This picture represents one of my most shameful nights, there were many. I had no idea the destructive path I was on, what I would destroy or how long I would remain on it, unaware. I do remember being concerned about how many calories of wine I was consuming at this time, but not about anything else. I feel grateful that I finally woke up and that I can deal with my feelings in healthier ways now. I hope that anyone I hurt knows how sorry I am and if they ever need any more than that, I am an open book. You know how to reach me.
Really? You fcking worthless, self-rightous dick... I always knew you were fake. Its really shining through now. Glad everyone else gets to see what I saw all along... but you blew even me out of the water with this new shit. fck you.
i love it when people say they'd do ANYTHING for you, but they just CAN'T do or NOT do that ONE thing that you keep asking for... the only thing that would really make all the difference.... the one thing that without... everything else doesn't mean shit... venting complete.
crazy