Modest Mouse
'Bankrupt on Selling"

well all the apostles-they're sitting in swings
saying "i'd sell off my savior for a set of new rings
and some sandles with the style of straps that cling best to the era"
so all of the businessers in their unlimited
hell where they buy and they sell and they sell all their
trash to each other but they're sick of it all
and they're bankrupt on selling
and all of the angels
they'd sell off yer soul for a set of new wings and anything gold
they remember
the people they loved their old friends
and i've seen through'em all seen through'em all and seen through most everything
all the people you knew were the actors
all the people you knew were the actors
well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words
and i'll talk real loud
goddamn right i'll be heard
you'll remember all the guys that said all those big words he must've
learned in college
and it took a long time
i came clean with myself
i come clean out of love with my lover
i still love her
loved her more when she used to be sober and i was kinder

Dude, I miss livejournal. New one coming soon or massive updates with this one. I swear. Anyone want to sexify a new one for me?

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Things are too good. Something bad will happen very, very soon.

Tonight was one of the best nights I've had in a long time. Thank-you to everyone. Total recap tomorrow. I may be in Jersey monday through wednesday so call my cell if you need anything.

My friends, my family, would die for me.

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What's with people getting "God is my judge" (or something like that) tattoo'd on them? I like the idea a lot and I considered doing it, mostly becuase Daniel, in the bible, meant "god is my judge". I lose.

anyhow. What's going on next weekend?

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To be frank, since the ticket I feel like things have just gone to shit. I owe my bank and friends money plus I have three points put on my license. It just sucks. I want something good to happen. Last night was fun. Seeing wtde in south jersey was an experience and your worst nightmare sounds real good. My mom is letting me get an industrial, finally, after years of wanitng piercings she's letting me, but I dont't want it. I want things to calm down and just get better. My internship is a waste of time. It sucks, without question. I love being there but I'm doing so much work for so much time and not getting paid. Stuffing envelopes (3600) for 4 hours was not productive. I should be in school, using my tuition. I think I need to shave my head and just get ready for everything. I feel like the shit is either going to hit the fan or it'll get better from here. I should make a new lj, this thing is a year of bitching and talking about how much I love my friends. I still don't have a girlfriend. I'm still not okay with it.

The new bane is helping more than anything.

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I was way too lazy to do that thing.

Listening to the new bane cd makes me wish I didn't sell my hoodies. Eh, I need money.

I have little to do this week so I need to hangout with people.

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http://www.rentmydaughter.com/

now that, is awesome.

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I told my mom about the ticket. She seemed as pissed as I expected and cooler than I expected. I have 14 dollars left to my name. I will be selling dvd's and hoodies, if you seriously want to buy anything don't hesitate to ask and I'll hook you up. Prom was fun, I owe sars mad amounts of cd's. I like music. Habitat is frekain' awesome. I want to graduate. I want this summer to be fun but I have a feeling it will lack a car and money. I got my course catalog, I forgot about that whole choosing a major thing. Communications classes blow. So my major will change second semester. I want to go to a show, but I'm grounded. This was an uterly pointless update.

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hungry

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Well, I'd club a baby seal,

...I misss BigWig.

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crushed

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Don't forget the struggle

Don't forget the streets

Don't forget your roots

and don't sell out.

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geeky

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notes to self

• Remember shit for firsbee
• Go to borders for sketch book/journals
• Burn cds for car due to ipod sucking
• Talk to sars about Friday
• Find something to do next Saturday
• Call out of working on Friday
• Get some
• Acquire new music (illegally)

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i've said some awful things to some real good people
that now i no longer have a problem admitting when i am wrong
and can just sit back and wait for the next deal to come
and if the worst thing in my life
is long-ass rides and hug filled good-byes
and i can still be mystified
by pretty smiles, crushes and mix tapes
then i guess things really aren't so bad

----and with that said. hit me up to chill tomorrow.

So I'm preparing for my AP exam by reviewing spark notes, listening to music (integrity, sigur ros, radiohead and immortal technique) and drinking cherry juicy juice. the year is almost over.

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Someone, anyone explain the point of this http://www.interpunk.com/item.cfm?Item=87537

and with that said. Tomorrow I have an ultimate game in Abington, should be fun. How was the far out/ everyone else that matters show tonight?

What should I do this weekend. I need free chuck taylors too.

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School is almost over. I'm thrilled. What's going on this weekend? Now for lyric oriented update;

This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”

So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
--Bright Eyes

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Straight up. I had to write an essay evaluating my education experience for my sociology class. It was supposed to be a 3 page essay. Here's what he's getting.

( mhmmCollapse )

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I'm poor and got screwed over and I'm only working one shift the entire month of May. So, if there are any hoodies, dvd's or books you would like to purchase I will hook you up. Or, hook Dan up with food or entry to a show every once in a while. It'll be greatly apreciated. Spare change? I dig that too.

Note* I am not on drugs. I simply need cash for gas, shows and other things I would like to spend money on.

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I'm getting kinda worried about next year. I know my major isn't hard but I don't have a clue what I want to do with any degree. Also I'm really nervous about the kids. I don't want myspace to be a judge but, I think I amy be surrounded by a lot of popped collared right wing christians next year. Not that this is a bad thing. I find kids, like myself, who embrace alternative cultures to do well being a minorty but I want there to be some kids I can relate to. Not just hardcore kids or hippies or psuedo intelectuals, fuck that, I just want kids who can sit, chill, talk and enjoy a moment. Keg stands and football games are not for me and I don't think they ever will be. I'm only going an hour away so there is the option to come home but I honestly don't want to. I want to love school and the people and not need to run home every weekend, get my friends fix then go back to a place I hate. I did too much of that during highschool. It was pissed off for 5 days, then friday night hit and I was at a show and I loved it. I doubt I'll go to a lot of shows after I go to college. I don't feel the same asseptence and excitement I used to feel. But I still love the music and a few kids. I want to love desales and I think it may just be up to me to make the best of it. But I don't want to settle and suck it up and make the best of it. I want it to be what it is and be awesome.

yup. that's all I got.