ScarsFromSilence (9:24:39 PM): awwwww god i love you so much and i feel exactly the same way, i cant wait for that song to be true and for us to be married n have kids, we are goin to be so happy together

amazing right?? I am so glad that I have found him...

Hmm...I seem to lack in posts these days.

I haven't been home alot...even though I am home. I seem to work alot, and then I am out alot as well...But I guess thats not really a valid excuse for me to not update. New year's was good. I wasn't with Kevin but I was with my best friend and we got to spend some time with the friends that we don't see since we are at school so it was good. Christmas was nice. Kevin got to come down to my aunt's with me. My dad seems to like him alot and I'm glad. Since me and Kevin are going to be together for a very long time. I seem to fall more and more in love with him every day. It's amazing!

so...11 days till I go back to school. If u wanna do ne thing before then, give me a ring

♥ Laura

Wow...it's been like a month since I've updated and only 12 days till Christmas, which also means 12 days until Kevin and I have been together for 5 months which is amazing. I am so glad that me and him have made it this far but I'm certain that we will make it much further. I went shopping with Bre and Amy on Friday and we all got the boys Christmas presents...It was cool and I got to bond with them. They are cool girls, and they kinda remind me of me, and all three of us got matching hot pink shoes, which are amazing btw. I worked on saturday...7-4:30...crazy hours...and then went to Kevin's and spent the rest of the day with him and then on Sunday I had to work 4-12...so hopefully my paycheck will be a good one!!! I will need it too after I buy all the Christmas presents that I need to buy!!! But i'm out...I have to go to class soon and then I am going over to my baby's once again...hehe!!

<3 Laura

Wow, so I have just realized that I haven't written in here in such a long time...

~ I dyed my hair this weekend, it's darker...kinda reddish, Kevin says it's hot!!
~ I have been spending like...ALL my time with that boy, but of course I love him so it doesn't matter...the more time I spend with him the better!!
~ Work is alright...life at the Eagle...it was kinda hectic yesterday...
~ College is alright...
~ It was my mom's bday on saturday...so I got to go home and see her and eat lots of food hehe!!

But yeah...Me and Andi are going to Ny on sunday and I'm so excieted...it's gonna be awesome!! It really is!!
I need to see some of my old friends...I miss them terribly...




♥ Laura...

Lasts:

Last cigarette: haha over the summer
Last big car ride: to the beach in the summer
Last good cry: ...
Last library book checked out: haha umm somethin for psych
Last movie seen: can't remember
Last beverage drank: Code Red
Last food consumed: Pasta...no surprise there
Last crush: umm...ok so I had a crush on Chad Michael Murray cuz he was hot...and umm...Deryk from Sum 41
Last phone call: Last Night...Kevin
Last tv show watched: Family Feud
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: pink ones
Last CD played:Blink 182
Last annoyance: people
Last disappointment: when I couldn't see Kevin on Friday
Last soda drank: Code Red
Last ice cream eaten: I dunno
Last time wanting to die: last year
Last time scolded: lol...
Last shirt worn: this cute one I am wearin now
Last website visited: this one...or the college one

Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. not studying when I should
2. not being myself
3. trying to please everyone else except me
4. obsessing about my weight

Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. an olympic medal in skating...no really
2. money
3. a good career
4. my awesome friends back...they are so far away!!

Name Four Scents You Love:
1. Kevin...hehe
2. Very Sexy
3. fresh laundry
4. cookies baking in the oven

Four People That Know You the Best:
1. Aster
2. Amy
3. Kevin
4. Alisha

Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. How I wish I was with Kevin
2. Blink 182 is starting to get on my nerves so maybe I will change the cd
3. I wish I was skinnier
4. why am I doin this....????

Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. gone to class
2. figured out why smurf's are blue...they accidently drank some starch, KIO3, NaHSO3 and CuSO4 which caused them to turn blue in a matter of 20 seconds
3. went to lunch
4. sat around

Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. shirts
2. some shoes...
3. starbucks...mmmm
4. this awesome track jacket I am wearing

Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like:
1. Venga Boys lol
2. Led Zeppelin
3. Hmm...if Nsync made another cd I would be first in line...u know i have all of them already...lol
4. Sublime...even though they are awesome...only a few people know I listen to them

Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink:
1. mt dew
2. coke
3. iced tea
4. Water

First Grade Teacher's Name? Mrs. Warnes
Last Words You Said? ok
Last Song You Sang? i have no clue
Last Person You Hugged? Kevin
Last Thing You Laughed At? myself
Last Time You Said 'I Love You'? last night
What's In Your CD Player? Sublime
What Color Socks Are You Wearing? white
What's Under Your Bed? plastic things with stuff and clothes
What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 6:55

