| HAPPY BIRTHDAY |
[21 Oct 2006|03:29pm] |
I haven't been online in forever..* Alot crazie shit has happened..* I'm back in Virginia, and I'm boutta go off and kill somefukkinbody!
I think people wanna drive me crazier than hell..* So damn crazie that I either kill myself or kill them..* But fuk em..* Seriously..* Anyways, I got on here,so that I could tell somebody Happy Birthday, incase I can't call them today!
SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE I love you, and I'm so sorry I haven't been keepin in touch with you, things have been awful for me here lately...* I hope things are great for you tho, and I hope your Roman gets you somethin great today, and makes you smile like no other..* I love you*
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| This update is for one person |
[24 Sep 2006|08:51am] |
 sweet_sh00ga *I just gotta say you have fukkin issues..*&* no I do not love attention..* Your fukkin insane... *I don't know wat tha fuk your deal is, but before you go talkin shit, ya better think fukkin twice...
I mean come on ya done went and backstabbed me once, how much more problems DO YOU WANNA CAUSE???????????
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| Wasn't long at all |
[12 Jul 2006|08:14pm] |
Well, I wasn't gone for very long...now was I..* didn't even make it a fukkin week lmfao..* oh well..*
Just thought I'd letcha'll know I'm good to fukkin go now
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| For a lil while.... |
[07 Jul 2006|01:54pm] |
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I won't be updating for a lil while..* The reason why is in my other FRIENDS ONLY journal...* For those of you who can't read those entries..* I just have alot goin on right now, and tha only thing I really wanna do is, be alone, and not talk to anybody...* Or really even see anybody..* I just need to be ALONE!! I don't wanna talk about, I might when I'm ready, but not right now..* I'm sorry.... if I'm letting anybody down...* I love you all *
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| This fukkin sucks |
[05 Jul 2006|07:44pm] |
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Fuk...* I'm outta cigs, and I hadta take a dip of my _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s skoal..* Lmfao* FUK FUK FUK* he helped me fukkin smoke my cigs, and he fails to tell me he had skoal all along lil mothafukker! Oh well, this should do me for awhile!
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[25 Jun 2006|12:38pm] |
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And He wrote: I am glad you were there 2 help me through all the bad times. I hope I helped you through some 2. We try to always be around to help each other. I made some mistakes and you have 2. We always will make mistakes. Our friendship is definately not a mistake. I cherish our friendship. It's our style to keep it true. These are some feelings that I just had 2 get out. They are 2 good to keep 2 myself. I really do hope that you understand this. Love ya.
Ahh, when I got online today, I found that message sent offline from one my really good friends..* Anthony Shane Mellard I really wasn't expectin that message, but I was really glad to get it, it made me smile...Brought tears to my eyes and everything..* Made me realize how damn lucky I really am* You know I may have problems, emotional and physcial problems..* But that doesn't mean shit when I have friends like I do..* they make my life soo much easier.* They make me tha happiest person in tha world..* I promise each and everyone of you all includin you Shane, I will NEVER EVER take you all for granted..* You all mean soo much to me! You don't even know..* there are times that some of you have actually saved my life, kept me from goin overboard..* Ya'll have showed me soo much, and gave me somethin more to LIVE FOR.! Thank you soo much, you don't even know how much you all have helped me* I LOVE YOU ALL WITH EVERY SINGLE LITTLE BEAT OF MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Shane* You *&* I have been thro alot..* And I mean alot..* I'll never forget tha first time we met, which was in middle school..* You had that long bushy hair, it made me smile.* I liked you and flirted with you, even got my cousin to walk by you w/ me and smile, cuz you know that was tha kewl thing to do back then..* I'll never forget tha time we were on *Valerie*s porch listenin to Jeff Foxworthy.* We thought he was tha best thang that ever happened.* Or that time Val *&* I were sittin on tha deck near tha pool, and you and ol Thomas squirted us with those ice cold water guns and we eventually jumped in tha pool...* And we had that big ol swimming contest..*&* all of us lost, cuz none of us went straight..* LMFAO* Or that time *You, Thomas, Val, & I decided to play basketball. Girls against guys..*&* YOU GUYS LOST, cuz we were naughty lil girls who showed a lil skin to WIN! It was always harmless fun back then. :) I'll never forget goin to tha church and hangin out, cuz there was nothing else to do, then havin to leave the church cuz we said the f-word way to much.* Gettin tha cops called on us at tha CAR WASH* *You puttin sounds on my icq and everytime I hit backspace it would say *DAMNIT*, walkin up to tha water tower, that hill was easy to walk up then! Or that time down by tha river..* At tha tree swang..* On tha 4th Of July* Val and I were just growing up and learning new things..* The talks we had..* You losing your BUTTON..* BUTTONLESS* Carvin our names into that bench..* One day, we'll go back and see if they're still there! Talkin on tha phone.. ALL THA TIME!!!!!!!!! "Wat I was humming*, *okay HUMPER...* *I wouldn't be talkin BUMPER* SHUT UP BUTTONLESS!!!!" All those little arguments we had..* Screaming at each other..* COOTIES..* I'm not your friend anymore, then makin up within 5 minutes..* I'll never forget all those times we had, and all those memories we shared..* We were so young, so innocent, yet so happy, nothing ever bothered us..* We were fearless..* Would do anything..* We even thought we were being watched on tv by another planet..* I mean come on, it doesn't get any better than that!
