-Never question the poet, question the poetry-

So, to my manager..after finishing the small-talk for my suspension...I shook her hand and said, "No hard feelings?"..she took my hand smiling, and shook her head, "No". Haha.. Prior to doing this meeting, I spat on my hands and wiped them together, also coughed on them (I have a cold). So, she now has my bacteria all over her,I wonder how many people/things she will infect with that handshake.

Muahaha they deserve it. Oh yeah they do.

So this site ... www.MyDeathSpace.com .... Holy crap man. It may sound really pretencious but I went to this kids myspace. He's dead of course, and he posted this entry about "being who you are not what someone else wants you to be' and he offed himself?! That seems like such a cop out. It does. I found it insane..and it hurts my mind to think about how people can just kill themselves. I have been low, really low and never did I actually consider it. I admitt, I'm too much of a chicken shit to ever do it. The cause of death was unknown and still is apparently from the site. He killed himself but they don't know how. Insanity. .. years of technology and knowledge and scientists can't even figure out how someone died? *smacks self in the head*

It just kills me how many deaths are caused by guns and suicide. The majority were African American teens/ young adults by guns. It sounds fucked to say this but: STOP BEING INVOLVED IN THAT SHITTY TYPE OF LIFESTYLE. YOU ARE KILLING YOURSELVES AND IT ISN'T HELPING YOUR RACE! This one girl was 20, her boyfriend killed her for not inviting her to a party she was hosting. He apparently broke in to her apartment, killed her by striking her several times in the head causing her head to cave in! Not only that, he apparently repeatedly had sex with her body and then left! Come on, what the FUCK is wrong with people these days? It literally sickens me and I can't help but feel sorry for the people that have been killed even though I don't know them.

It pisses me off more than anything else. How people can be so stupid and just give up. You can't spend your whole life hiding behind a gun. I wish guns were never invented in a sense of the non-survivalistic way. I could totally see someone using a gun to PROTECT themselves; not to kill others that they simply have a Vendetta for. It's just cowardly. I hate the fact in the Hip Hop/Rap industry that a good majority of the songs are talking ABOUT killing someone with a gun just because they hate them. I listen to hip hop/rap and I'm not saying it's horrible music but I feel it's breeding people to think and act this way. It's one thing to have a vendetta for someone and have a physical fight without the use of weapons. USE YOURSELF as a WEAPON.

I especially feel bad for innocent bystanders to these acts that get killed in the process. It makes me thankful to be alive.

...John Lennon, what would you say?