NataLia
Natalie
Tennessee, United States
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A small world circling a distant red star,
known to me only by what its shadow
has allowed us to understand.

I know so little of it.

And still, I want to know more.

There is a strange greed in wonder
to see a light in the heavens
and ache because seeing is not enough.

To know.
To understand.
To reach.
To hold.

Yet there are works of God
I will never touch.

Stars whose light will reach my eyes
while I can never reach them.
Worlds I may spend a lifetime wondering about
and die knowing scarcely more than their names.

Perhaps that is part of their beauty.

Not everything loved must become ours.
Not every mystery must surrender itself
to be worthy of wonder.

The heavens existed before my longing
and will remain long after it.

And still I look upward.

“When I consider thy heavens,
the work of thy fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which thou hast ordained;

What is man, that thou art mindful of him?”

— Psalm 8:3–4

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How strange is desire
to love what I cannot reach,
and still desire more.

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Comments
May 26, 2025 @ 11:49pm 
I categorically repudiate the libelous claim labeling me an “XY follicles specimen.” This grotesque mischaracterization is a direct affront to my ontological integrity. I was nerfed at conception with the canonical XX chromosomal schema, though I bear phenotypic anomalies such as philtral vibrissae and aggressive big toe hair. These do not negate my chromosomal legitimacy. To say otherwise is reductive biologism bordering on follicular fascism. I also possess a suspected chromosomal deficit that manifests as intolerance for mediocrity, chronic Reddit usage, and an involuntary compulsion to lock in Yuumi regardless of patch notes or team composition. In conclusion, I am an XX anomaly, follicularly misjudged, chromosomally Byzantine, and will not be categorized by pseudo-geneticists weaponizing my toe hair.
May 19, 2025 @ 1:33pm 
hottest XY follicles specimen alive