Current Crave? nachos
Current Hair? up
Current Clothes? white socks, ae destroyed jeans, hot pink shirt, track jacket
Current Annoyance? chemistry
Current Longing? Kevin
Current Desktop Picture? umm...blueness
Current Worry? I'm gonna fail chem
Current Hate? some people

Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? their arms...the way they can hold u so tight that u can't get out but at the same time be the gentlest thing in the world. And their hair hehe
Last CD You Bought? Sum 41
Favorite Place To Be? at kevin's, or in my bed sleeping...or at the rink
Least Favorite Place? class
Do You Play An Instrument? i can
Favorite Color? pink...not just pink...hot pink
Do You Believe In An Afterlife? sure
Current Favorite Word/Saying? i dont know
Favorite Season? Fall or Winter...but spring is nice and so is summer...but i like cold i believe
One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To? my grandma
Favorite Day? fri
Where Would You Like To Go? europe
What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? i dunno...depends on what it's like
How Many Kids Do You Want? 2 or 3
Favorite Car? porsche
A Random Lyric: "I don't cry when my dog runs away, I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay, I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot, Hits the bottle and goes right to the rock"


05 things you do everyday:
1. Shower
2. Eat
3. Talk
4. Sleep
5. Listen to music

04 people you want to spend more time with:
1. Kevin
2. Aster
3. Amy
4. My Brother

03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. Almost Famous
2. Finding Nemo
3. Christmas Vacation

02 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. 40 oz to Freedom by Sublime
2. Goodies by Ciara

01 item you couldn't live without?
1. umm...there are alot..But I couldnt't live without Kevin

So yesterday was 3 months for Kevin and I. And I hope that it will last much longer than that. And it was Pk and Mel's 3 month too which is awesome. I had to go to a viewing last night though and I really wish I could have stayed with Kevin instead...But maybe I will see him today!!

Right now im on a little break before my chem lab...I just took a psych exam and I think I did pretty good which is kick ass.

But yeah....

Wow I don't even know where to start filling u in on my life anymore. College is going good so far I guess. I'm not doing too bad but I'm not doing great in Chemistry. I might just end up dropping that class. Family is good. lol. I went home over the weekend for Fall Break and it was my brother's bday. I also went to visit Aster and Jamie at Villa Julie and that was pretty cool. Other than that I dont really have too much else to say.

Ohh...

I love Kevin!!! hehe, I seem to be spending more and more time with him, which don't get me wrong, is the best thing in the world. I couldn't love anyone more than I love him ♥ He is my everything!!! It will be three months on Monday!!!!

♥ Laura

So yeah...I havent really updated in a long time and I felt that maybe i should.

Today I spent all day with Kevin. We went to see his cousin DaNica sing at the Lancaster Idol and she won!!!! She is an AMAZING singer!!! It was incredible. Listening to her gives you chills. And of course spending time with Kevin was great (but it always is)!!! After that, we drove back to his house and spent some time there and then we went bowling with Ali and Justin and that was fun and then we went to Taco Bell lol. mmmm!!!

These past few weeks have been hectic with work, classes and balancing everything else. It's crazy. And this weekend I am going to Kevin's homecoming. That should be fun...I think lol...It will be! Everytime that I spend time with him...I seem to forget about everything else thats going on in my life...family, school, everything. It's great though...there is no pressure to have to think of what i have to do when i am with him...I can just forget about everything else. I really do love him...really really <3

yesterday i went to hershey park with my dad, bro and Ali and we had a great time. All we did was ride the rollercoasters a million times...more like 13 but thats ok too!

mhmm...i have classes in the morning and a big exam so i better go...i'll update later on

So..I haven't written in here in such a long time. My bad. I'm sorry, I have been so busy with classes, and work, and my friends, and Kevin (which seems like I don't get to see enough of) and a gazillon other things. No big deal though.

Skating has started to come together for me again. I seem to be do alot better with everything...i'm finally back from that extended vacation...lol

Work is alright....

I went to the mall with Ali and Steve last night and got some new clothes and whatnot and we went to target because I had to get a wedding shower gift for someone. It makes me wanna get married even more...lol I know thats silly of me...<3

But well...I gotta go get ready for classes...

♥ Lar

I'm in love...there is nothing else to it!!!

ScarsFromSilence : i know it feels good to know that you are gonna be there with me for the rest of my life

yeah...thats love alright...

