. He always starts fights with my boyfriend for no apparent reason and my boyfriend is nothing but nice to him and me. My dad is such an asshole! I bet it was him who put it in his bag to set me up to break up with him. He did something kind of like that with a condom he said he found when i never had sex... and the condom was supposedly "full"(ewwwwwwww). My dad disgusts me. He's so immature. He always had something against my boyfriend for no reason. I think it's because he still thinks I'm his 'little girl'... but I'm 15, not 8. My dad has serious problems... he doesn't work because he got hurt at his job and he hasn't been working for like.... 10 years but still gets paid somehow. He's always in the basement and like never goes out, unless he wants to 'buy' my love as always which I hate. Like who is he anyway to go through peoples stuff? He does that all the time to my boyfriend and I. Anyway way, I don't know how to get my dad to change. By the way, I'M NOT DUMPING MY BOYFRIEND! He's way to sweet, I know it's my dad, my dad is weird. What do you think I should say to my dad?... I want him to get professional help like to go counseling but he keeps acting like a prick and omg I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years and he treats him like shit, its so rude.

Anyway lol.
My family is always around cooking for me and I hate it, but I feel bad if i don't eat what they give me but I feel even worse if I do eat it.
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Off topic, but i don't know what to do. [27 Jun 2006|12:15am]

pink_pearls_101
[ mood | disappointed ]

I know this is off topic. But I think my boyfriend is stealing stuff from me. The last time I've seen my cell phone was with him and then all of a sudden it 'disappears'. Same as my pink mini i-pod. Today I couldn't find the ring he gave me. I was crying and looking all over when he was hear and he was disappointed in me saying how immature of me it was to lose it, so I thought maybe my cat was playing with it because she likes shiny things. Then he left to go for a job interview, and my dad told me that he thought he saw him put it in his back and it was there. When he came back over I told him and he told him it wasn't him and he had his back-pack open so my cat put it in. I know he's lying. Last time when I mentioned about him stealing my cell phone and i-pod he was soo upset with me and he was denying it. He told me before that having a fancy cell phone is stupid and he thought I didn't need one, then it's gone, same with my i-pod, gone. I do love him sooo much but I really don't know what to do, I can't be mean it's too hard for me. I don't know what I should do. Anyone have advice on what I should do?

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[25 Jun 2006|12:19am]

pink_pearls_101
Has anyone heard of the diet pill Hoodia? It's supposed to make you not hungry or something. I want to know if anyone tried it and if it works or not, and where do you think they sell them?
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[17 Jun 2006|11:10am]

pink_pearls_101
For the past week or so, everyday I've been doing 2 turbo jam work outs and a 8 min tae bo. I still have a problem with my boyfriend wanting me to eat, like all the time. I know I can use excuses like saying I have cramps or i don't feel well or whatever, but I can't do that everyday because he's going to find out why I'm not eating sooner or later. He knows that i had problems with eating before and he thinks I'm over it, but I'm not. He doesn't want me to go on a diet, take diet pills or lose weight. It's so hard. I hate eating, I don't want to eat, but I have to when I'm with him. I'm not sure how much weight I lost because I don't even have a scale, but I know I'm losing weight and I'll show my stats whenever I figure it out. What should I do?
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[27 May 2006|05:05pm]

pink_pearls_101
Hey girls! I havn't been on here since forever! I missed you all! Anyway, I ordered 'turbo jam' and it just came in today. It's supposed to be amazing. I'm still taking zantrex3, i don't know how much I've lost yet because I don't have a scale.. but I'll be getting one soon hopefully and then i can keep you updated.
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[10 May 2006|05:49pm]

tinydrea
Be __thin.
A community for the truly eating disordered.
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[06 May 2006|01:22am]

pink_pearls_101
[ mood | hopeful ]

The past few days I've been horrible. My boyfriend likes to take me out to eat and order stuff. He knows that I "had" a problem with eating and he notices that i try to hide my body and makes sure that I'm happy with myself, but I'm not. I tell him that I don't have any problem with myself but that's a lie and it's my own secret. I feel kind of trapped, but I'm SOO glad I have you guys! If it wasn't for you guys I'd feel so much worse, I just wanted to say that I'm so happy that we can all talk about this with each other.

I don't care, tomorrow I'm going to fast without anybody bothering me about food. I'm going to start tomorrow and if I do good then I'll continue it. All I'll have is water and that's it.

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[28 Apr 2006|09:00pm]

pink_pearls_101
[ mood | curious ]

Can diet pills give you mood swings? I've been on zantrex 3 for a while and people noticed that I'm more moody. Plus I take Prozac and birth control every morning but I don't know if taking diet pills effects that. I think my mom is starting to think im on diet pills or she knows but just dosn't want me to know because she knows that I have issues with my weight, she said that it affects your mood. I don't want her to know I'm on them because she kept talking about how 'stupid' they are and everything.

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[24 Apr 2006|04:24pm]

pink_pearls_101
[ mood | sympathetic ]

Has anybody tried 'Tummy Flattening Gel'? It says it's supposed to be better than liposuction but i don't know. Does it work?

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