kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Back at the beginning of January [profile] beadsbuttonslace wrote up some reflections on this book, which interested me enough that I put in a hold on my library's only digital copy, which was an audiobook, and then I managed to listen to it in under a week, and now I am subscribed to Johnston's newsletter (and reading its archives) and also trying to work out whether I want to buy a physical copy or a digital copy for my own library.

Which is to say: I liked it. A lot.

Read more... )

And some final notes:

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

One (1) duplicate letter from the DWP, which I had actually requested, because the council is apparently incapable of giving me the concessionary rate on the basis of disability without me providing one letter per year from the DWP telling them I'm still disabled, despite the fact that for anything that is not the allotment rent they can work this out from all the other information available to them without needing me to have Special Executive function;

three (3) rolls of washi tape from Sweden, one of which I have been Tempted By for probably actual years at this point and the other two of which are relevant for this year's notebook set-up and I was sad and wanted a treat;

and one (1) book, Citrus: A History, because it was £4.56, on a topic I have previously been interested in, and Interest Has Been Expressed in me yelling about it. (When will I get to it? Unclear, because once I've finished reading The Rose Field I should probably do some more pain reading, but. Eventually.)

(And why have I been sad? I genuinely do not know; my brain has just been having a Sustained Patch of Uncooperative. I would like it to stop. In addition to post, today's efforts in that direction have included a batch of pineapple upside-down banana bread, this time with some of the flour replaced with almond meal.)

kaberett: Photo of a pile of old leather-bound books. (books)

At some point in proceedings (depression? pain? migraine? dense technical text for the PhD? poetry?), I realise, I have gone from reading Unusually Quickly to still reading More? Than Population Norm? (75ish books last year, of which 15ish were graphic novels or otherwise not-a-novel's-worth-of-words), but no faster than I'd be able to read the text aloud -- "hearing" each word in my head, and often rereading sentences repeatedly.

This is in contrast to how I type, which is much faster than I can speak comprehensibly (... though I now recall that I am in fact often asked to Slow The Fuck Down when providing information verbally).

I have over the last little bit been tentatively experimenting with trying not to read each word "aloud", mentally, and instead treating The Written Word as something that doesn't always need to be (pseudo-)vocalised.

It feels weird. It's an active effort. I am extremely dubious about the impact on how much information I retain; Further Study Required. I think this is probably how I used to read (when?); I'm not sure what changed; I'm unsettled.

(And I want to post something to Dreamwidth before bed, and this is a thing I was thinking about a lot while almost-but-not-quite finishing Index, A History of the -- I'm at a point I'd ordinarily count as "finished" but obviously it is in this instance both important and rewarding to read the index, all two of it, so here y'go.)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

And then today's cookbook browsing introduced me to the concept of allorino! But the internet can't agree on whether it should be made with bay leaves, bay flowers, or bay berries. So clearly the correct solution here is Some Of Each, right.

(I am also contemplating whether I want to add finely chopped fresh bay to the quince buckwheat upside-down cake that is high on my priority list for things to cook over the next few days, given how much I love the Ottolenghi lemon & bay cake...)

Meanwhile, my other recreational reading today introduced me to the concept of the "Brompton Cocktail".

End-of-life care circa the 1980s, with specific reference to terminal cancer. )

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

... and doesn't quite make it.

On page 187 (of 218), we finally get this paragraph:

At this point we need to return to a crucial caveat. In most cases of persistent pain, whatever caused the initial injury has healed. Pain is now the primary disease. But there are a number of cases where there is continual damage that triggers nociceptive fibres; chronic inflammatory diseases are good examples. It is also important to point out that not every case of back pain is our brain's overreaction. A small -- but important -- minority of cases are caused by serious conditions -- cancer, some infections, spinal fractures and the nerve-compressing cauda equina syndrome -- but these can usually be ruled out by doctors, who will be on the lookout for 'red flag' symptoms. However, in the majority of cases of persistent pain (and over 90% of cases of back pain), there is no longer any identifiable tissue damage; our brain has become hypersensitive.

In a book that otherwise dedicates a lot of time to talking about gender and racial inequalities in healthcare access, including a solid half-paragraph on how common and how painful endometriosis (a chronic inflammatory condition!) is, the bit where "well this only applies to most people..." gets breezed past is certainly causing me more feelings. And yet it's still the closest anything I've read so far actually gets to engaging with the fact that the rest of us exist, so... no get-out-of-writing-essays-free card for me here, alas.

