I don't know how well anything came across on here, and obviously I wrote a lot but I still feel like I should have said more. : )

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I figured it would be better if I made it clear that this isn't a public "plee for attention" this is only intended for Michael to read, but whatever, the nosey people who have nothing better to do, especially not carry on with their OWN LIFE, are able to read it too, right? whatever. haha

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OOPS, just incase this "pops up" onto your computer again, here's to you:

That's REALLY stupid that you would think anything of that. "SCREWED OVER" meant like, we stopped talking AS FRIENDS. I never talked to him when we were together and hell ya I needed someone to talk. I don't care, you can think what you want to but I'd HOPE that you would know me a bit better than that. If you didn't notice, it also said taht we broke up, I was a TAD BIT upset and sad about that whole situation. I NEVER said I was looking for some hook up or anything like that. I never EVER stopped loving, or caring about, you! It didn't say anything bad about you at all. No I don't want to watch back, that would be really shallow, and just because we're not together anymore doesn't mean that I'm suddenly going to not have feelings for you. I really hope that if I still had my necklace that you wouldn't ask for it back....I hope. Actually, I didn't event hink twice about anything that I have given you, Im not a vindictive person, and I said I didn't regret anything form "US". I will never hate you, or not care about you EVER, it's not possible. You even said that "just because we're not together doesn't mean that you're going to talk shit or not care about me anymore" and I said, "same goes for me", right? You can think what you want, but let me just tell you that I've been sick to my stomach since yesterday afternoon; regret? So take that into consideration. Just understand that no matter what I'll always care about, and I will never in a million years, regret anything having to do with us. Tried to call you, didn't work, I'm not going to worry about it too much, Idk if Im ready yet.

Everything seems quite petty now.

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I want to go back to the day when the look on our faces was just pure awe; the feelings in our hearts were undying. When we could talk for hours about nothing in particular, it was just great to hear your voice. When I could tell you I love you a million times straight, and you would respond every time with, "I love you too Hunny." When we knew that we would be together forever; when reality was never a factor. I want to go back to when evey kiss was magical, every hug was my battle sheild, and the look in your eyes told me I was special. I want to go back to when you loved me.

GUYS BIG TIME SUCKS LATELY!!!!!

It's crazy, after being with Michael for 6 months, it's over just like that!!

Recipe For a HORRIBLE week:

1. Come back home (hell) from the only place you have enjoyed yourself for a the first time in FOREVER!
2. Get yelled at by your mother within the first 3 minutes of being in the car from being picked up.
3. Get into an arguement with your boyfriend the same day you come back!!Get grounded two days later!
4. Miss 3 days of school,  3 weeks before the last day (sooo behind on work).
5. Get called "Fucking Dramatic" by boyfriend. (thanks love you too)
6. Break up with your him after 6 months.
7. Realize that it's REALLY over when you walk into his room and see anything reguarding the two of you is away in a bag in the bottom of the closet.
8. Start talking to a "long-lost" friend, who you had a huge crush on for a few years, but get SCREWED OVER within 3 days!
9. Watch your good friends go through the same relationship problems as you (but way worse).
10. BECOME MEGAN WALKER!!

~Yep, can anybody else out there top me? I think not. haha But thanks anyway~

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   National Girlfriend and Sister's Week
  I am only as strong as the coffee I drink, the hairspray I use and the friends I have.

  National Girlfriends Day
  What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants and shopping, lunching, and traveling girls?
  Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake!

  1. We got off the Titanic first.
  2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses.
  3. Taxis stop for us.
  4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.
  5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo.
  6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves.
  7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know.
  8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end.
  9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.
  10. We have the ability to dress ourselves.
  11. We can talk to the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.
  12. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we are aware that we will look like an idiot.
  13. We will never regret piercing our ears.
  14. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.
  15. We can make comments about how silly men are in their presence because they aren't listening  anyway.

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

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I feel lame! I should be totally stoked for Valentine's but Im really not. I only get to see Michael for about 20 minutes tomorrow after school! He's grounded, great thing during Valentine's Day! It just really sucks and I really want to be with him tomorrow but I doubt it's going to work out like that! I'm really sad and I get to spend the day with my dad instead. YAY! O well, there's nothing I can do about it, so I guess Im over it....kinda.

I went shopping today and didn't get anything for myself. haha Yea, fun.

~Megan

Hi.

Wow It's been a while, but o well cuz it's not lke anybody reads this anyway! Hmm...thanks guys!

OK well I jsut wanted to tell you that I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Forever yours~

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FINALS SUCK ASS!!!!!!!

first off I have too many absences in Engish so its not like that final counted for anything!!! and Spanish was ok but im just so done with being the first one done and then having to sit in class for a waaay long time doing nothing!

And umm, I went shopping today and out to lunch with my dad, his friend, and Michael....had fuuun!! spent $200 at Hanger 94 (which wasnt that difficult! hahah)

yea well thats about it...ASHLEY GET THOSE PICS UP ON YER LJ!!! I NEED THEM!!