sonofgodzilla: "I did this to myself." (shiori)
“I will not entertain the notion for even a moment.” He scoffed, crossing his legs, folding his arms. “Counterfeit cards being trafficked on the Tonakailiner. What dross.”

I started writing a new book before I had even shared the last one with you. I had the feeling even before Rei had completed the cover for that first book that I was now unable to let go of this minor character who had appeared in two episodes of a Kamen Rider show in late 2023, and that now whatever I have imagined I had seen in her character had condemned us both to spending an eternity together. Through the early months of 2025, I spent my time imagining this train journey, trying to build not only on who I felt Harima Shiori was, but also who I thought her partner in the Investigations Department, Kugimiya Licht might be. I became obsessed with the idea of these two as a kind of awful Mulder and Scully, and I became fascinated with the idea that, through circumstance and poor execution, the episodes they share and the one summer movie in which Kugimiya appears sets up this scenario where both of these characters who are working together are antagonists on behalf of differing causes. It felt like Hitler and the Devil going out for dinner and neither of them realising the other was a bad guy also; it was stupid, I felt like I had to take it seriously.

Whilst writing the last book, I realised I had gone in a direction that presented the end results of a world in which evil is always the obvious outcome. In writing this one during the cold months of winter and the early spring, I realised I wanted to explore what steps you might need to take to reach that bad ending. In addition, I wanted to be a little defiant, I wanted you to know that I think Harima Shiori is the kind of character you can tell a broader array of stories about than her roughly fifteen minutes over two episodes give her credit for. I may have played my hand with this too early, having already shared two different stories in which I tried to push Kugimiya and Harima into their roles as awful Mulder and Scully, in which I tried to make the Investigations Department mean something more than their role as bad guys for two episodes before the franchise's traditional Christmas and New Year cliffhanger. Along the way, I was greatly inspired by not only Rei, but [personal profile] linky, [personal profile] luckyzukky, and [personal profile] likealighthouse also, all of whom I owe a great debt to that I can never repay. Likewise, Stewart, who is now possibly more experienced with shepherding me than he would like to be, really helped ensure this work made sense before finally being placed in your hands. When writing this, the Black Saturn community humoured me with more kindness and patience than I deserved as I spent a year posting allusions in one thread to every possible base instinct humanity is known to possess. As a companion piece, I also wrote the final story in our Kudo Mina cycle, this last part acting as a sort of epilogue to one specific thread found in this book.

I wanted to both show you that Shiori was more important than the two episodes she appeared in gave her room to prove, and I wanted to try and challenge myself to write a kind of story that was different from anything I had previously made. This book went through numerous titles before we settled on this. The final title is testament to my firm belief that everything you might possibly want to say sounds better when spoken in Spanish.

I wanted to write about the moments before the fall, the moments in which you are so convinced you are doing the right thing that you don't stop to think about what the outcome of those actions might be. I think that's at the heart of Shiori's character, I think that's what makes her so relatable. I want you to see her like I see her; I want you to listen to what she is telling you even though you know you can't trust her. Perhaps, in a way, I'm also asking you to extend this courtesy to me.

Shiori
gif by [personal profile] likealighthouse


¡Locomoción! | cover and illustration by Rei | written by me | edited by Stewart Sheargold | published by Black Saturn.

Now please ask me if I have already started work on a further Shiori book. :p
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
I wanted to say "it's that time of year again", but, in truth, it's always that time of year, yet I chuse to deliberately make life hard for myself. Nonetheless, welcome back to Write Whatever the Heck You Want, Courtney! 🎄🎉🎁💝🍰

little guys!