(The Painful Truth, Monty Lyman, mostly pretty good and definitely got me to think constructively about a few things -- like the merits of classical vs contemporary Pilates for my specific usecase via discussion of knitting -- and introduced me to some more, like open-label placebos and "safe threats" and the impact of paracetamol on empathy. It's incomplete, but not disrecommended.)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Koalas have fingerprints; hairy-nose wombats do not.

Skin on fingers and toes wrinkle in water not because cells get saturated but as an autonomic nervous system function, which we have apparently known since at least 1935. An initial 2013 study found that people with wrinkled fingertips could pick up and move more wet marbles in a set time frame than people with dry skin; a 2014 study failed to replicate this, but there's more at the BBC including a 2020 replication. (The 2013 reference at least is buried in the BBC article.)

Holding a hot drink inclines us to view people as "emotionally warmer"; a heavier clipboard inclines us to believe the person whose CV it's displaying takes their work more seriously. Many other related fun facts over here.

(Book of the moment: Touch, David J. Linden.)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Just, you know, For My Own Reference: a list of the exercises included in Hypermobility Without Tears. I am going to come back through and add links to Pilates and physio explainers for all of these.

Read more... )

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)
Arancini. The small balls of risotto coated in breadcrumbs and then deep fried.

*Little oranges*.

This is not in any way an obscure or difficult to look up etymology, and yet somehow it was not until yesterday, on the tube, that I suddenly needed to look up from the book I was reading and *stare*.

(Earlier this week -- no, wait, late last week -- I was indexing a cookbook that included arancini. This week I am reading *The Land Where Lemons Grow*, because it's mostly a history of citrus cultivation in Italy with occasional recipes, so I wanted to read it Properly before indexing it and getting rid of it again. Apparently what it took for me to Have A Realisation was the combination in temporal proximity...)
kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Specifically I have tracked down a copy of Treatise on Man, which is probably the source of the claim I've seen phrased several ways, most eyebrow-raisingly and also most readily to hand by Steve Haines, attributing to Descartes the idea that pain is

something similar to hearing, it is a fixed signal and measurable response

and it turns out I've got access to a whole entire PDF which turns out to be only 71 pages, including quite a lot of fairly large images, so I suppose I'm going to read Descartes now as a break from working my way through the BBC's Higher revision guides on neurobiology, which is itself a detour from reading the introductory text on nerves aimed at undergraduates...

(The things I've actually been reading today consist of two chapters of Hyperbole and a Half, a partial chapter of The Visual Display of Quantitative Information, both as Shared Activities with A, and about half of A Handful of Flour, a recipe book I have owned for quite a while now and am rapidly concluding I might no longer wish to dedicate shelf space to...)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Bridget Collins, The Betrayals: I loved the structure and the internal resonance and so on and so forth to the extent that I didn't even mind that That's Not How Diaries Work.

(You do not get more detail because it is BEDTIME good grief, but -- okay I lied a bit -- queers! cocreation! complicity! choices! delighted.)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

... but only one of them is even arguably a cookbook (it apparently contains some recipes but is primarily Popular Writing About Vegetables). Good job me.

In this instance precipitated by finding a pointer to Hurts So Good: the science & culture of pain on purpose (Leigh Cowart), which is extremely relevant to my current Thinking And Reading About Pain (related: I am going to try to get my act together to actually write up some thoughts on The Way Out, a book on the topic of pain reprocessing therapy, but I make no promises). The cheapest place I could find it was Oxfam. Oxfam still have a flat £3.95 postage charge regardless of how many objects you buy from them (some exceptions apply).

I also acquired a copy of I Contain Multitudes (Ed Yong), which I expect to want to reread or at least dip into; Crush, because to date I have read approximately none of Siken's poetry and I suspect I will find it easier in hard copy; more Tufte (Envisioning Information) because it was right there; and Touch (David Linden), because it was cheap and looked vaguely interesting and the library doesn't have a digital copy, and which also turns out to have at least one chapter focussed on pain.

... and some CDs for A, and some clothes for me, and as I say NO MORE COOKBOOKS. Good job, self.

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

This morning I finished reading Tales From Out There: The Barkley Marathons, The World's Toughest Trail Race, by Frozen Ed Furtaw. This recounts the history of, well, the Barkley Marathons, from its inception up to prep for the 2010 race, from the perspective of the first person to complete the course, in the third year it was held. (Whereupon Gary Cantrell/lazarus lake made it harder, as he subsequently has every time someone actually manages to demonstrate that the current instantiation isn't actually impossible.) Last year's race got a fair bit of news coverage, especially in the UK, because Jasmin Paris was the first woman to complete all five loops of the post-1995ish course. There was also coverage here on Dreamwidth, courtesy of [personal profile] rydra_wong, who has been attempting to lure people into this particular extreme sports fandom since well before March 2024, but this time round I actually had the brain to engage! ... only to discover that at that point, for some reason, Furtaw's book (which I turned to once I'd watched documentaries etc, was Rather More Expensive Than Usual on the second-hand market), so I resigned myself to Getting It Later.

