so lonely web trollers... what are we all doing at this fine 3:45 am?
well i thought i'd check this thing and see if it's still alive and whoa look! it's still here.
so... yes I am still alive... kinda... sorta....meh.
anyhow. so yeah alota shit happened this year, some good, some awesome, some shit, some awesomely shit.
i haven't had internets most of the year as i can't get wireless in my lonely little shitbox of a flat... stupid no internet.
I have yet another job... AS A GYMNASTICS COACH!
YES THAT'S RIGHT PEOPLE, PARENTS ARE ACTUALLY STUPID ENOUGH TO LEAVE THEIR SMALL CHILDREN WITH ME!!
it's an awesome job though, shit pay... but still an awesome job.
let me see, major events that happened thi year that you may want to know about... i dropped out of school because i kept getting sick and so did my family. my dad had a heart attack.
i met a guy, fell in love and then did the typical lanna thing and got really scared and messed things up.
i lost my pther father two days ago now, Kevin may you rest in peace finally.
i lost two friends this year, one to suicide and the other to a car crash.
i've managed to live off meds for over 6 months now with only a few hiccups.
umm... running out of things to say...
meh i'll think of something later, anyhow hope all is well with everyone...
love you all!!!
lanna
xoxox

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