I worry that because I f-lock most entries that mention my personal life, it must seem like I only ever post on Wednesday and Friday, and so this may be the first time you've heard from me on a subject that isn't related to idols or weird fic—but surprise! This is totally about idols and weird fic also! This year, I have a theme though, and whilst it didn't start that way, everything that I have begun working on for this event has ended up being about being in a band/group or about little guys, so in addition to this being Write Whatever the Heck You Want, Courtney!, I thought I'd also make this first post Courtney Writes Whatever the Heck You Want, Friends! Only if it is about little guys though, because I don't want to take on anything too big as it would defeat the object of this being a chance to find a way to express how much some of the material I talk about here has influenced me, even if you might not have guessed that this were things dear to my heart as you're staring at the hundred Harima Shiori stories I post each year.

Cats can be little guys also. There's a really fluffy black cat I see on Nevern Road in the mornings who I've taken to carrying around treats for. I digress. I am including mascot characters in this as well, as long as I know them or you give me some sources without expecting too much. Yet perhaps you're looking for more traditional little guys but want to narrow the scope, there are, after all, a lot of little guys out there. In this case, I am pleased to inform you that this year's Monster Calendar is now available on superlove and it comes with a spreadsheet of all the new 'cards' in the set. Again, I wrote most of this in coffee shops in and around Akihabara during the autumn and then completed the final entries one per night whilst at my mother's house after work. I spent a lot of time harassing everyone in our little discord server and asking anyone who would listen to me to suggest little guys for this, so I'd really like it you liked these guys too. As always, I encourage you to pretend this is a real card game, and if you give me five numbers at random between 1 and 58 and ask what cards are in your pack, I will happily tell you and you can look them up if they are included in this year's calendar.

Life is cruel and we are often not at our best when up against it, but even if, like me, you're not a Christian, I think there's something in this season that encourages you to try and rise above that. This year I really want to write about girls doing just that. Settle in for a month of gentle feelings, late autumn and early winter, and maidens in their fullest bloom, and in the meantime, like Kanie from Wonderful Precure! above, I want you to show me about your favourite little guys, and, in return, I will try and write you a small piece about them.

I hope I am the first to say Merry Christmas to you. You guys mean the world to me.
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
This dark night between Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, may you all be visited by Three Sisters. Wooo~! I spent a year writing this. There's still a lot I left off the table for this collection, and I'll try and outline those other pieces and provide links in another post, but over this year, I wrote the first main story in this collection mostly late at night by candlelight. Before I knew it, I had surprised myself by leaving canon so far behind that the things I was making up in the dead of night about this one character from episodes #11-12 had become more important to me than I really knew how to explain.

Alongside a forthcoming book that I actually got asked to write, I wrote the second story in coffee shops in Shinjuku and East London on rainy days, in transit through Narita Airport, and whilst waiting in the early hours of the morning at Zayed International Airport in Abu Dhabi. I worked on it in-between telephone calls in my previous temp job, in a hotel in Vancouver, on a flight from Canada back to Japan, and then, again, in Shinjuku, in coffee shops in Shibuya and Ueno and Akihabara, in the Kamen Rider Diner in Ikebukuro, and at last, finally, by candlelight once more at home. I never intended for there to be a second story, but it happened anyway, and whilst I was away, I took Harima Shiori with me everywhere I went.

Three Sisters


It's late at night as I write this, or it's early in the morning, you can take your pick. Somehow, this became my Christmas present to you all. Once you turn the pages, you can't return it. The lovely Rei provided the artwork and the ever thoughtful Stewart Sheargold brought his patience and keen editorial eye. Neither of them told me to my face that I was insane, and I am very, very grateful for that. I don't think I could have sustained this level of madness either without the warm community environment of Black Saturn, and I have to especially thank [personal profile] luckyzukky and [personal profile] linky for basically doing everything I was doing when writing this, but doing it better and thus forever providing endless inspiration.

I'm so tired. I need to sleep. Thank you all for letting me spend a year working on this. Sorry when I make more things like this. Merry, merry Christmas, one and all.

"I blinde gaar jeg
Redd meg, ikke
La natten føre meg
Bestandig."