Which I duly did! And then on Friday last week I finally finished the non-fiction I'd been slogging through and turned, with glee, to Reading More About The Barkley. I am not sure this is a document that I would recommend unless you are either Interested In The Barkley or interested in a very particular style of Nerd Storytelling? But I enjoyed myself a lot.

Next on my list was the new Craft Wars book by Max Gladstone, Wicked Problems. (I think I have not talked about the Craft Sequence much recently, but after bouncing hard off the first chapter of Three Parts Dead on my first attempt, I wound up loving it enough that I worked out a plausible volcano-associated rock for An Important Piece Of Jewelry featured in Full Fathom Five and then scouring Etsy for an appropriately shaped bead.) I had not even (despite having bought it more or less the week it came out, as I recall) managed to get as far as putting it onto my ereader, so that was step one, and while I was at it I merrily transferred several of the other books that have been lurking in my calibre library but hadn't actually made it across to The Device, and then I settled in to read.

... and was confused and somewhat apprehensive to find that it opened thus (not actually spoilers for Wicked Problems):

The room she ushers him into smells of stale cigarettes and air freshener. The decor is ’80s mil-spec Holiday Inn. Dark-green carpet, striped armchairs, a smoked-glass table, a print of two F-15s trailing vapour set high in a gilded frame. The scream of their engines outside has been softened in here to a dark, low-frequency roar.

While it is not set in our world, I think I can safely say without particular spoilers that one of the technically-I-suppose geographical features of the Craft universe is a Rift In Reality. So it was not... totally out of the question? that Gladstone might have chosen to have do this unsettling and alarming dislocation? Like, it's a hell of a first paragraph to find oneself in media res, but it's Extremely Evocative and for all that I was mildly alarmed and thinking, approximately, but I don't WANT a cat I want a CHEESECAKE, I love the Craft Sequence enough to keep going and see what the fuck he was doing with this.

By the end of chapter three I was a bit "... ooooookay this is... not... structured the way I would anticipate him structuring doing this kind of thing" and yet ([personal profile] rydra_wong, [personal profile] vass, I hope you at least started cackling several paragraphs ago) it was not until partway through CHAPTER SEVEN that I FINALLY went "no, seriously, WHAT GIVES" and actually double-checked the title.

... so anyway that's how I realised that I had gone from The Barkley (lured by [personal profile] rydra_wong) into Prophet, also VERY MUCH rydra's fault, courtesy of tapping on a different title to the one I'd intended, because I'd just added a bunch of new books to the ereader and eink still doesn't refresh all that fast.

(My reading plans have been thoroughly derailed. I am now committed. I might shriek in comments as I go along.)

kaberett: A green origami stegosaurus (origami stegosaurus)

The most recent part of Otherlands that I stalled on:

It is not a clean process, and the continents crumple, throwing land skywards under its own momentum and down into the mantle, the crust becoming nearly twice as thick as under the average continental plate. The principle is exactly that of a buckling car bonnet in a crash test, where mountains and valleys emerge from the previously flat metal sheet.

Because, per title: NO IT ISN'T.

You are getting the rant copy-pasted from elsenet rather than something freshly made, but I am laughing a bit because I indignantly made Adam read it & his reaction was almost entirely "... seems fair enough?" and to be fair I had asked because I suspected this was a quartz situation (see also the associated explainxkcd) but even so.

Read more... )

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Otherlands, Thomas Halliday, through which I am trudging extremely slowly and with some resentment despite the occasional excellent paragraphs about specific species: I have been grumbling that it feels like it wants to grow up to be a podcast.

I was wrong.

It wants to be a David Attenborough documentary. And it's relying on its readers supplying the images to go with the voiceover! And I'm aphantasic! But that's the source of the cadence and the pacing and the zooming in and out on ecosystems -- all of it Wants To Be A David Attenborough Documentary, and I'm aphantasic.

Thanks to this revelation I am feeling much better about it not quite landing with me!

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

I was grousing... yesterday? yesterday. about my library having SEDUCED ME with promises of having digital copies of ALL THREE books, only to find (upon finishing the first) that while I could place a hold on the second, which showed up as available to do this with!!! ... It Would Only Get Fulfilled If My Library Acquired More Copies.