* Wat I'm tryin to say, is I love you ANTHONY SHANE MELLARD* You've always been there for me too, and I thank you soo much* I love you with everything in me..*&* I'll still be here for you, even when you think I'm not..* I'll always be part of your heart, like you'll be part of mine..* I'll never in a million years forget all tha great times we had, or tha bad..* HAHHA* Thank you soo much for everything you've done for me..* *&* I hope I'm as good as friend as you are to me, cuz you deserve that and MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE! I love you *&* thank you..* I'm speechless, I dunno watta say???????
People don't understand how great is it to have a friend, but yet how hard it is to lose one..* they're so much like family, that it's not funny.* They're apart of who you are..* Don't take em for granted. Cuz Wat if Tomar never comes?
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| What if tomar doesn't come? |
[23 Jun 2006|07:55am] |
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My Tori*Bell was in a car accident day b4 yesterday! They said it was miracle she was still alive, there's nothing left of her car! She's in tha hospital right now, I'm leavin in about 5 minutes to go see her again! She's doin alright, but she hasta stay in there for awhile, cuz somethin is wrong with her breathing... Please keep her in ur prayers.. Please!!!
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[21 Jun 2006|01:35pm] |
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Well thank you to Shane, tha only 1 who left a comment on my brother update! Guess it was too long for anyone else to read lol!
Anyways, I just realized, well I've known for some time.. But I have tha BIGGEST thing ever for guys *&* their stomachs! How crazie is that?* LOL* thas like my big turn on now..* Is their stomachs..* Shew..* LORD* I need help huh!
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| *DAMN* |
[17 Jun 2006|01:21pm] |
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Damn that friends only entry was a long damn update..*Sorry, ya'll* that it's soo long.* I'll be shocked if anybody reads tha whole thang!
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| *blah* |
[07 Jun 2006|06:03pm] |
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
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| *People really piss me tha FUK OFF* |
[03 Jun 2006|03:44pm] |
Listen up! This update would not be happenin if someone wouldn't of left an anonymous comment on my journal...* *&* then me findin out who it was! No names are gonna be mentioned but you know who you are! SO THIS IS FOR YOU!
I don't care if we are best friends, I don't care if I'd take a bullet for you, I do care how much I love you, but I will NOT tolerate...*ANYBODY* leavin dirrty, rude, and outta tha way comments bout my other friends..* I don't care if we're really close, just cuz you don't like one my other friends, doesn't mean you gotta talk shit bout em to me..* They're my friend like you are too..* I think it's bullshit..* I love all my friends, and I'd do n e thang in this world for em, but once you cross that line of pissin me off, and talkin shit bout em.. You better think bout it before you leave some stupid shit bout em..* Cuz I will dislike ur ass VERY VERY MUCH, and I'll never have anything else to do with you..* Simple as that.. I think all my friends are beautiful, inside and out! They all have something unique about each and everyone of them, and I wouldn't give em up for tha world.. * You can always be honest with me, but don't talk shit about ANY of my friends..* I'll seriously go tha fuk off..*&* from wat everybody says these days I'ma Psychotic BITCH so watch wat you fukkin say! *My friends are apart of who I am, they have been there for me thick *&* thin..* Once you say somethin hurtful bout them, ur not just hurtin them.. Your hurtin me too..*Wat kinda friend are you? * If you do that shit?
I forgive you this one *&* only time, but this your warning, and EVERYBODY ELSES WARNING* Do it again, and I'll find you out and kick ur fukkin ass!
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| *Ahh |
[08 May 2006|01:03am] |
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At tha moment there's really too much to update about* I'll do it all later..* maybe*
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| *GOIN CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY* |
[03 May 2006|11:35pm] |
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Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...
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| ~*BLAH*~ |
[29 Apr 2006|04:05pm] |
Can I turn in this life for a new one?* Just jokin, but sometimes I wish I could..* Fuk Life, Fuk Love, and Fuk a buncha liars!
Oh but to all my friends..* No fukkin ya'll cause *I honestly and truely love each and everyone of you all!
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