that is all for now thank you very much world

Jade

your diner consist of a pice of toat fried mushrooms and a egg.

that is all.

Yesterday saw the arival of beatles rock band in to our home by gawd is it good I love rock band abd guart hero  so all i can say is  harmonix  have  hit anouthe corker here

Ok Ok I know I’m a month late but hey I’ve never been one to do things right

1 get new job (before One take shot gun into work and slaughters the whole office)

2  plan for future

3 decided on whether I want to take over  Sam’s shop or go back to uni ( still waiting to hear  if I Have a place on new uni course)

4 start writing again

5 try too update my lj once very week

6 Get retro reviews web site up and running

7 lose this god damn weight I’ve put on enough is enough

8 Spend time with friends more

its only parnoia when the btards are realy out to get you

I feel like making a dash for the door right now

that is all

For the last week and a bit  I’ve been looking for a new job as my current employ sucks  donkey scrotum  and I’m getting a bit sick and tired of all the  in work BS and politics that are going on at the  moment Ok guys I relies were in a recession but it doesn’t mean that  that give  you cart blanch to make  workers lives  a living  hell but any way now that rants over and done with.

I would appear that  chances of progression at my current role  are slim to nothing unless  you brown nose up to the right people or  your face fits  in  I am not prepared to  do the  former and  I some how  don’t think I’m ever going to be part of the latter so Long story  short I'm looking for  other gainful employment .

the only thing  is within the last  two weeks I seem to have only  one bite  on the other hand  I am applying to go back to university  to study graphics  in attempt  to  ride out the recession  and at the same time in attempt to keep my sanity and  Sam’s.

this morning  i had a small camera put into my kneen to find out whats wrong with it and cuasing me emense pain.

sam came to the hospital with me and has been helping me out round the house love him to bits.

its been and istresting experince getting up stairs on your back side i didnt think crutches would be as hard as they are but they  are very helpfull ill keep you all posted

That is all

im sitting in my back yard thinking to m y self ahh sun at last at long last i can sweep away the winter blue and depression  to be honest in the winter I would much ratther  go stick my head  in a cave than  do any thing eles but  no one has to work you know.


siting here drinking a beer thinking ahh lovely summer sun warming my skin this is the time of year that i feel better and am able to think better.

on lighter new s sam my better half if opening a internet cafe intown now i know with the econemy the way it is at the momentits not the best time to bestarting a buisness but hey if some one eles is going to back it home am i to complain    the opening of the shop is soon  to be followed by  our first retro gaming evening  qll retro geeks beware

Ok so after nearly 8 years of being fobed of by one dr or anoutther on tues day I when to see a dr about my knee problems that ive been having on and off so low and behold the blasted things be doing it usall thing of late hurting like hell for a few weeks then getting better.

so when i was at the helthport in preston wich is quite a nice building but I when we were ;eaving seems quite naccesable to perdestains strange, the conslutant advised me to bend this way and that move you leg into this funy perstion so on and so forth she then tol me that I will have to be refered to a differnt lot of Drs to get the offending body part seen to .

the best bit of advise that i got of the day was to make sure I made my knee get worse before i when for the next apoint ment I love the fact thst a helth professional is surgesting that i put my self ina postion where im in great discofrot but hey i surpose the system being like it is Dont want to get all this way just for the drs to tell me to go home and stopbeing so silly hey.

any way the following moring I was down stairs doing some yoga pratice when the phone whent it was the booking service for my next apointment . this is fast work for the nhs in my past experince it can be quite a long wait to get the next apointment good new for me thoe becuase they have some available apointments at one of the private sector clinics whic will hopefuly save some time.

so now Im waiting for a call on tuesday for a helth checkfinger croseed this all gets sorted soon.


So now i wait with baited breath to hear the news

here we go again my knee's messed up again.

but this time I decided to take my self to the drs. now about 8 years ago i whent to the uni drs who advised that i have house maids kneen 8 years on im still in emansepain at least 4 times a year i'm feeling allit pissed off so now it appears that i may have to go into hospital to get my kneen fixed oh great hey