I spent some time checking whether any of the local bookshops had copies and deciding that this was silly and I should just buy the EBOOK if I were going to buy it AT ALL (because while I would have to faff with deDRM I at least would not need to faff with going to WALTHAM CROSS), but was balking somewhat (for some reason) at the concept of buying book #2 and only book #2 of a trilogy.

... this morning. I remembered. that libraries also, frequently, contain physical books.

So I checked the catalogue.

AND LO MY CLOSEST BRANCH HAD A COPY. ON THE SHELF. RIGHT THERE.

So I finished doing All Of The Cooking Faff and I ate a slightly questionable lunch (yog! persimmon! hazelnuts!) aaand then I betook myself Out Of The House to acquire A Book and also A Charity Shop Object I did not buy yesterday but had managed to talk myself into over the course of the evening, and which happily had not gone home with someone else in the intervening 24 or so hours.

I followed this up by sitting down and going Steadfastly through a bookshelf at my parents', extremely carefully, for like the third time (both parents having also been through it at least once in addition to having sorted through various other bookshelves) AND SUCCESSFULLY LOCATED THE ENORMOUS CROCODILE. Which is extremely exciting because -- okay, so, for Animals Week (2023) I wound up explaining to Adam that I had Secret Plans and Clever Tricks for (some) of the proceedings, and he was not familiar with this phrase, so I have spent almost two years failing to dig it out and also failing to buy a copy. BUT THIS EVENING I FOUND IT, and Adam spent a bit of time doing a Dramatic Reading of about half of it before we got distracted by Scrabble, and we have both discovered phrases in our idiolects that did in fact originate from this book that we'd both wholly forgotten the origins of, and I have also experienced some PRIMAL EMOTIONS upon observing, for the first time in quite possibly actual decades plural, illustrations I apparently imprinted on much harder than I'd realised.

Books! Physical books! They exist!

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Didn't manage to talk myself into getting a Traveler's Notebook set-up from the Galen seconds sale before the colour & size I was interested in had sold out. Did pine about this somewhat.

... jumped on being second in line when a Moterm in deep teal came up on the FountainPensUK buy/sell/trade group over on Facebook last week. And it arrived today!

So far I have fondled it happily and peered at its workings and contemplated the notebooks it came with (blank/lined/grid); blank can be for poetry (maybe), grid is extremely multi-purpose I just need to decide on a purpose (given that I've got lots of potentials), and I am not thrilled about lined because I mostly eschew lined paper but idk I'll come up with something. (These days I am dot-grid all the way.)

So obviously I happily added the new notebook to the list of notebooks I've bought in the notebook where I track that (this notebook is discbound, and also includes keeping a vague record of how fast I go through the ludicrously expensive conditioner, how many pens exactly it is that I own, Irish irregular verb tables, and Notes On Computer Games). Which all starts to feel a bit recursive, so then I went and bought some cookbooks.

(This is an unhelpful summary. In fact I blithely quoted Molesworth at somebody, realised I didn't know if they recognised a Molesworth and clarified that it was Molesworth, they were one of today's lucky 10,000, and now I've got two copies of the compendium en route to me for really not much money, one for them and one for lending. In the process of noodling around eBay for cheap books I somehow wound up putting in a second order with a different vendor for a different 20% off offer, and now en route to me are Short and Sweet so I can add the recipe in there I definitely care about to the EYB account; the unrevised The Perfect Scoop, because the library doesn't have it and I'd forgotten a revised and updated version exists; and Leiths How to cook... Desserts, which was the only one of that set of four I still didn't have. Booksss.)

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

on the one hand: digital borrowing from the library is great! I can get books out at 3 a.m. from the comfort of my own bed!

on the other: there is no option to return your digital loan late. it self-returns automatically. this is a pity when you're going to be about ten pages short of the end of the non-fiction with the multi-month hold queue when your loan period is up.

on the gripping: screenshots.

(This has the notable disadvantage that unless I was willing to apply slightly more thought than I actually did, for the last ten pages I wound up having to turn pages backwards. Crucially, though, I finished the damn book, by dint of taking screenshots of the last 15 or so pages -- i.e. not enough to be a real nuisance to screenshot, and also few enough to be really annoying to have not Quite managed -- 6 minutes before it was going to return, and then keeping going as long as possible in Libby...)

Still chewing over what I made of the actual book (NeuroTribes, Steve Silberman). Thoughts to follow, possibly.

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

... and leads with an explanation of "opponency" that I did not quite manage to follow, for reasons that have more to do with typesetting of the ebook than anything else, but which problem I addressed by Visiting Wikipedia.

The wikipedia page on opponent process begins

The opponent process is a color theory...