Kveldssanger | cover and illustration by Rei | written by me | edited by Stewart Sheargold | published by Black Saturn.
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
I don't want to let on how far I plan in advance, but, well, the reason I did the Merry Christmas in July thing was because I had written too much during the previous December, and I had no place to post the stuff, and I get very concerned about flooding reading lists by posting fic all the time. Nonetheless, it's December now, it's Christmas season proper, and I want to write about what I want to write about.

WWTHYWC!


Since I got back, without anything to really moor me, I've taken on these stupid projects as if they were my full-time job, but I've also been watching a lot of comfort stuff. On one end of the spectrum, I watched/re-watched every adaptation of Corpse Party I could find, on the other end, I watched most of Watashi ni Tenshi ga Maiorita! after seeing a t-shirt of adorable little sister Hinata in Onoden in Akihabara, falling in love with it, not buying it because I was worried about suitcase space, regretting it, and then paying horrible import prices. I do think December is the best time to indulge in this kind of thing. It's not that I don't take writing for fandom seriously—I literally break myself every November trying to get so far ahead that I can take this month off to just write nonsense—but I see this as an opportunity to have a conversation with the kind of media that inspires me, the sort of stories I aspire to write. Absurdly enough, that usually means this month is an occasion to indulge and write something in reply to the year's Pretty Cure series, but this year... I seem to have written a lot for the current show. Back before the show developed into what it is now, I did write a small piece which I find kind of charming to read because... we know so much more. I will dutifully share it when I begin posting.

Before that, however! Pop n' Gummy! I think we did great! If you want an example of how I believe superlove has changed the way I personally interact with fan activities, then being able to work on something like this, being able to share it with you, is a prime example. Having done these two events on superlove—this and Monster Collecting Week—reminded me of a lot of other silly attempts I have made to herd people into working on anthologies. It was really nostalgic for me. Naturally, when it came to sharing this year's Monster Calendar, I wanted to use superlove for it again, and I wanted to make sure it had a broader appeal, so I'm sharing it here with you.

I really liked the Chemy cards from Kamen Rider Gotchard this year. You may have gathered this. I have known in my heart all this time that once Gotchard concluded, there would be no more Chemy cards and my only recourse would be fan content to fill the hole in my heart. If truth be told, I think Bandai dropped the ball long before the line ended, with Phase 04 and Phase EX02 being decidedly lacking in originality and increasingly relying on further gimmicks, but that's by the by. In order to deal with these feelings, I made a whole hypothetical additional set of cards, a Phase C, populated by original homunculi I had included in stories, suggestions by friends, discord in-jokes, and original little creatures created just for this as evidence of my desire to see the line continue. You can see that full list of cards—25 of which can be found in this year's calendar—here, and I encourage you to explore them, but even more so, I encourage you not to read this list and instead pretend that you are buying a packet of cards, knowing that there are five cards per pack, and picking five numbers between 1 and 58 and asking me below what cards you have received in the pack. I will then respond with the cards that you can look up if they are included in this year's calendar.

There are a hypothetical 82 cards in the set including variant art designs. Obviously, they are not real, there is no art for them, but this is the kind of diversion I thrive upon, and I hope you enjoy it too.

I have spent a month making this stuff, sitting in little coffee shops in Tokyo and East London, scratching out the details of little guys, writing an absurd amount of text about the family dynamics of a character who appears in a show for two episodes. If that's not a Christmas gift, friends, I don't know what is.

Just smile and say thank you! Have a lovely festive season! Stand by for me posting all kinds of nonsense all over your feed. Or, you know, just block me now. That would work too.
sonofgodzilla: (ayanami)
It's Monster Collecting Week... is how I've begun almost every entry recently, and I promise this is the last one, but, well, it is Monster Collecting Week, and I want to sing the praises of everyone who got involved with making a little fanzine. This is obviously my raison d'être, writing about little guys, and reading the pieces everyone volunteered for the fanzine really made my day. I'm forever grateful to [personal profile] luckyzukky for hosting superlove and making it the kind of place where we can all collaborate together. I really hope that we get to do something like this again at some point.

To see the event out, throughout the week we've been having silly conversations in the threads in discord, and one of the topics was to craft an elevator pitch for what you'd like to see in a new Pokémon game. Which I did. Whilst at work last week. Therefore, without further ado, this is what earnt me suspicious looks from all and sundry. Enjoy!

Enter the realm of the Ultra Beasts! )
sonofgodzilla: (私だってアイドル!)
I have struggled with the spooky season this year. Thanks to the wonderfulness of [community profile] ficortreat, I've had suitable impetus for creative endeavours and the general shattering of people's dreams (see below), but for actual Hallowe'en seasonal vibes, nothing, nada, zilch. In the recent week, I watched a Christmas episode with more warm feelings than I could muster for anything representing Hallowe'en or horror in general. In a failing computer game store in a dying new town, however, I did manage to find a bundle of Trick or Trade Pokémon cards, so I picked these up and have included them in these little Hallowe'en goody bags for the kids next door and next door but one.

trick


I feel bad that I don't have more to offer you though, dear friends. I think I've maybe bitten off a little more than I chew lately? If I had recommendations it would be thus:

🎃 - The Monster High movie, which I watched whilst I was sick with the plague is thoroughly adorable and an absolutely wonderful riff on the whole children of famous monsters plot with both a wonderful cast and some wonderful storytelling.
🧛🏻‍♀️ - Happiness by Oshimi Shuzo is maybe the best vampire story I have read in a long time? I'm up to volume six right now and I went into not realising what it was, guided only by my love of the author's other work, but, to my delight, it is a painful and uncompromising look at youth and desire depicted with a genuine rawness of emotion, of loss and isolation, the kind of things Oshimi does not shy away from portraying in painful detail.
👻 - Every Day is Halloween, the perennial seasonal Ministry track.
👹 - any episode of Pokémon centred around Mimikkyu. I love this little guy, I think his design is both wonderful commentary on Pokémon's own design philosophies whilst still being strong enough to make him recognisable as his own character. The recently released Ghost Dive by POLKADOT STNGRAY isn't really my cup of tea, but it's a loving homage to Lavender Town and ghost type pokémon in general, and it's lovely to see Mimikkyu in the spotlight.
🦇 - should you still desire an unconventional haunted house story, then look no further than Dragonball Z #17 in which Tienshinhan, Yamcha, Kurilin, and Chaozu travel back in time in their minds, and find themselves stalked by two cruel Saiyan rogues amidst the ruins of Planet Vegeta.

All of which brings us to maybe what you're here for. I told you all that I was a monkey's paw when it comes to writing any sort of request, and I only managed to craft one story that was close enough to the original request to be recognisable. Maybe together we've learnt that the true horror of Hallowe'en is trusting me to do anything for you. I feel especially bad for poor [personal profile] bleodswean who I did not realise until recently has been maybe waiting two years for me to revisit The Lost Boys, and what I have to offer instead is something ugly and unwelcome. Meanwhile, the second piece originated from the thorn in my side left over by Soul of Gold and poor [personal profile] kalloway's suggestion of "unexpected traditions." Instantly, my brain replied: Buddhist Odin.

As for the third story, I'll post that independently as it's more traditional. For now, though:

Are Mothers Saints? )

Cakkavāla )
sonofgodzilla: (oogami ryo)
Guys, you know what didn't hurt my eyes to watch? Cardcaptor Sakura. Curled up with my cat, I watched the end of the series and the second movie yesterday, and whilst there is a strong case to be made that the second half of the show is less compelling that the original arc involving the capture of the Clow Cards, and that Eriol and his clique are undersold and underused, the later episodes do a wonderful job of providing a sense of emotional closure to its relationships in a way that is thoughtful and kind—plus, even Dash, who I love gets to return for an episode.

These feelings regarding such issues came at the same time as I also finished my re-watch of the original Digimon cartoon, sending out missives and emails late on Sunday night to everyone I know about the beauty of those initial films, about the impact of the series, despite the fact that its third act doesn't really resonate with the same emotional intensity as the earlier arcs. Much the same as I have this fondness for characters like the Dash card in Sakura, the manner in which the early Digimon stories portray childhood interactions with the fantastic is equally moving for me, especially the short Digimon Adventure film from 1999 and the successive Our War Game!, both written by Yoshida Reiko, who later went on to adapt The Cat Returns for Studio Ghibli, a personal favourite of mine, and both directed by Hosoda Mamoru, known now for films such as Wolf Children—which I saw when it first came out during an anime all-nighter at Stratford Picturehouse in 2012, because I am exactly the kind of person who goes to these events—and Summer Wars, which is kind of an off-brand remake of Our War Game!, but I digress.

The quality of the animation, the freedom of the creators to tell and develop a story beyond the bounds of what you would expect for a licensed property such as Digimon are unparalleled, and if I can encourage you to indulge me in any way watching the nonsense that I spend all my time writing about, then these early works are definitely worth your time, even in their truncated and dubbed incarnation, complete with Angela Anaconda cameo.

If you want to humour me further, then I just updated etsy by bringing back the Debaser Summer Special because, well, it's summer.
sonofgodzilla: (私だってアイドル!)
I've been watching all these performances by the Netherlands Bach Society, and, as such, I feel like I'm developing a crush on soprano, Hana Blažíková, so that's today's news.

As we're all currently in Roadburn mode though, I have to remind everyone not yet sick of hearing me talk about music that there are still fanzines available in which I do more of this on etsy. Yet if you crave a fanzine equally kvlt and yet of a different nature and absolutely free, then have no fear, for I've also got you covered! Thanks to Rei, who did some lovely cover art for me, and featuring an additional 1,461 words of story in the shape of a new prologue especially fashioned just for this volume, I would like to present you with the complete Yodonna Redemption Arc!

Why should you download it, you might ask, and my answer is because even if the prospect of having to read more of me waffling about Norse myth and 2020's tokusatsu best girl does not fill you with joy, you should gaze upon the beautiful art of Rei, and marvel at the detail, the glory, the eyepatch, yarrr.

Look at this beautiful work, friends!

redemption arc


Where can you download it, you might go on to ask as you sit there stunned by such majesty, to which my further answer would be here:

Yodonna Redemption Arc (PDF, 5.8MB)

And here shall it remain forever, ready for you to come around, to make that choice, to decide that yes, you do indeed need Yodonna in your life—or at least until I run out of space and have to delete the associated google account and move on, but still.

Thank you all for humouring me over the last year with my singular obsession! I really hope you enjoy this silliness!
sonofgodzilla: (lillie)
I had a dream in which I felt obliged to farm out my "real life" and all the nonsense I write into two separate journals like I did on livejournal at one point, and yet writing nonsense in 2021 is so inextricably linked now to my "real life" that I absolutely refuse to make this concession.

Related to this point by only the most tenuous of threads, as today is National Cat Day in Japan, I'm doing a special sale on my etsy. I know well enough from working in my little shop that all sales are actually a kind of fallacy, but I wanted to do something for the Celia Hammond Animal Trust who helped with the cost of Ziggy's operation, so if you do buy anything, then rest assured, that's where the money will go.

Ah, dear friends, but I'm sure you didn't glance at this entry to see me being all heartfelt and whatnot about charity, did you? What I'm sure is the burning question on your lips is: Courtney, who do you think would win in a fight between Sailor Moon and Adam's first wife, Lilith, of Talmudic myth? Well, fear not friends, because I'm about to tell you my opinions regarding the year 2000 Sailor Moon musical, Kessen / Transylvania no Mori – Shin Toujou! Chibimoon wo Mamoru Senshitachi.

BLOOD&SPIRIT )
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
Wednesday was Epiphany, the Little Christmas, the Twelfth Night, what have you. Every year, I have a problem letting the festive season go, hence my abrupt decision to have bunked off for a whole week, instead of going back into work like a normal person. You will be pleased to know that I spent this week mostly playing Final Fantasy XII, yet rest assured, there were at least a handful of moments in which I rose from the sofa to attempt to be a little more productive, hence this, the last page of a recent fanzine detailing the exuding presence of an old deity, complete with Burzum reference!

An aside: firstly, I dislike the fact that the song was retitled because our boy got all bashful about his English; secondly, I read somewhere that he cribbed the words from some translation in a book detailing a piece of old Babylonian pottery. For years, I thought this song was just about some Lord of the Rings nonsense, so I didn't read too much into it, even though it's my favourite track on the record, but actually it's an old Semitic myth. Imagine me, friends, smiling wryly at this. To add insult to injury, here's the song reimagined as an 8-bit recording, which makes me like it even more, and is kind of fitting considering the amount of Mesarthim I have been listening to lately.

So, yes, long story short: I'm dragging this festive business out as long as possible, please read my Stephen King flavoured Burzum inspired fiction. :p
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
I wrote this introduction to the newest issue of my fanzine this morning, adapting my "album of the year" blurb for blusterhouse, and it feels apt to share it here. I am obliged to tell you that if you like this stuff, then the last few copies of the old issues are still in my etsy store. :p

a diary of things that did not happen )
sonofgodzilla: (Acchan Christmas ~ !)
Sludge cake is in the oven, and I am currently re-watching Star Wars, as is my festive tradition—and this year, I swear I am going to watch the Holiday Special in-between A New Hope and Empire Strikes Back—and there is still so much I need to do, but just in case you, dear friends, find yourselves at a loose end and are in need of a slice of sunshine-after-the-rain Norse myth speculation, then I have you covered with this tiny tale of Líf and Lífþrasir.
sonofgodzilla: (nanabijou)
moooon


You guys! I'm kind of overwhelmed! My friend, Shalimar brought me a copy of Pokémon Ultra Moon, having listened to me go on and on about the Sun/Moon story for about a year and a half now. I absolutely wasn't expecting anything, but I went downstairs to collect my mail today and found this package from him with the game and a truly lovely little note that kind of made me tear up. I finally, finally ordered a 2DS with the rationale that even if Sun/Moon arrives on Switch, Animal Crossing: New Leaf never will, so this is what I'm doing in 2020. I owe you the story of my temper tantrum over the brief moment in time when I once owned a 3DS before, I'll post that one day when I can stop cringing at the actions of my past self.

In less pocket monster related news, as [personal profile] leia_solo mentioned in her apt post on Tuesday, the 27th October was the anniversary of Sylvia Plath's birthday, and, as such, I tried to shape my feelings about her passing in words that may or may not make sense. One day, if I can ever get access to a photocopier again, maybe the world will get to see these shitty bits of fanzines I've been making during the plague year.
sonofgodzilla: (lillie)
It's KC Zine Con today, which means that I've updated my etsy!

Stand by for musings on true kvlt, festive monsters, magic realism, and a ton of other stuff.

Because it's a holiday weekend in the US, everything is currently on sale on etsy, as is our lovely t-shirt on threadless, so please come and take a look.

Thank you as always for your support, guys!

(alternate blurb here).
sonofgodzilla: (ayanami)
Today is the third anniversary of my faltering attempts to be self-sufficient, and make unreadable books. It's been a pretty shitty year without fanzine fairs because of coronavirus, but fortunately, in preparation for today, I was able to con my mum into all but making me a series of handmade tote bags in celebration of my stubborn desire to do things my way.

Working from home has been sort of hit and miss, as it's great getting to work on bigger projects and commissions, but it means that I don't have access to printers in order to do new runs of fanzines/make new fanzines, so it's kind of bittersweet to finally be able to put these things on etsy.

