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[6.02.10 (Wednesday) 5:06pm] |
I am so very tired of watching everything i touch turn to shit.
Posted via LjBeetle
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[5.07.10 (Friday) 9:06am] |
Yesterday I lost my job.
I'm so glad shit is awesome for you.
Posted via Journaler.
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[4.02.10 (Friday) 10:30pm] |
I tire of this.
Contact me when you can be bothered making an effort towards our "friendship"
Posted via Journaler.
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[4.02.10 (Friday) 10:56am] |
I took a walk around the world to
Ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float to the dark
Side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do...
Posted via Journaler.
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[3.30.10 (Tuesday) 7:08am] |
I am so fucking tired of being fat and ugly.
Posted via Journaler.
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[3.17.10 (Wednesday) 9:32pm] |
I'm really tired of crying myself to sleep.
Posted via Journaler.
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[3.14.10 (Sunday) 8:21am] |
I love being homeless... Again.
Posted via Journaler.
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[3.07.10 (Sunday) 1:37pm] |
Seriously. How long until I'm happy again. How long until I have someone to love and hold.
Fuck.
Posted via Journaler.
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[3.06.10 (Saturday) 1:37am] |
I'm hurting. This time I don't care who knows.
Posted via Journaler.
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[2.18.10 (Thursday) 10:57am] |
I'm pretty sure this is the last straw. I simply cannot take another beating.
Posted via Journaler.
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| Today... |
[2.12.10 (Friday) 10:29am] |
I stopped wearing your ring. It hurts too much.
Posted via Journaler.
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| i feel. |
[2.09.10 (Tuesday) 11:47am] |
guilty for not making sure Azz was coping.
sad that he's gone.
angry that he beat me to it.
frustrated that i can't find somewhere to live.
happy that i got a raise.
disappointed that i didn't get put on full time.
mad that my hair won't sit right.
irritated at being used.
annoyed at being led on.
gloomy that i don't see you anymore.
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[2.05.10 (Friday) 9:11am] |
I am SO sick of hearing "it'll be ok" "things will work out" and "don't stress."
YOU ARE NOT ME. YOU ARE NOT IN MY SITUATION. WITH MY CONDITION.
DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT. BECAUSE ITS LIKELY NOT.
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[1.27.10 (Wednesday) 11:41am] |
What the hell am I going to do if I can't find a house mate..?
Posted via Journaler.
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| I hate... |
[1.20.10 (Wednesday) 6:15pm] |
That I have no control.
That my two best friends walked away from me.
That I never see you.
That I'm alone.
That I can't have what I want.
That I'm too shy to admit that I like someone.
That I don't see my friends.
That I can't snap out of it.
That you don't care.
That I'm so sick I throw up everything I eat.
That I don't wanna do this anymore.
That there's no way out.
That I'm trapped.
That I have no money.
That I am weak.
That I tell you all the truth but not myself.
That I'd be better off dead.
That not even my cat cares.
That I will die a lonely old spinster.
Posted via Journaler.
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| I don't like |
[12.23.09 (Wednesday) 1:22pm] |
Seeing you struggle...
Thinking of you.
In other news, Kitty's wearing a skirt and heels today... WTF is the world coming to?!
Posted via Journaler.
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[11.24.09 (Tuesday) 1:36pm] |
This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him that those words were mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
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| another kick in the face |
[11.24.09 (Tuesday) 8:35am] |
To the cunt who incorrectly accused me of throwing a cigarette butt out of the window of my car, I hope you're happy that you managed to run salt in the already gaping wounds that I have.
I assure you, you've made it seem like I have no way out. Thanks.
And to you bastards who think it's funny to laugh at things which upset me, I hope one day you realise how sick I am right now and regret treating me like dirt.
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[11.23.09 (Monday) 2:11pm] |
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I just started a new twitter to track my moods an their cause. Today is especially bad, hanging out for psych appointment.
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| Friends Only. |
[7.11.05 (Monday) 3:12pm] |
If this is the only entry you're seeing, it's because you're unloved, you don't have a LiveJournal, or I just don't know you.
If you want to delve into the boring mind of T, leave a comment. You know the drill.
Edit:
Do not bother asking to be added if I've never spoken to you before. You will not be added.
I'm sick of people wanting to add me so that they have more people on their Friends list. That's just plain stupid.
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