... and indeed when my eyebrows raised and my eyes flicked over to the table of contents, I was unsurprised to see a section titled "Criticism".

All of which led inexorably on to impossible colors and, delightfully, the line of purples.

Yong has not thus far (I am a little under halfway through the chapter) even gestured vaguely in the direction of the immediately-obvious-to-me-from-the-opening-sentence-on-wikipedia Controversy about opponency, which means that I (i) have no idea and (ii) am poorly equipped to judge how this particular Controversy compares with The Controversy About Mantle Plumes wherein the small number of people who think thermal convective upwellings Aren't What's Going On for a long time were also the only people who cared about the wikipedia page on mantle plumes, which has at some point in the last decade been extensively edited to reflect actual current scientific consensus. Which in turn means that I am unsure how large a grain of salt to take with everything else Yong says!

Meanwhile,

Our [human] lenses typically block out UV, but people who have lost their lenses to surgeries or accidents can perceive UV as whitish blue. This happened to the painter Claude Monet, who lost his left lens at the age of 82. He began seeing the UV light that reflects off water lilies, and started painting them as whitish blue instead of white.

kaberett: A very small snail crawls along the edge of a blue bucket, in three-quarters profile with one eyestalk elegantly extended. (tiny adventure snail)

There are thousands of different animal opsins, but they are all related.* Their unity creates a paradox. If all vision relies on the same proteins, and if those proteins all detect light, then why are eyes so diverse? The answer lies in light’s distinct properties. Since most light on Earth comes from the sun, its presence can hint at temperature, time of day, or depth of water. It reflects off objects, revealing enemies, mates, and shelter. It travels in straight lines and is blocked by solid obstacles, creating telltale features like shadows and silhouettes. It covers Earth-scale distances almost instantaneously, offering a fast and far-ranging source of information. Vision is diverse because light is informative in a multitude of ways, and animals sense it for myriad reasons.

* In 2012, evolutionary biologist Megan Porter compared almost 900 opsins from different species, and confirmed that they share a single ancestor. That original opsin arose in one of the earliest animals and was so efficient at capturing light that evolution never conjured up a better alternative. Instead, the ancestral protein diversified into a wide family tree of opsins, which now underlie all vision. Porter draws that tree as a circle, with branches radiating outward from a single point. It looks like a giant eye.

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)

Island dwarfism, one half of the general rule that island animals tend towards a medium size, was first noted in a Cretaceous fossil site in Haţeg, Romania. At the time the limestone of the Gargano caves was being laid down beneath the European seas, Haţeg was a largish island, and housed dwarfed dinosaurs. Their small size was thought to come from the lower resources of islands, with enormous creatures unable to survive on the limited nutrients available. This is not limited to creatures as big as dinosaurs. Over time, in the absence of ordinary predators, many large animals whose size would otherwise offer protection against predation -- such as deer, and, on other islands, hippopotamuses and elephants -- become smaller as food is scarcer. Small animals, which cannot store energy or water as easily, become larger, aiding the survival of the population through periods of scarce resources. [...]

On different Mediterranean mountains, the niche of small mammalian herbivore has been filled by supersized or shrunken versions of whatever happens to have colonized the island upon isolation. On Gargano, there are the herds of Hoplitomeryx. On Mallorca, a minute goat with a disconcerting forward-facing stare prunes the box shrubs. Box is notoriously toxic, containing large amounts of alkaloid compounds that normally deter predators. Myotragus has a behavioural solution to this toxicity, however: it eats small quantities of clay from the riverbed, which neutralizes the toxic alkaloids in the leaves. This abrasive mud antidote wears down their teeth, so they have evolved rodent-like ever-growing incisors, and molars with very high crowns, which explains the meaning of their name, 'mouse antelope'. The pressures of island life often produce such unusual responses. Physiologically, Myotragus is even rather unlike most mammals. To avoid problems with fluctuating nutrient supplies, the dwarf goat can vary its metabolic rate. They grow slowly, speeding up only when times are good, exactly as ectotherms, or 'cold-blooded' creatures do. On Menorca, the role of medium-sized herbivore is filled by a giant rabbit, Nuralagus, wombat-like in its hapless, hopless, rollicking gait and tumbleweed figure.

(Chapter 3, Deluge, ~5.33 million years ago; Wikipedia links my own, because I don't love you enough to type up the actual book's actual list of sources; more generally, see allopatric speciation)

Profile

kaberett: Trans symbol with Swiss Army knife tools at other positions around the central circle. (Default)
kaberett

April 2026

M T W T F S S
  12 34 5
6 7 8 9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16 17 18 19
202122232425 26
27 282930   

Syndicate

RSS Atom

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios