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[15 Nov 2005|11:57pm] |
hey all,
just wanted you to know that i'm abandoning my community only lj, and using my new personal lj, so i'll be adding it as maintainer and deleting this one.
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[10 Nov 2005|09:51pm] |
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| lj proposal |
[26 Mar 2005|07:23pm] |
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I met my boyfriend on livejournal several months ago. I am pondering asking him to marry me via livejournal in several months, and I am open to input, suggestions, etc., as to how to make the most of the impending occasion. Does this sound like a horrible idea? I'm not trying to be cheesy or cheap and I may decide to do something all together different... but I think it might be cool, and he may get a kick out of it if I did it via livejournal... perhaps with some extra stuff in person.... How would you do this if I were you?
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[16 Mar 2005|08:56pm] |
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Honestly, now, internet dating has pretty much become a secret dating for me. I mean...its about all I really do...chat on the net...play piano...talk poetry an all. It is very serious to me as most things are. I usually do things wrong at the bad time. I am such an idiot and that is reflected in my 2.7 G.P.A. well...I am no one normal...and I'd say, yes I am very different. People call me sweet an all and thats mostly because I represent Nick Carraway *Great Gastby* heh...Carraway symbolizes caring, so yea' its becauyse I care. MOst people don't and say all this shit about me. I don't care, that is there choice. Yet they still talk to me like I don't know, but I do. I have an ability to save lives and I try to ultilize this skill. This usuallly ends up in a net relationship. You'd be surprised how many depressed people there are in the world. I would probably, I might be one of them. But that is why I can save them, because I understand thier feelings and emotions. I am not a doctor, nor a physchologist with a huge degree to slap my head on. But I work for free, and I try my best, rather than basing things on money. I am only in high-school anywyz heh...I really love to help the opressed out and get to know any of you. There is nothing like a net relationship. Heh...see ya pimptresses ^_^
Joseph F.
A.K.A. Tear
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| I'm New. |
[26 Feb 2005|07:42pm] |
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Actually I was looking for a community to add new things to my long distance.. *ahem* love life *ahem* but I saw this and I was just like, "Awww, why not?"
So let me tell my story.
We met in a chatroom when I was like, 12, and he was 13, I think. I know it was the summer of 2000. We met in a role-playing chatroom. We're such dorks. But anyway, yeah, we've gone through so much together. Now I just turned 17 and he'll be 18 this summer. We plan to move in together when we're both 18. <3
So basically we've been on and off together for about five years now. We've only met in person once but let me tell you... it was the greatest time of my life. There was a point in time where he left me because he couldn't go through with the long distance anymore but no matter how many times we though we couldn't deal with it we always ended up back together.
5 years... heh... that's a long time for long-distance...
He's supposed to be coming up to visit me this summer. I can't wait.
If any of you ever need advice or someone to talk to, trust me, I've probably been through it. :]
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| The internet blows |
[28 Nov 2004|01:21am] |
I am officially done with guys on here(i.e the internet)!
I found out the other day that Alex has lied to me the entire time we were together... he had plenty of other chicks leaving him messages etc. Some girl got onto his name the other day and told me all of this.
Funny thing is... Im not that upset. Maybe it hasnt registered in my mind yet.
But I am definately done with this internet relationship shit. Next day I date will be in person!
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| Question |
[09 Oct 2004|11:33pm] |
I have a question....
My friend Alex is going into the Navy, he's sent off to boot camp on the 19th. I want to be able to keep in touch with him. But we've only talked through internet and telephone.. and I feel awkward if I gave him my home address to write me letters. Is there some service I can use so we can send letters back and forth without giving our addresses while he's at boot camp?
I'd apperciate if anyone knows!
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[13 Sep 2004|12:38am] |
It didn't say anything in the rules about not being able to, but I will put it behind an lj cut just in case.
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| Time to let go |
[10 Sep 2004|05:30am] |
I let go....
I told Alex that I can't wait for him... and I cant be with him. It hurts too much to know what he did to me. I finally gave up after a week of waiting to hear from him to see if we could fix everything. But we can't. I lost respect for him as a person after he told me he cheated on me. It still mind boggles me... is all guys think with is thier dicks? Is love just not enough? Maybe I just need someone who is here... not across the country. I need to held and able to look at someone in the eyes. So hopefully one day I will find a guy. I hope I find someone who makes me feel loved and appericated. Hey...maybe thats what college will be for!
Although I find it quite amusing that after Im all heart-broken my friend Nick offers me the whole friends with benefits deal. I doubt I'll take the offer but still makes me laugh to think about it!
I just wish love were easier....
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| Starry Gaze is a Sweet Girl |
[15 Aug 2004|09:52am] |
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You know Starry Gaze, you are a really sweeet girl... That is really cool, and crying is a part of everyone... but I totally know how you feel... you need someone to hug or kiss you... and reassure... your still loved... that you are still alive... and that people love you... well lemme' tell you... you are worthy of love... or my love anyways. *Hugs her.* I reassure you my lady that you still have reason to live. *licks her tears.* No more crying, otay? I'll try and help as much as I can... I know you will cry, but try... try to not cry... It is hard to do... I hope I can hekp you... becuase... you are helping me... growing more into my "svaing" mode... I might tell you everyone about that later. Your dream can symbolize a lot... it could mean... you might get back together... it also, pretty much... could mean that your mind... knows your pain... and is trying to comfort you... well I outta' get goin'. Don't wanna' be late for church eh. See ya Starry Gaze!
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| Struggling |
[28 Aug 2004|07:27pm] |
Its a struggle not to cry....
But I've held it in all day... because once I start, I shall not stop. I just feel empty inside is all. All I want is someone to hold me. To feel safe in someone's arms. I had a dream last night... about some guy in my class(Dont ask me why, I liked him last year) and he was my boyfriend and came over. And he had his arms around me... and I closed my eyes... and thats all I want right now.
I know I've got a lot to offer someone. I'm a very complex type of person. I like a variety of EVERYTHING. I dont like one set genre of books or music.. I like bits and pieces of all of them. There is so much to me. Yet no one ever tries to see it. :(
But, Im picking up the broken pieces....
Thanks to those of you who left nice comments... I apperciated them. Although I HATE when I pour my feelings out on here and someone is rude. Im sorry but if you dont like it, dont read it.
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| Aye, a new member.... |
[14 Aug 2004|01:57pm] |
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I wonder how many males jpoined this thing... well I am a male... the name is Joe... I am 16... dunno' of that is too young for all of you... however, I met quite a few females on the net.... just this summer... surprisngly... a lot were at www.quzilla.com. I just made quizzes there and bam! People showed up and sent me several messages... also, I had AIM... so I met them in chats to... Lol... lots of fun there... First of several girls I met... was a girl named Crystal... she nsaid she lived in Florida, but I think she lived in Deleware or some funky place like that... oh yeah I live right next to L.A. Well I knew Crystal for two weeks... and we were kinda' actually goin' out... wow... I loved that girl with my very life... but then she just.... just left... abd it hurts now... really bad... saying the only thing that could seperate us... was if she were dead. >.< I hope she is still alive... c'uase I always think of her... always.....
My second was like Mandy... who lived about ithree hours away from me... I did not really like her too much... we hardly went out a week and I left her fpr her friend Stephanie. I already knew Stephanie. And I still do... I love that girl with my life I do... I still like her... even now... we are really close... to me. Then you have several others who like me or something to that certain extent.
A swatm of sadness... Engulfs the heart of a million... Every soul... takes a trigger to one emotion... we add to that... carish it everyday and love it... without love of something... we are cold... alone... desperate... Sadly... now life changes... for everyone... life is never the means to defeat.
Love does exsist... no matter how harsh it seems... no matter the obstacle... love... is something that is never lost... I hope Starry Gaze... you become better... I realize how hard it is... but try and get over it.... I now love is out there for you... I think I have said enough.
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