♥ Lar

So yes...college life isn't all that bad!!

~ My classes don't seem like they will give me too much trouble but there is alot of work

~ The Crew is awesome...it seems as though Steve, Justin, Ali and I do everything together now. It's awesome...besides...everyone else seems to be stuck up or just...blah

So yeah...I went to classes today and they were so so. I got back and talked to Kevin online for a little and then went to see him. It took me an hour to get there because I had to drop off some movies. But I did eventually get there. I just really needed to see him. Plus I got to meet Lauren and Lexy and they are so great. Haha both of them are taller than me and so I feel like the shorty, but they are awesome. They remind me of me...the ditzy type sorta, even though I dont actually try and be that way. But to say the least...I could see myself getting along with them. They are such sweethearts. Then I left...and I was sad to leave my baby, but things are good with us right now so I'm happy. I called Ali up and met up with her, steve and justin at walmart to do some grocery shopping and then we went to see Without A Paddle...good movie!!! and then we came back to the dorm and everyone was staring at us because we had so much food and stuff. Crazzzzy!! But now we are watching Volcano...so I will write later on...

and i'll try and update more!!

<3 Laura

So yeah...it's like 2:45 in the morning and Ali and I just got done watching the Prince and Me and it wasnt bad. We went out in the hall afterwards and there just happened to be like a million guys out there...big surprise...but they all came to see our room and said it was pimp...and I was like hell yeah. haha. We went out with the boys earlier (steve, tim and justin). Out to hooters and then to walmart and hollywood video and starbucks. They are fun...and of course we came back and watched eurotrip!! awesome movie I must say. I think that I could get used to this college life. It's not that bad at all really...I dont know what I was scared about...

....we def have more freedom...


♥

so yeah...i'm in my dorm flipping through the channels...and i was like ohh mtv..but wait...mtv is def up a few channels...and then on the bottom of the screen it says MTV U...and guess who is on...My Chemical Romance!!! So i'm guessing it's like a college mtv channel...And it's so fucking awesome!!!

Hey...well I moved into the dorm today. My room mate is soooo nice. She is so cute. I think that me and her will get along just fine. We had to go through all this orientation stuff today....ugh...and then Me and Ali went to Target and got some awesome stuff for our dorm...We made it an jungle oasis. We have a palm tree and some really awesome lights and stuff. It looks incredible. But yeah...then we went to see Kevin...at his show, but we had to leave b/c me and ali had to get back to the campus for a meeting. But it was really nice seeing kev again...thats three days in a row...thats a first. I Love Him soooo much...it hurts my heart

But yeah...

I'm gonna go...Later kids

♥ Lar

Today...hmm...

I packed most of my stuff for college...Yeah..im kinda scared...but oh well

I had work today...and I sold over $800 worth of clothes...not bad for me!! Kevin came in to see me...and lemme just say that made my day!! I was so happy to see him. He made my day that much brighter. I was wearing this skirt though and these guys called me a slut...that made me really mad. But...you know..I guess thats what I get for wearing the shortest skirt I own...


ScarsFromSilence (11:31:01 PM): no funny thing is it wasnt the skirt, it was u, ur face, ur eyes, everything i was just looked at u n thought wow im so glad shes mine

That made me smile...I was so happy to see him...you have no idea. I am so glad that things are okay between us and things will get better. I love him soo much...He is my everything ♥

Well, i'm out...i'll talk to you all later on!!!

♥ Lar

My main attraction is wanting to remember everything

You are the only one that makes me feel that I am worth something...and I would die before I lost you

4 Days Until I Move In!!!!

So...today wasn't all that eventful in all reality...

I went to church...

Then I came home and then went to work...Work is fun sometimes...I guess...

Then after we closed...we headed over to Texas Roadhouse and met a whole bunch of other coworkers from American Eagle. It was supposed to be a going away party for the people that are going to college...and even though I just met some of the people...I'm gonna miss them. Everyone is so awesome..but most of the ones I talk to are staying except Caitlyn and Dan and Jake...ohh and Dani is going to start working at the Towson one..but still. Me and this one girl Andi were talking and she is going to York as well but she isnt living on campus so I told her that she could come party with me hehe. She just graduated from Red Lion...hehe

Then I came home and took a nap and woke up right before my baby was about to leave...I got to see him on friday. And everytime I see him...it gets harder and harder to leave and say bye. Like I just want to stay right by his side forever...and ever and ever. When i'm driving home...I just want to turn around and go back to him... I'm just glad that I have him...<3333

But yeah...I have work tomorrow and I am really tired...Night guys

♥ Laura