Ah, I don't know, if you need a new tote bag... this is possibly the worst choice you could make, but I would be very grateful for your bad decision. :p

tote bags
sonofgodzilla: (ayanami)
There is this misconception that the familiar plague doctor costume we see in post-internet pop culture was a medieval concern, when actually these costumes did not become widespread until the renaissance era. In fact, so popular, so familiar was the sight of the plague doctor at this time, that he became an archetype in the commedia dell'arte, which is like peak renaissance. Take that, you renaissance history fans, stay out of my medieval tags!

The image of the beak doctor stayed silent for a long time following, well, our conceptual understanding of germs, but it's nice to see them back nowadays, even if it is in an ironic sense. Thinking about this, and having received a lovely email from Norwich Millennium Library encouraging people to use the #quarantzine tag on social media to share the things they are making, I wrote the following musings this morning:

Doctor Crow (549 words)
sonofgodzilla: (furabijou)
Come and say hello to me at Canada Water Library where they are playing Belle and Sebastian in the background and I am sitting behind a table full of fanzines.

Come and be my friend!

home

Feb. 21st, 2020 05:41 pm
sonofgodzilla: (sae)
CDs


I realise I didn't post a Hi, I'm home! update, so, ah, here's a bunch of CDs I brought when I was away despite the fact that I always tell everyone I don't buy CDs. I feel as if it's quite expressive of where I am emotionally, lots of (mostly) Acchan-era AKB48 stuff and two Leviathan releases sandwiched in-between—Tentacles of Whorror is actually my least favourite Leviathan album, but I was just so excited to see this stuff in Disk Union and the album was recorded at the same time as the Blackdeath split, Portrait in Scars (which is probably my favourite Leviathan recording) that I just kind of brought it anyway. In regards to the idol industry, well, most of that stuff is geared around trying to convince fans to buy multiple versions of CD releases so it seemed excusable for me to fill these gaps in my record collection, although I dream of AKB releases on cassette or even record, to be honest, and I really feel that AKS missed a trick not pushing for this stuff to come out on tape ala Negicco or Dempagumi.inc, but what do I know, I always believed that AKB were too big to fail and here we are in an era in which the modern incarnation of the group is fairly irrelevant.

Ah, sad times.

In other news, if you're in London next weekend, please come and see me at Canada Water Library for the Kawaii Queer Fanzine Fair (guess who named that one?) as I will be wearing two hats as both a member of my work's queer staff network, and, ah, an artiste eager to sell you copies of my fanzines.

I'm also bombarded with things to write, so if you see me here trying to write anything I shouldn't be, you have my permission to call me out on this.

There was something else I wanted to say as well, but I can't for the life of me remember what it was.

Avast ye!

Jan. 1st, 2020 10:16 am
sonofgodzilla: (lillie)
Avast! Happy New Year! 🎉

I feel as if this is the last possible occasion that I can, in good conscience, plug my little fanzine of wintery festive traditions and monsters, so, ah, here we are. Fashioned on an old PC and a velobind machine, it contains all my advent calendar entries from 2008 - 2016, but, ah, if you want a more up-to-date version, there's also a digital version covering everything until 2018.

That's it. That's my sales pitch. I'll be quiet about this now until December 2020.

Gosh. Feels like I haven't spoken to you guys all year.

Boom boom.

/end dad jokes.
sonofgodzilla: (sae)
Yo ho ho is what pirates say, isn't it?

See, this is what happens when you leave people who view Christmas as some exciting exotic tradition in charge of things. So, having had the traditional Jewish Christmas meal of Chinese takeaway, and whilst I'm still attempting to raise my festive spirits, I made this, mostly because I super loved [personal profile] sailorkitty's charming little Saint Lucia write-up.

Monster Calendar Dreamwidth Edition | (further details on patreon)

Hopefully, you enjoy it? The actual text is a collection of lots of different Christmas Eves from over the past few years that I've been doing this kind of nonsense. If you do like it, then you can see more of it on etsy and via my patreon, but, whatever the case, happy holidays, I guess! Thank you all for putting up with my rambling throughout this past year or so!

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